I am back from my family time....i always miss Master, usually more than i anticipate i will. One night, i was focusing on different parts of Master trying to decide which i missed the most.....near the top of the list.....His hands....
He is good in many ways with his hands...He works on cars, can do electrical work, plumbing, remodeling......and i admire all of those. But mostly i love His hands....when he holds mine in His, when He warms my bottom with his hands, when He gives me a wonderfully relaxing massage, when He grabs my hair, or brings me to the edge of an orgasm, when He cradles my face with them, when He gently circles and touches my nipples, sending sparks through me...and yes even when He moves on to pinching and pulling them. There is one use that i never look forward to, altho Master would be quick to tell you, i react most favorably and loudly to this use...fisting.
A couple days before i returned home, Master told me, He had been thinking about using His hand...i somehow knew immediately He meant fisting. I told Him that always made me nervous....He said not many things make me nervous, i assured Him this did. The subject was dropped...until today.
Master said we had maintenance spankings to catch up on.....in the plural. I assured Him that was not necessary....He insisted. During my naked kneeling, Master asked if i remembered what else He had promised me when i returned, i nodded. He told me not to be so enthusiastic, and that at least a part of me was probably looking forward to it...i told Him no, no part of me.
Time for maintenance, i went over His lap. A much too short ( in my opinion, always too short) hand warm-up, and then the small wooden maintenance paddle. It's been almost 2 weeks since my last spanking, i was squirming from the very first swats. Master gave me 4 sets of 25...each set a bit harder, it took until the last set, before i settled in, and 'accepted'. Master checked and announced that part of me was enjoying the return of maintenance.
He reminded me that we had missed 2 sessions, and said i could have a break if i wanted one, between the spankings.
I was up and kneeling between His knees, quickly, thinking just maybe, i could distract Him from round two. He did enjoy our break, but announced it was time for round 2. This time He decided on 2 sets of 50....the last 10 being the hardest. The first spanking had warmed up my bottom, and although this second round was harder, i was much calmer. Master checked again, and used His wonderful hands to bring me close, so that i was dripping. He stopped and told me to get on all fours, legs apart, back arched ready for His hand.
I obeyed, and He started with one finger, making sure i stayed wet and ready, then 2....talking me through the process letting me know what progress He was making. I kept breathing slowly, until I could feel Him fill me, and then went to panting, as He stimulated me...telling me not to cum since that would mean i was enjoying myself. Of course, He soon had me at the point of no return, and begging for a permission...several were granted, as i yelled and exploded....over and over. That feeling of being filled by His hand, totally controlled by His hand, losing control because of His hand.......that sensation is like no other.
Master pulls out, and i lay down, He joins me, and brings me into my safe place, snuggled in His hairy chest, under his chin, completely wrapped in His arms.
Once i am up and about again, we are chatting as i reach for my clothes and put on my bra....once it is on He looks at me and says....you are getting dressed? I stop and think well, yes....He says have you asked for permission? I honestly forgot.....when we were first starting down this road, asking to get dressed was one of my first rules...one that i saw no reason to have. Finally one day He said He would no longer remind me, i needed to ask before getting dressed...which i thought was crazy. The next time i was naked, and i got up and reached for something to put on, He pulled me over His knee and spanked me. He let me up, and i reached to get dressed....He repeated the spanking, let me up....and i still just reached for something to put on. He reached into His bag and before i knew it I was back over His knee and getting paddled. After the second paddling, He reminded me that He could paddle my bottom for a long longer than i could be stubborn....it only took one more round of going over His knee again for Him to convince me. I learned to ask for permission to get dressed. Today was the first time i forgot in a long time.....He told me to bend over and He paddled my bottom twice....as a reminder....and we both laugh as we remembered how i had tried to out-stubborn Him..... back when i had not yet realized... i had met someone who could out-stubborn me.
His hands......how i love His hands....
hugs abby
Wednesday, April 29, 2015
Thursday, April 23, 2015
I love a meme....
Master thanks you all for the birthday wishes. I am still visiting family....should be back next week.
Ronnie posted this, which i am borrowing.
1. You are given money in the grocery store to pick up 5 items. You can only pick one thing from the following departments.
Produce: watermelon, if not in season...grapes
Frozen: Ice cream..chocolate or coffee
Dairy: coffee creamer....have to have my coffee in the morning, but need the creamer.
Meat: chicken...very versatile...
Canned Goods: tuna
2. You are heading out for a weekend getaway. You are only allowed to bring 4 items of clothing/footwear with you. So, what's in your bag?
Pair of comfy shoes
bra
jeans
tee shirt ( if it is going to be a really fun getaway, i expect i will not be needing these except to travel:)
3. If i were to listen in on one of your conversations during the day, what 4 phrases or words would i be most like to hear?
Yes Sir
No Sir
May i got to....(where ever i have plans for)
Lunch time Sir
4. So, what 4 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn't get to do them you wouldn't be in the best mood?
Talking with Master
Taking a shower
Reading
Computer time
5. You're driving down the road and suddenly get hit with this sense of road rage. What 3 factors probably contributed to it?
While i have been know to call another driver a not so nice name, have never been to the point of road rage....but
Using a cell phone
Speeding up just as i pull out to pass
Drivers who think they are 'special' and do not have to merge or can cut in at any time.
6. You've just scored a whole afternoon to yourself. We are talking a 3 hour block with nobody around. What 5 activities might we find you doing?
Reading
Catching up on blogs
Working on a crossword puzzle
If the weather cooperates a walk along the bike path....
De-cluttering...it is my new goal...if i have not used it recently, is it really necessary??
7. We are going to the zoo. But, it looks like it could start storming, so it'll have to be a quick visit. What 3 exhibits do we have to go to?
My grands know...we always have to see the giraffes...they are my favorite.
The polar bears, watching them swim under water...
I always find the monkey pretty amusing.
8. You just scored tickets to the taping of any television show of your choice. You can pick four, so what are you going to see?
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The Price is Right..pick me!!
Downtown Abbey
Jeopardy!
9. You're hungry for ice cream! I'll give you a triple dipper ice cream cone. What 3 flavors can I pile on for you?
I am always hungry for ice cream!
Vienna mocha chunk
Chocolate, chocolate chip
Coffee Toffee Bar Crunch
10. Somebody stole your purse/wallet. In order to get it back you have to name 5 things you know are inside to claim it. So, what's in there?
Sunglasses, in a case
Orange wallet
Keys
Small calendar/date book
Change purse
11. You are at a job fair, and are asked in what areas you are interested in pursuing a career. Let's pretend you have every talent and ability to be whatever you wanted, so what 4 careers would be fun for you?
Pianist
Author
Travel guide
Theater critic
12. If you could go back and talk to the old you, when you were in high school, and inform yourself of 4 things, what would you say?
Don't settle
Do not change who you are to make someone else happy.
Trying and failing is so much better than wishing you had tried.
Relax and enjoy the journey, your destination is likely to change many times along the way.
Hugs abby
Ronnie posted this, which i am borrowing.
1. You are given money in the grocery store to pick up 5 items. You can only pick one thing from the following departments.
Produce: watermelon, if not in season...grapes
Frozen: Ice cream..chocolate or coffee
Dairy: coffee creamer....have to have my coffee in the morning, but need the creamer.
Meat: chicken...very versatile...
Canned Goods: tuna
2. You are heading out for a weekend getaway. You are only allowed to bring 4 items of clothing/footwear with you. So, what's in your bag?
Pair of comfy shoes
bra
jeans
tee shirt ( if it is going to be a really fun getaway, i expect i will not be needing these except to travel:)
3. If i were to listen in on one of your conversations during the day, what 4 phrases or words would i be most like to hear?
Yes Sir
No Sir
May i got to....(where ever i have plans for)
Lunch time Sir
4. So, what 4 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn't get to do them you wouldn't be in the best mood?
Talking with Master
Taking a shower
Reading
Computer time
5. You're driving down the road and suddenly get hit with this sense of road rage. What 3 factors probably contributed to it?
While i have been know to call another driver a not so nice name, have never been to the point of road rage....but
Using a cell phone
Speeding up just as i pull out to pass
Drivers who think they are 'special' and do not have to merge or can cut in at any time.
6. You've just scored a whole afternoon to yourself. We are talking a 3 hour block with nobody around. What 5 activities might we find you doing?
Reading
Catching up on blogs
Working on a crossword puzzle
If the weather cooperates a walk along the bike path....
De-cluttering...it is my new goal...if i have not used it recently, is it really necessary??
7. We are going to the zoo. But, it looks like it could start storming, so it'll have to be a quick visit. What 3 exhibits do we have to go to?
My grands know...we always have to see the giraffes...they are my favorite.
The polar bears, watching them swim under water...
I always find the monkey pretty amusing.
8. You just scored tickets to the taping of any television show of your choice. You can pick four, so what are you going to see?
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The Price is Right..pick me!!
Downtown Abbey
Jeopardy!
9. You're hungry for ice cream! I'll give you a triple dipper ice cream cone. What 3 flavors can I pile on for you?
I am always hungry for ice cream!
Vienna mocha chunk
Chocolate, chocolate chip
Coffee Toffee Bar Crunch
10. Somebody stole your purse/wallet. In order to get it back you have to name 5 things you know are inside to claim it. So, what's in there?
Sunglasses, in a case
Orange wallet
Keys
Small calendar/date book
Change purse
11. You are at a job fair, and are asked in what areas you are interested in pursuing a career. Let's pretend you have every talent and ability to be whatever you wanted, so what 4 careers would be fun for you?
Pianist
Author
Travel guide
Theater critic
12. If you could go back and talk to the old you, when you were in high school, and inform yourself of 4 things, what would you say?
Don't settle
Do not change who you are to make someone else happy.
Trying and failing is so much better than wishing you had tried.
Relax and enjoy the journey, your destination is likely to change many times along the way.
Hugs abby
Sunday, April 19, 2015
Happy Birthday Master....
Today is Master's birthday, we celebrated 'our style' a couple of days ago. I wanted to use this day to thank Master for all the gifts He has given me....
Thank You Master...
for the gift of acceptance.....from that very first meeting you were able to put me completely at ease. You have always accepted all of me...the quirky, the physical, the emotional...even when i try to keep those emotions all to myself. You support me when i want to change, to be better, but not because you wish for me to look or act or be different, but because the change is something i want, something that i want to improve.
for the gift of discovery....for helping me to discover the 'me' that i never would have let out...for showing me that i was indeed sexual and sexy, ....for all of the new 'activities' we have explored.
for the gift of Yourself...you are always there..or here...when i need You. Maybe for a shoulder to cry on, to dig my car out of a snow pile, to rant about family issues, to find a loss phone, ...i can count on you for whatever i need.
for the gift of laughter...we, fortunately share a similar sense of humor. More than that, you can make me smile..and laugh...when i feel that is the last thing i am in the mood to do.
for the gift of tears...you have made me feel safe enough to share my tears.
for the gift of breaking down walls....i know how hard You had to work to get me to trust enough to really let you in....to take those walls down one brick at a time....and to make me feel secure enough to not want to rebuild them.
for the gift of confidence...for building me up to believe that i can reach any goal i set, for making me see that submission is not a weakness, for encouraging me to try new things.
for the gift of your Dominance....You took the time to really get to know me, to know when to push me, when to encourage me, when to just hug me and tell me it is OK. You are consistent, you are dependable, you know when to use your hard hand...or paddle...or to console me with your warm heart.
for the gift of your words...You always have the time to talk out anything i am struggling with, you know what it is i need to hear. Your voice lets me know when i have pleased you...and when i have not.
Most of all for the gift of You....for coming into my life and staying. For making me believe in things i had given up on....for making me believe in a future that will bring more of all the above.....
Thank you Sir...for all of this...and so much more....
hugs abby
Thank You Master...
for the gift of acceptance.....from that very first meeting you were able to put me completely at ease. You have always accepted all of me...the quirky, the physical, the emotional...even when i try to keep those emotions all to myself. You support me when i want to change, to be better, but not because you wish for me to look or act or be different, but because the change is something i want, something that i want to improve.
for the gift of discovery....for helping me to discover the 'me' that i never would have let out...for showing me that i was indeed sexual and sexy, ....for all of the new 'activities' we have explored.
for the gift of Yourself...you are always there..or here...when i need You. Maybe for a shoulder to cry on, to dig my car out of a snow pile, to rant about family issues, to find a loss phone, ...i can count on you for whatever i need.
for the gift of laughter...we, fortunately share a similar sense of humor. More than that, you can make me smile..and laugh...when i feel that is the last thing i am in the mood to do.
for the gift of tears...you have made me feel safe enough to share my tears.
for the gift of breaking down walls....i know how hard You had to work to get me to trust enough to really let you in....to take those walls down one brick at a time....and to make me feel secure enough to not want to rebuild them.
for the gift of confidence...for building me up to believe that i can reach any goal i set, for making me see that submission is not a weakness, for encouraging me to try new things.
for the gift of your Dominance....You took the time to really get to know me, to know when to push me, when to encourage me, when to just hug me and tell me it is OK. You are consistent, you are dependable, you know when to use your hard hand...or paddle...or to console me with your warm heart.
for the gift of your words...You always have the time to talk out anything i am struggling with, you know what it is i need to hear. Your voice lets me know when i have pleased you...and when i have not.
Most of all for the gift of You....for coming into my life and staying. For making me believe in things i had given up on....for making me believe in a future that will bring more of all the above.....
Thank you Sir...for all of this...and so much more....
hugs abby
Thursday, April 16, 2015
An Early celebration...
We celebrated Mater's birthday today..a few days early. I am headed out of town tomorrow, and will be away on Sunday. So Master decided we should celebrate twice...today and when i get back. I think He just wants to give me His birthday spanking twice...
I was not in the best celebratory mood, Master noticed as soon as i said hello when i called. He asked how i was...OK, was my reply. He asked what was up, but i just kept insisting all was fine. When i got to His place, we hugged, he grabbed my hand let me to the sofa, sat very close to me....and asked again. This time He added He was prepared to wait me out. After a bit, i finally opened up....yes, even after all these years, i still occasionally have a difficult time letting Him in. We talked, He gave me a new perspective, and i did feel better.
During my kneeling time, Master reminded me that all of me is His, inside and out. He claimed every part of me, touching , rubbing, pulling, pinching.....
I am then over His lap, settling in, when i feel sharp spanks on my thighs. My head pops up, as i hear....your ankles are crossed. I want to plead instinct, but i know it won't help, He sees it as not being completely open to Him. Finally, His hands move to my bottom, i relax into a welcomed hand warm-up. I then feel wood, the small maintenance paddle...Master is telling me it is all part of the warm-up....His Christmas gift is next...the larger, heavier, 'My Paddleman' paddle. I struggle through the first and second set, have settled for the third. Master always lets me know how pleased He is when i reach the place of acceptance.
It is then time for His birthday spanking. I am told to get up and lean over the arm of the sofa....He intends for me to still feel these on His birthday this weekend, so they will be hard ones...each set getting harder. Each set is 10 spanks....and during the first set, i am thinking these are plenty hard. He decides He will give me a break after each set...a spanking break, so i can suck His cock....and take my mind off the pain. (it does work;))
I won't reveal His age....but i did get to suck His cock 6 times. He varied the type of spanks, some sets fast and hard, others slow and deliberate. When it was time for the last set, i was trying to ready myself for the hardest yet...and He cut back on the intensity. Master was so pleased with the birthday spanking...and the interlude between sets....that i was then treated to several permissions.
Have a great weekend....spring has finally arrived here in the Northeast, ....my crocuses refused to give up, and they are now being joined by some daffodils.
Hugs abby
I was not in the best celebratory mood, Master noticed as soon as i said hello when i called. He asked how i was...OK, was my reply. He asked what was up, but i just kept insisting all was fine. When i got to His place, we hugged, he grabbed my hand let me to the sofa, sat very close to me....and asked again. This time He added He was prepared to wait me out. After a bit, i finally opened up....yes, even after all these years, i still occasionally have a difficult time letting Him in. We talked, He gave me a new perspective, and i did feel better.
During my kneeling time, Master reminded me that all of me is His, inside and out. He claimed every part of me, touching , rubbing, pulling, pinching.....
I am then over His lap, settling in, when i feel sharp spanks on my thighs. My head pops up, as i hear....your ankles are crossed. I want to plead instinct, but i know it won't help, He sees it as not being completely open to Him. Finally, His hands move to my bottom, i relax into a welcomed hand warm-up. I then feel wood, the small maintenance paddle...Master is telling me it is all part of the warm-up....His Christmas gift is next...the larger, heavier, 'My Paddleman' paddle. I struggle through the first and second set, have settled for the third. Master always lets me know how pleased He is when i reach the place of acceptance.
It is then time for His birthday spanking. I am told to get up and lean over the arm of the sofa....He intends for me to still feel these on His birthday this weekend, so they will be hard ones...each set getting harder. Each set is 10 spanks....and during the first set, i am thinking these are plenty hard. He decides He will give me a break after each set...a spanking break, so i can suck His cock....and take my mind off the pain. (it does work;))
I won't reveal His age....but i did get to suck His cock 6 times. He varied the type of spanks, some sets fast and hard, others slow and deliberate. When it was time for the last set, i was trying to ready myself for the hardest yet...and He cut back on the intensity. Master was so pleased with the birthday spanking...and the interlude between sets....that i was then treated to several permissions.
Have a great weekend....spring has finally arrived here in the Northeast, ....my crocuses refused to give up, and they are now being joined by some daffodils.
Hugs abby
Monday, April 13, 2015
A Win/Win Bet
It's baseball season.......those of you who have been reading here a while will probably remember that i am a very long time Red Sox fan. Have been to games at Fenway and seen them play in a couple other parks. Master, on the other hand, is a 'damned Yankee' fan, guess there has to be one thing we are not compatible on.....To make watching the games more interesting we often wager on the games.The teams met for the first time this season over the weekend.
Master usually has me pick the terms of our wagers...He does get to decide most everything else. The Yanks and the Sox have a long history, and when they play, the outcome is never a sure thing. For this wager, i suggested that we total up the runs for the three games, and multiply by 10 (i was counting on low scoring games). If the Yanks scored more runs, Master got to choose the 'toys', if the Sox scored more runs i got to choose.
The Sox won the first 2 games, and scored more runs. Master suggested after the second game that we double the bet for the third game, i figured my 'boys' could win 3 in a row, so i agreed. The Yanks not only won the third game, they outscored the Sox by 10 runs. I suggested to Master that we both won....and He agreed:)!!!
The total runs scored was close to 40, so times 10...400 spanks....200 decided by me...200 by Him. I asked if i could choose 2 different toys....100 with each. I chose first...He had the flogger out of the bag, before i even said the word..lol. I then debated a bit, but decided on the large leather strop. Master chose a smaller leather strap ( much to my surprise and delight) and the maintenance paddle. He said today was still M/M day...so His first 100 would be maintenance.....which was much better than maintenance followed by the bet payoff.
We started with my naked kneeling time, being reclaimed, reminded of my submission, that all of me is His. Master asked if i wanted the flogger/strop first, or His choices. I decided i wanted to end on a good note, so Master's choices were first. I went over His lap, for a too quick hand warm-up...i always think they are too quick. Then 100 with the maintenance paddle. Maintenance is always 100 spanks, either divided into 4 or 2 sets. Today was 2 sets of 50, and yes....they were hard and i was was letting Him know that they hurt. I did get a rub break after the first 50, but the second set is always harder. Master believes all spankings should be 'real'.
He then had me get up, and lean over the arm of the sofa. After the paddling the strap was a lot easier to adjust to....maintenance had been a wonderful warm-up. Master switched sides after each 25.....stopping the feel the heat from my bottom and giving me a rub or two. When He finished He asked if i wanted a break...i did. He asked if what i wanted to do with my break, i smiled and suggested some cock sucking....
I wanted to end with the flogger, so the large strop was next. I was back over the arm of the sofa, and was soon reminded that i do love that strop, even if it does look intimidating. This time Master switches sides after each 10...also doing some checking, making sure i am enjoying my choice of the strop. He does find 'evidence' that i am ...indeed enjoying it.
Flogger time:)...One hundred with the flogger....what a wonderful way to end...well to end the spanking part of our fun. Master gives me a wonderful flogging, at the same time, relaxing and invigorating....and has me dripping.
Master then brings me to the point of needed permissions.....ending with paddling me til i have one last one....one of those where i am raising my bottom to meet the spanks, to urge Him on, until....one last release, and all i can do is lie still.
Hmmm..no wonder i look forward to baseball season!
hugs abby
Master usually has me pick the terms of our wagers...He does get to decide most everything else. The Yanks and the Sox have a long history, and when they play, the outcome is never a sure thing. For this wager, i suggested that we total up the runs for the three games, and multiply by 10 (i was counting on low scoring games). If the Yanks scored more runs, Master got to choose the 'toys', if the Sox scored more runs i got to choose.
The Sox won the first 2 games, and scored more runs. Master suggested after the second game that we double the bet for the third game, i figured my 'boys' could win 3 in a row, so i agreed. The Yanks not only won the third game, they outscored the Sox by 10 runs. I suggested to Master that we both won....and He agreed:)!!!
The total runs scored was close to 40, so times 10...400 spanks....200 decided by me...200 by Him. I asked if i could choose 2 different toys....100 with each. I chose first...He had the flogger out of the bag, before i even said the word..lol. I then debated a bit, but decided on the large leather strop. Master chose a smaller leather strap ( much to my surprise and delight) and the maintenance paddle. He said today was still M/M day...so His first 100 would be maintenance.....which was much better than maintenance followed by the bet payoff.
We started with my naked kneeling time, being reclaimed, reminded of my submission, that all of me is His. Master asked if i wanted the flogger/strop first, or His choices. I decided i wanted to end on a good note, so Master's choices were first. I went over His lap, for a too quick hand warm-up...i always think they are too quick. Then 100 with the maintenance paddle. Maintenance is always 100 spanks, either divided into 4 or 2 sets. Today was 2 sets of 50, and yes....they were hard and i was was letting Him know that they hurt. I did get a rub break after the first 50, but the second set is always harder. Master believes all spankings should be 'real'.
He then had me get up, and lean over the arm of the sofa. After the paddling the strap was a lot easier to adjust to....maintenance had been a wonderful warm-up. Master switched sides after each 25.....stopping the feel the heat from my bottom and giving me a rub or two. When He finished He asked if i wanted a break...i did. He asked if what i wanted to do with my break, i smiled and suggested some cock sucking....
I wanted to end with the flogger, so the large strop was next. I was back over the arm of the sofa, and was soon reminded that i do love that strop, even if it does look intimidating. This time Master switches sides after each 10...also doing some checking, making sure i am enjoying my choice of the strop. He does find 'evidence' that i am ...indeed enjoying it.
Flogger time:)...One hundred with the flogger....what a wonderful way to end...well to end the spanking part of our fun. Master gives me a wonderful flogging, at the same time, relaxing and invigorating....and has me dripping.
Master then brings me to the point of needed permissions.....ending with paddling me til i have one last one....one of those where i am raising my bottom to meet the spanks, to urge Him on, until....one last release, and all i can do is lie still.
Hmmm..no wonder i look forward to baseball season!
hugs abby
Friday, April 10, 2015
Play time....with the grands....and with Master
The last of the grands left this morning. What was to be a 5 day visit turned into 8 days.....grandma's house is just too much fun! I so love watching the four grands....they have so much fun together. We dyed eggs, had an egg hunt...yes with snow on the ground....bundled up and went to the zoo, to a children's museum, a couple indoor play areas, made cookies, wrote books, and more....we all slept soundly at night.
Master and i celebrated having some just 'us' time this afternoon. Master gives me that look...what are you still dressed and not kneeling ....look. I remedy that, and Master is claiming me, reminding me that this grandma is also His submissive. I feel myself calming, breathing, relaxing. I am re-focusing from grandma to submissive.
Master helps me up and over His lap. He starts with His hand, as i relax and enjoy the warm-up. We are chatting about the highlights of the past week, when Master switches to His little, but mighty, paddle. Conversation stops, it has been over a week since my last spanking, and i am squirming. Quickly i become vocal.....as Master is telling me He is just starting. He stops after a set...of maybe 50...to rub and tell me i need to relax and concentrate on accepting, and focusing the spanks to where they will be the most 'beneficial'.
He 'checks'....and insists that i am doing too much complaining, considering the 'evidence' He is finding. A second, harder set, and i am struggling...after i calm, Master warns me that the third set will be the hardest. I have finally reached that place of acceptance, where i am breathing and still, i can start to feel my moistness. Master congratulates me on how well i did with that last set, 'a good, hard paddling'...His words, since i would never use the words good and hard paddling in the same sentence.
Master's fingers are roaming, and i am enjoying every touch. I can feel myself starting to drip, Master is reminding me that i need a permission first...and that i should be thanking Him for my paddling. I move to my knees and proceed to let Him know, that i am thankful for the paddling...mostly for the fact that is is over and we have moved on to more pleasurable activities. Master stops me, and tells me i can finish later...He is not finished with me. I quickly rise......
...and i hear.....bend over legs far apart, bottom out. He is holding His cane. He tells me He has been waiting all week to cane me. He gives me one set, stops and traces the welts, and moves in soothes me with His body....then a second set, more soothing. I am hoping that He is done, when i hear ask me for a third harder set, i hesitate, but i have learned this is not a game i can win...so i ask. The third set is 12 hard ones...very hard....when He stops He once again traces the welts and tells me how hot my bottom is, and how He loves the feel of it.
Since i only thanked Him for the paddling, He suggests i now thank Him for my caning....i enthusiastically get into position. I do love His scent, His feel, His taste....and i am also pretty happy that the caning is over and am ready to move on to another activity.
Master soon has me panting, and begging for permissions...and screaming. When i have had enough and Master is bringing me back to reality He asks....remember that quiet girl who never would have thought of screaming or being loud. I chuckle, and say i do...and i am very happy to leave her behind.
I am going to try and to some catching up with all of you this weekend....
hugs abby
Master and i celebrated having some just 'us' time this afternoon. Master gives me that look...what are you still dressed and not kneeling ....look. I remedy that, and Master is claiming me, reminding me that this grandma is also His submissive. I feel myself calming, breathing, relaxing. I am re-focusing from grandma to submissive.
Master helps me up and over His lap. He starts with His hand, as i relax and enjoy the warm-up. We are chatting about the highlights of the past week, when Master switches to His little, but mighty, paddle. Conversation stops, it has been over a week since my last spanking, and i am squirming. Quickly i become vocal.....as Master is telling me He is just starting. He stops after a set...of maybe 50...to rub and tell me i need to relax and concentrate on accepting, and focusing the spanks to where they will be the most 'beneficial'.
He 'checks'....and insists that i am doing too much complaining, considering the 'evidence' He is finding. A second, harder set, and i am struggling...after i calm, Master warns me that the third set will be the hardest. I have finally reached that place of acceptance, where i am breathing and still, i can start to feel my moistness. Master congratulates me on how well i did with that last set, 'a good, hard paddling'...His words, since i would never use the words good and hard paddling in the same sentence.
Master's fingers are roaming, and i am enjoying every touch. I can feel myself starting to drip, Master is reminding me that i need a permission first...and that i should be thanking Him for my paddling. I move to my knees and proceed to let Him know, that i am thankful for the paddling...mostly for the fact that is is over and we have moved on to more pleasurable activities. Master stops me, and tells me i can finish later...He is not finished with me. I quickly rise......
...and i hear.....bend over legs far apart, bottom out. He is holding His cane. He tells me He has been waiting all week to cane me. He gives me one set, stops and traces the welts, and moves in soothes me with His body....then a second set, more soothing. I am hoping that He is done, when i hear ask me for a third harder set, i hesitate, but i have learned this is not a game i can win...so i ask. The third set is 12 hard ones...very hard....when He stops He once again traces the welts and tells me how hot my bottom is, and how He loves the feel of it.
Since i only thanked Him for the paddling, He suggests i now thank Him for my caning....i enthusiastically get into position. I do love His scent, His feel, His taste....and i am also pretty happy that the caning is over and am ready to move on to another activity.
Master soon has me panting, and begging for permissions...and screaming. When i have had enough and Master is bringing me back to reality He asks....remember that quiet girl who never would have thought of screaming or being loud. I chuckle, and say i do...and i am very happy to leave her behind.
I am going to try and to some catching up with all of you this weekend....
hugs abby
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Happy Easter!
I know i am a little early, but the kiddos decided everyone should be at grandma's for Easter. My son and family is on his way, and will stay til Monday...He usually makes a plan and sticks to it. My daughter and family will arrive sometime tomorrow and leave sometime next week....she rarely makes a plan..and when she does, rarely sticks to it. It will be lots of fun, i love watching the grands. For the most part they get along very well....they are 7,
5 1/2, almost 3, and soon to be 4. The two older ones are like best friends when they are together...if only the adults always behaved as well....
It was 60 degrees here today :):):). So nice, it has been a very very long time getting here. One would think it would stick around, but according to the predictions, we will be snow covered on Sunday....UGH...we will be having our egg hunt inside.
Master has been on a mission to keep my bottom sore for as many days in a row as possible. Last weekend before i left, He paddled my bottom hard... with 3 different paddles.
He welcomed me home with another paddling, that i was squirming from early on....I was still sore from the previous paddling. Today, He re-lit the sensation again, saying He thinks He notices a difference in me when my bottom is on the tender side. Depending on how long the kids stay....His streak may be over.
I hope that spring is springing up where you are....enjoy the weekend.
hugs abby
5 1/2, almost 3, and soon to be 4. The two older ones are like best friends when they are together...if only the adults always behaved as well....
It was 60 degrees here today :):):). So nice, it has been a very very long time getting here. One would think it would stick around, but according to the predictions, we will be snow covered on Sunday....UGH...we will be having our egg hunt inside.
Master has been on a mission to keep my bottom sore for as many days in a row as possible. Last weekend before i left, He paddled my bottom hard... with 3 different paddles.
He welcomed me home with another paddling, that i was squirming from early on....I was still sore from the previous paddling. Today, He re-lit the sensation again, saying He thinks He notices a difference in me when my bottom is on the tender side. Depending on how long the kids stay....His streak may be over.
I hope that spring is springing up where you are....enjoy the weekend.
hugs abby
Monday, March 30, 2015
Real Neat Blogger.....
Thank you Fiona for the nomination.....
The rules are...
1. Put the award logo on your post.
2. Answer 7 questions asked by the person who nominated you.
3. Nominate any number of bloggers you would like, linking to their blogs.
4. Let them know you nominated them.
Fiona's questions are:
1. What scares you the most about TTWD, and conversely what are you most gratified about your journey through TTWD.
WOW....Fiona does not start off with an easy question. What scares me the most is the feeling of neediness that is always there, but occasionally seems over-whelming. When i met Master, i was not looking for a D/s relationship, i was a totally in-charge of every part of my life. Fortunately, He sensed that baby steps were necessary. I still remember when i first admitted to myself how much i was coming to need Him. It scared me, i even asked Him...how much is too much, what if i need You to much. He said there was no such limit, and if there was, i was not even close. It took me a long time to accept that and to realize that part of what feeds my submission is that neediness...the need to please Him, the need to belong to Him. Do i understand it yet....no, but i am closer to accepting it. There are still times when it throws me for a loop, and i get overwhelmed, but i have learned to lean in more during those times, and let Him fill my need.
I am most gratified about.....hmmmm....i guess the feeling of total acceptance that i get from Master. He accepts all of me, and nourishes every part of me. He has helped me to accept myself.
2. What is your favorite tradition surrounding your birthday, or surrounding a holiday you like?
My family believes that traditions are an important part of every holiday. My favorite birthday tradition is a fairly new one....a birthday spanking.
3. If you are home alone, is there music playing, a television on, or just quiet?
During the day, music is almost always in the background. All the oldie stuff. I listen while i clean, when i take a crossword break, it is often in the background if i am reading. Evenings i am usually watching whatever i have on the DVR.
4. If you were 18, found your blog and read it, what would your reaction be?
I attended an all girls Catholic high school, and was the quiet, conservative one in the family. I probably would have been incredulous, that anyone would be willing to submit to another person. I hope, that as i read through the years, i would also see the contentment, happiness and love that exists. And, since i am 18...i would probably pay most attention to the sex parts, maybe even taking notes...LOL.
5. What is your favorite book, movie and song?
My favorite book when i was teaching was "The Giver", and i have to stick with it. I saw the movie last year, and enjoyed how it was interpreted . One of the best books i have read recently is "Learning to Swim" by Sara Henry. A movie would have to be either "Wizard of Oz" or "Sound of Music". Song....Jeremiah Was a Bull Frog...by 3 Dog Nite. It was my go to drinking song while in college and heard it in concerts many times.
6. What qualities, do you think, that your significant other is most attracted to in you? My submissiveness is an obvious choice. My sense of humor...we share a rather quirky one of those, my willingness to try new things, the fun i have with and create for the grands, and that i believe and try to live...if you have been given much, you have a duty to give back.
7. What is your favorite toy to make you cum...what is a fantasy with that toy?
Well, judging by yesterday....my purple vibrator, with the little nub on one side, and different speeds, all being controlled by Master.
Fantasy......hmm......Master warms me up with a long hand spanking, and then treats me to a session with many of the leather toys. He keeps checking and stirring the 'honey pot' until even i can here myself sloshing and feel myself dripping. He then tells me to kneel and pleasure Him first, and as i lick and suck and enjoy, i can feel the moisture plopping down onto the floor......I am told to kneel, head down, bottom up, and Master uses my toy, to bring me to the edge, pulls out...and teases me again...and again, until i am begging for a permission. I finally hear.....cum for me....and i do...again and again...until i am just laying there, letting the tremors end.
My seven questions are.....
1. Romance is in the air....what do you plan for your evening, night?
2. You find a lamp, rub it....and the genie appears! What are your three wishes...wishes that pertain to you and your life.
3. What is a 'kinky' toy, that you would love to add to your toy box?
4. What is our favorite holiday...why?
5. Where is the most unusual place you have had sex?
6. A day at a spa, a day shopping, or a day in sitting around watching old movies?
7. Your favorite dessert to eat...to make?
I am supposed to nominate others, but i am going to break the rule. If you are reading here, consider yourself nominated...at the very least you have an idea for a post. If you have already been nominated, and want to answer these in a post....please do. I think it would be fun for us to answer each other's questions also...
hugs abby
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Autumn's Question.....
I am off to surprise my grand-daughter tomorrow...she turns 7. I told her we would celebrate when she is here next weekend, but i have not missed her real birthday yet, so i will surprise her when i pick her up from school. It's a quick trip...be back on Sunday.
Master decided He wanted me sitting on a still sore ...or at least a tingly bottom during the drive. Using His hand, a small paddle, a leather paddle, the acrylic paddle, and a final 12 with the 'my paddleman' paddle i gave Him for Christmas (what was i thinking??)...i am pretty sure He achieved His goal. Of course then, He gave me a reason to hurry back....one that required a couple permissions...
Autumn asked....Do you remember a particular time when a spanking or discipline session was very awkward or just did not work? How did you overcome it both in the moment, and later in conversation?
I do recall a discipline session that did not go smoothly. Master is usually very good at reading me, but for a number of reasons this time.....
This was maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I had earned a Punishment session. It was a Monday...and one of those days when nothing goes as planned. We both like to get these over with, so neither one of us was happy with the delay, but even Master occasionally does not always get His way.
He told me it would happen Tuesday, after lunch. I reminded Him that i had a book club meeting at 3 that afternoon, He said sitting would not be fun. Tuesday morning He told me as soon as He could get out of work He would call or text. I expected to hear from Him around noon......then it was 1.....then 2. By then i was getting angry, part of it was i hate waiting and thinking about a punishment, but also...i had started an inner conversation. Along the lines of....He knows i have book club, He is going to make me late, is this part of the punishment..that is so unfair... is this a test to see if i will wait...and so on...
I debated about calling and saying i could not make it to book club, but did not want to do that. A little after 2 He sends me a text asking what am i doing. I exploded internally..what did He think, was this a test of my submission...I am waiting to hear from Him. I text back that i am waiting...He tells me 10 minutes. (I live about 5 minutes from the library).
As soon as i see Him, i ask...not exactly in a calm, respectful voice.....no hello...just a...So is this some kind of test?...He looks at me in disbelief, but says let's get this over with, so you can go to book club, and holds open the basement door. I stomp down the stairs, pull down my pants and lean over the chair. He uses His big paddle ball paddle, and spanks HARD....i just take them, ouching loudly,but just wanting it to be over. He is done, tells me i may get up, i quickly pull up my parts, and mumble under my breath, but just enough so He can hear...did i pass your test, i can't believe all this just because...as i am stomping back up the stairs.
When i get to the top He tells me to stop. I do, but do not turn to face Him. He says..i guess i did not do a good enough job, come back down here. Now i knew even then, that not doing a good enough job...means He intends to spank me harder this time. I just stand there...and i hear Him say again...i am waiting for You. In the span of probably a minute, i look at the door and think ...i should just leave...but just as quickly i also know...leaving will not solve anything....we need to get back on the same page.
So, very slowly i walk back down those steps, thinking i will never be able to sit still at book club...i have never had a double Punishment spanking in one day...never mind in about 5 minutes. I approach the chair, waiting to be told, to put my pants down and bend over, when...He takes my by the hand as He sits down and pulls me on His lap. He wraps His arms around me, pulls me in, and start to talk quietly into my ear. Telling me how proud His is of me and how much my submission pleases Him, how much He cares for me. He continues until i am melting into Him.
He then says, time for the rest of your punishment, i stand and He tells me to go to book club, but to be sure that the chair i sit in is hard, not padded. Yes, in spite of the past hour..He makes me smile, as i assure Him that there are only hard chairs in our discussion room.
Later, we also talked...rationally about what had gone wrong. Having to delay a day had put me on edge, He knew i had to be at book club, so even when He sensed that i was not in a great mood, He decided to get the spanking over with , instead of talking things out first. I had let my voices get to me. I did go to book club, only a few minutes late....
What i took away from all of this.....was that moment when i expected Him to spank me again....and He pulled me onto His lap, and spoke quietly. That moment, showed me....that while my bottom might not be safe around Him.....my heart certainly was.
hugs abby
Master decided He wanted me sitting on a still sore ...or at least a tingly bottom during the drive. Using His hand, a small paddle, a leather paddle, the acrylic paddle, and a final 12 with the 'my paddleman' paddle i gave Him for Christmas (what was i thinking??)...i am pretty sure He achieved His goal. Of course then, He gave me a reason to hurry back....one that required a couple permissions...
Autumn asked....Do you remember a particular time when a spanking or discipline session was very awkward or just did not work? How did you overcome it both in the moment, and later in conversation?
I do recall a discipline session that did not go smoothly. Master is usually very good at reading me, but for a number of reasons this time.....
This was maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I had earned a Punishment session. It was a Monday...and one of those days when nothing goes as planned. We both like to get these over with, so neither one of us was happy with the delay, but even Master occasionally does not always get His way.
He told me it would happen Tuesday, after lunch. I reminded Him that i had a book club meeting at 3 that afternoon, He said sitting would not be fun. Tuesday morning He told me as soon as He could get out of work He would call or text. I expected to hear from Him around noon......then it was 1.....then 2. By then i was getting angry, part of it was i hate waiting and thinking about a punishment, but also...i had started an inner conversation. Along the lines of....He knows i have book club, He is going to make me late, is this part of the punishment..that is so unfair... is this a test to see if i will wait...and so on...
I debated about calling and saying i could not make it to book club, but did not want to do that. A little after 2 He sends me a text asking what am i doing. I exploded internally..what did He think, was this a test of my submission...I am waiting to hear from Him. I text back that i am waiting...He tells me 10 minutes. (I live about 5 minutes from the library).
As soon as i see Him, i ask...not exactly in a calm, respectful voice.....no hello...just a...So is this some kind of test?...He looks at me in disbelief, but says let's get this over with, so you can go to book club, and holds open the basement door. I stomp down the stairs, pull down my pants and lean over the chair. He uses His big paddle ball paddle, and spanks HARD....i just take them, ouching loudly,but just wanting it to be over. He is done, tells me i may get up, i quickly pull up my parts, and mumble under my breath, but just enough so He can hear...did i pass your test, i can't believe all this just because...as i am stomping back up the stairs.
When i get to the top He tells me to stop. I do, but do not turn to face Him. He says..i guess i did not do a good enough job, come back down here. Now i knew even then, that not doing a good enough job...means He intends to spank me harder this time. I just stand there...and i hear Him say again...i am waiting for You. In the span of probably a minute, i look at the door and think ...i should just leave...but just as quickly i also know...leaving will not solve anything....we need to get back on the same page.
So, very slowly i walk back down those steps, thinking i will never be able to sit still at book club...i have never had a double Punishment spanking in one day...never mind in about 5 minutes. I approach the chair, waiting to be told, to put my pants down and bend over, when...He takes my by the hand as He sits down and pulls me on His lap. He wraps His arms around me, pulls me in, and start to talk quietly into my ear. Telling me how proud His is of me and how much my submission pleases Him, how much He cares for me. He continues until i am melting into Him.
He then says, time for the rest of your punishment, i stand and He tells me to go to book club, but to be sure that the chair i sit in is hard, not padded. Yes, in spite of the past hour..He makes me smile, as i assure Him that there are only hard chairs in our discussion room.
Later, we also talked...rationally about what had gone wrong. Having to delay a day had put me on edge, He knew i had to be at book club, so even when He sensed that i was not in a great mood, He decided to get the spanking over with , instead of talking things out first. I had let my voices get to me. I did go to book club, only a few minutes late....
What i took away from all of this.....was that moment when i expected Him to spank me again....and He pulled me onto His lap, and spoke quietly. That moment, showed me....that while my bottom might not be safe around Him.....my heart certainly was.
hugs abby
Monday, March 23, 2015
Answers....and a question....from Master...
.....I am finally recovering from some really miserable cold/flu that i woke up with last Tuesday. Was worse on Wednesday, so Master and i had this conversation..
....call you doctor today
....i will give another day or two
....I believe I said today
....tomorrow if i am not better
...the 'The Look'....i called....saw him, said it was a miserable flu/cold going around.
Took me until Saturday before i remembered i was human, and got dressed again on Sunday. Doing so much better today.
....Master and i did have a maintenance session today, since i was getting a little 'antsy', but it was a nice long hand spanking, and a quick reminder with the paddle. Then some really good loving...with a...'damn that was some orgasm' finish:)...feelings so much better this evening.
Master answered His questions: ( I always try to guess Master's answers, so will continue, my thoughts are in purple.
From His Slut: Was there any preference that you had to dismiss because no matter how hard abby tried you realized the execution hindered her submission more than nurtured it. If yes, how difficult was it for you to let go of it?
Well, i could not remember a time when Master asked me for something the i really struggled with for a time, and then we gave up on it....so i would guess His answer to be no.
Master thought about this for a while before He answered.....No, I believe that patience and knowing your submissive are vital. I have had an idea of where I wanted abby and I to go for a long time, but also knew that waiting until she was ready for each new step was important. To judge when she was ready, I had to be sure to get to know all of her, and pay close attention to her reactions. So far.....it has worked very well.
From Cat: Do you have any hard limits?
I already answered this in a recent post for myself and i believe His answer would be similar. Bodily fluids being one limit, but believing that limits are fluid.
We talked about this question for a while. I do not like the word limits, and i believe on should always keep an open mind. Like abby, i have no desire for play with bodily fluids, or anything that would damage my submissive in any way...not only physically. I refer to a hard limit as someplace I have no interest in going.
Is your relationship exclusive?
I knew this answer to be yes, and for me Master has always been my spanker.
Abby is the only one I am spanking. I have spanked lots of others, I was spanking ladies long before I met abby.
From Roz: What is your favorite implement?
Pretty sure about this one....wooden paddle.
He laughed and said my wooden paddles...I am a paddleman!
If you could take abby any place on vacation where would it be?
I was confident on this one.....someplace where there was a large body of water...
Someplace where we could sail.
I know how inventive You are planning tasks for abby to keep her submissive mindset. How do you maintain your dominant mindset? Do you have days/moments when you just don't feel it and how do you handle it?
I love this question....Master has always told me He was born dominant ...so i am guessing He pretty much always feels it.
The feeling never really goes away, I have felt it since I was young, wanted to spank ladies at an early age. There is some ebb and flow, days when it wanes a bit, and i soon get my 'itchy palm' back and cannot wait to apply that palm to abby's bottom.
Master then asked me if i could tell when He was feeling more Dominant than is usual...most of the time yes...I can tell from our first hug...His look, His tone.....
From an English Rose: Do we only see each other? Yes from both of us.
Is there one implement that you both always choose?
Well unless i am in big trouble, He always starts with His hand..we both love the intimacy of that...after that, His first choice is wood...a paddle...me leather, flogger, belt crop, in that order.
My hand is one we both love to start with...then I love my wood paddles.
So, after we were done with the questions Master told me He had a question for all of you...
Name a famous (or more than one) celebrity that you think needs to be spanked...and tell me why they should be spanked.
Good luck!
hugs abby
....call you doctor today
....i will give another day or two
....I believe I said today
....tomorrow if i am not better
...the 'The Look'....i called....saw him, said it was a miserable flu/cold going around.
Took me until Saturday before i remembered i was human, and got dressed again on Sunday. Doing so much better today.
....Master and i did have a maintenance session today, since i was getting a little 'antsy', but it was a nice long hand spanking, and a quick reminder with the paddle. Then some really good loving...with a...'damn that was some orgasm' finish:)...feelings so much better this evening.
Master answered His questions: ( I always try to guess Master's answers, so will continue, my thoughts are in purple.
From His Slut: Was there any preference that you had to dismiss because no matter how hard abby tried you realized the execution hindered her submission more than nurtured it. If yes, how difficult was it for you to let go of it?
Well, i could not remember a time when Master asked me for something the i really struggled with for a time, and then we gave up on it....so i would guess His answer to be no.
Master thought about this for a while before He answered.....No, I believe that patience and knowing your submissive are vital. I have had an idea of where I wanted abby and I to go for a long time, but also knew that waiting until she was ready for each new step was important. To judge when she was ready, I had to be sure to get to know all of her, and pay close attention to her reactions. So far.....it has worked very well.
From Cat: Do you have any hard limits?
I already answered this in a recent post for myself and i believe His answer would be similar. Bodily fluids being one limit, but believing that limits are fluid.
We talked about this question for a while. I do not like the word limits, and i believe on should always keep an open mind. Like abby, i have no desire for play with bodily fluids, or anything that would damage my submissive in any way...not only physically. I refer to a hard limit as someplace I have no interest in going.
Is your relationship exclusive?
I knew this answer to be yes, and for me Master has always been my spanker.
Abby is the only one I am spanking. I have spanked lots of others, I was spanking ladies long before I met abby.
From Roz: What is your favorite implement?
Pretty sure about this one....wooden paddle.
He laughed and said my wooden paddles...I am a paddleman!
If you could take abby any place on vacation where would it be?
I was confident on this one.....someplace where there was a large body of water...
Someplace where we could sail.
I know how inventive You are planning tasks for abby to keep her submissive mindset. How do you maintain your dominant mindset? Do you have days/moments when you just don't feel it and how do you handle it?
I love this question....Master has always told me He was born dominant ...so i am guessing He pretty much always feels it.
The feeling never really goes away, I have felt it since I was young, wanted to spank ladies at an early age. There is some ebb and flow, days when it wanes a bit, and i soon get my 'itchy palm' back and cannot wait to apply that palm to abby's bottom.
Master then asked me if i could tell when He was feeling more Dominant than is usual...most of the time yes...I can tell from our first hug...His look, His tone.....
From an English Rose: Do we only see each other? Yes from both of us.
Is there one implement that you both always choose?
Well unless i am in big trouble, He always starts with His hand..we both love the intimacy of that...after that, His first choice is wood...a paddle...me leather, flogger, belt crop, in that order.
My hand is one we both love to start with...then I love my wood paddles.
So, after we were done with the questions Master told me He had a question for all of you...
Name a famous (or more than one) celebrity that you think needs to be spanked...and tell me why they should be spanked.
Good luck!
hugs abby
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Questions from ronnie and Katie
I have been struggling with some type of cold/flu all week. Was fine on Monday, felt like i had been run over by a truck on Tuesday, and today was the first day i felt like i had any energy and was not constantly coughing. They are predicting more snow here tonight and a high in the 20's tomorrow...aren't i just full of good news??..LOL
Questions from ronnie:
What is a fantasy you have that you would like to live out?
I would like to attend a spanking party or weekend in a dungeon, or at least equipped with a great play room. To try some of the equipment i have heard about, to see others getting spanked and playing. To spend time talking to and getting to know more 'like-minded' people. Of course i would also be obsessing over what do i wear...what will others think of me...and the thought that others could be watching us.
If you had to choose between giving up spanking and sex for a month, which would you choose?
When i read this question to Master He laughed...and said well....which??? The two are closely tied for me....one...spanking...usually leads to the other...sex. They can be individual acts....but for a month?? I guess the sex, i would miss it, and once the month was over, i would want to make up for loss time. But i seem to crave, to need the spankings on a regular basis.
What is your favorite comfort food?
Well, ice cream always does the trick, and if a am going all out...it needs to be chocolate chip, with hot fudge whipped cream, nuts and a cherry. But just the ice cream works well, too;). For a meal, it changes, right now my favorite is a Chicken DaVinci. My daughter has mastered the recipe...it is a pasta with chicken and mushrooms in a delicious wine sauce.
And some from Katie:
What memory from the past year makes me smile the most?
I read this and thought..oh so many to choose from, then a picture flashed in front of me. My niece's wedding last year, by the ocean in Maine. It was a beautiful day, my daughter was maid of honor one of the grands a flower girl. My mom was there...it was the last time all four generations were going to be together. It was perfect celebration of love and family.
What is something new you recently learned about yourself?
That it is OK for me to just be me, and that sometimes just pleasing myself, putting myself first, is also OK.
What is the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
Honestly, i do not know. I like where i have ended up, with good friends, children who for the most part are doing fine, grands that i get to spend time with...and of course Master. Would i like to be skinnier, richer, travel more.....yes, but am i perfectly content without them.....more than content, i am blessed and happy.
Master still needs to answer His questions, so He is up next.....
hugs abby
Questions from ronnie:
What is a fantasy you have that you would like to live out?
I would like to attend a spanking party or weekend in a dungeon, or at least equipped with a great play room. To try some of the equipment i have heard about, to see others getting spanked and playing. To spend time talking to and getting to know more 'like-minded' people. Of course i would also be obsessing over what do i wear...what will others think of me...and the thought that others could be watching us.
If you had to choose between giving up spanking and sex for a month, which would you choose?
When i read this question to Master He laughed...and said well....which??? The two are closely tied for me....one...spanking...usually leads to the other...sex. They can be individual acts....but for a month?? I guess the sex, i would miss it, and once the month was over, i would want to make up for loss time. But i seem to crave, to need the spankings on a regular basis.
What is your favorite comfort food?
Well, ice cream always does the trick, and if a am going all out...it needs to be chocolate chip, with hot fudge whipped cream, nuts and a cherry. But just the ice cream works well, too;). For a meal, it changes, right now my favorite is a Chicken DaVinci. My daughter has mastered the recipe...it is a pasta with chicken and mushrooms in a delicious wine sauce.
And some from Katie:
What memory from the past year makes me smile the most?
I read this and thought..oh so many to choose from, then a picture flashed in front of me. My niece's wedding last year, by the ocean in Maine. It was a beautiful day, my daughter was maid of honor one of the grands a flower girl. My mom was there...it was the last time all four generations were going to be together. It was perfect celebration of love and family.
What is something new you recently learned about yourself?
That it is OK for me to just be me, and that sometimes just pleasing myself, putting myself first, is also OK.
What is the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
Honestly, i do not know. I like where i have ended up, with good friends, children who for the most part are doing fine, grands that i get to spend time with...and of course Master. Would i like to be skinnier, richer, travel more.....yes, but am i perfectly content without them.....more than content, i am blessed and happy.
Master still needs to answer His questions, so He is up next.....
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
More Answers....
I am recovering from the flu or virus or 'grippe'....whichever name you choose...it is nasty! Hope you are all staying healthy!
Cat asks...Do you have any hard limits that are 100% a no go?
I do have hard limits....but i also believe that limits are a fluid thing. My hard limit list when i first met Master would have included many things that i have now experienced...most that i am glad i did...and some, once was enough. But i do have things on that list...for example, scat play. Master and i pretty much agree on our hard limits, and i have always had a safe word, so far have not used it, but have no doubts that if that word comes out of my mouth, we stop and talk.
.....Is my relationship exclusive? Yes, only Master spanks me..and....well all of the rest;)
....Does your family know you are in a relationship with Master? They do not know that He is my Master...and all that entails. They think He is rather 'bossy'...bottom line, i think, is they know that i am happier now that i was before Master.
Roz asks...What is the biggest change you have noticed in you since your relationship with Master? This one really made me think. I think the biggest change....there have been quite a few changes...is that i am more open. When i met Master, i had spent a lot of time building up walls...strong walls...that were going to last a lifetime. Much to my surprise, i met someone who was willing to work....really hard....to tear those walls down. I am more open, more emotional, more sure of who i am.
....Which of Master's features do i love the most? Oh..another toughie. I probably can't choose just one....His eyes, the way He looks at me, the way the light up when we are laughing, the way i can melt into them. Then there is His voice, that is what first drew me to Him.
....Do I still collect frogs? LOL...yes i do!!! I think it is the type of thing that once you start, and all your family and friends know about it...there is no end to it. My grands are getting great at drawing frogs...orange ones, since they know it is my favorite color.
Clara asks...what was my most interesting submissive exercise? I am not sure how to answer this. The one that gets me into a submissive mindset the quickest, is the naked kneeling time. It is how Master and i start our play times, and other times when i need it.
I kneel naked, arms behind me and Master 'reclaims' me. He puts His hands over my eyes, clearing my vision of anything but Him, He covers my ears, to quell any outside thoughts or noise, He then touches the rest of me, relaxing me and focusing me.
More answers later...
hugs abby
Cat asks...Do you have any hard limits that are 100% a no go?
I do have hard limits....but i also believe that limits are a fluid thing. My hard limit list when i first met Master would have included many things that i have now experienced...most that i am glad i did...and some, once was enough. But i do have things on that list...for example, scat play. Master and i pretty much agree on our hard limits, and i have always had a safe word, so far have not used it, but have no doubts that if that word comes out of my mouth, we stop and talk.
.....Is my relationship exclusive? Yes, only Master spanks me..and....well all of the rest;)
....Does your family know you are in a relationship with Master? They do not know that He is my Master...and all that entails. They think He is rather 'bossy'...bottom line, i think, is they know that i am happier now that i was before Master.
Roz asks...What is the biggest change you have noticed in you since your relationship with Master? This one really made me think. I think the biggest change....there have been quite a few changes...is that i am more open. When i met Master, i had spent a lot of time building up walls...strong walls...that were going to last a lifetime. Much to my surprise, i met someone who was willing to work....really hard....to tear those walls down. I am more open, more emotional, more sure of who i am.
....Which of Master's features do i love the most? Oh..another toughie. I probably can't choose just one....His eyes, the way He looks at me, the way the light up when we are laughing, the way i can melt into them. Then there is His voice, that is what first drew me to Him.
....Do I still collect frogs? LOL...yes i do!!! I think it is the type of thing that once you start, and all your family and friends know about it...there is no end to it. My grands are getting great at drawing frogs...orange ones, since they know it is my favorite color.
Clara asks...what was my most interesting submissive exercise? I am not sure how to answer this. The one that gets me into a submissive mindset the quickest, is the naked kneeling time. It is how Master and i start our play times, and other times when i need it.
I kneel naked, arms behind me and Master 'reclaims' me. He puts His hands over my eyes, clearing my vision of anything but Him, He covers my ears, to quell any outside thoughts or noise, He then touches the rest of me, relaxing me and focusing me.
More answers later...
hugs abby
Monday, March 16, 2015
Catching up....
I have been trying to catch up with all of you ....and decided to have you catch up with me.
.....NYC with 'my girls'. It was wonderful.....we walked and walked and walked and....(Master loved that part;).....we took the train into the city, checked into a great hotel, and took off for the 911 Museum. It was my request that we go, the girls' were a little hesitant, fearing it would be too depressing. My son-in-law managed to get us VIP tickets ....no lines, no security check and our own tour guide. We were there about 3 hours, did not see all of it, but most. We all agreed...it was wonderfully done and very moving. It was somber, but also filled with remembrance and a feeling of honoring those we loss. The girls were glad we went...and i highly recommend it.
From there we went to the Empire State Building...up to the very top....to wish me a happy birthday. It was freezing, but the view was more than worth it. From there we headed to dinner. Oh my...what a dinner. The restaurant was one of chef Batali's...from the food network.. We had all decided to order things we had not had before. We had a couple of their signature cocktails, i tried raw salmon for the first time..hopefully not the last...we each ordered a different whole fish and shared, and of course desserts. We rolled out of the place. To top it off...about half way through the meal, one of my daughter's says to me...don't look to the right, but guess who just sat one table away from us. ....Sally Fields....i love her. I suddenly had to get up and go to the ladies room and yes...it was Sally. During on of the toasts i looked her way..and she lifted her glass in a toast! We had to rush to make the show in time...Beautiful....the story of Carol King....it was super terrific. Mostly about her life before she became famous...i learned a lot...and the music was great!
After breakfast we spent the next morning shopping...truly a wonderful celebration.
....Returned home on Monday, to unpack and repack. My sister's trip was the next day. I was not in in the initial planning for the trips, so i was just glad they did not overlap. My sister and i went to a resort to relax....perfect, just what i needed. There was a pool with individual cabanas, hot tub sections....large lounging chairs, a spa, a casino and an outlet mall 10 minutes away. Our time together is usually all about children and grands...so when we get a chance for it to be 'just us'...it is wonderful.
.....Nursed a rotten cold for the past 2 days, but at least it waited til i got home.
....And yes, today is Monday, so Maintenance happened today. I have a love/hate thing going with Monday's....i love that Master is so very consistent....and makes it priority. I hate that my idea of maintenance is a lovely spanking where we re-connect and get ready to face the week and that Master's idea is pretty different. During my naked kneeling, Master used His hands to calm and reclaim me...and then to get me squirming as He pinched and pulled and PINCHED my nipples. I almost moved my hands, but heard His warning, took a deep breath and quieted myself. Then it was over His lap...He asked what kind of warm-up i wanted...i quickly replied..a very long one. He chuckled and said...granted!!!! So, after a very long and enjoyable warm-up, the maintenance paddle made an appearance. Two sets of 50, the last 10 the hardest. Just as i was relaxing I am told to stand with my hands behind my head, and Master showed me His 'My paddleman' paddle that i gave Him for Christmas. Ten more..with a warning to not break position. Then...on to more pleasant activities......:)
....Questions and answers...yes i have not forgotten that it is still March and i still do intend to answer your questions...as does Master. I will answer Minelle's question now...She asked:
How did we meet and how did i feel after that first meeting?
I love re-telling this story...because it is a tale with a happy ending...and i see it as a story of hope..for all of you out there looking...do not give up!!!!!!
So, I was brand new to this spanking thing, in the sense that i had not been spanked. Oh i had spent a lot of time reading and thinking about it, was pretty sure i was too old, too fat, too shy..too...you get the idea. I had looked at a couple on line sites, and was chatting with a few ...men. Then i had a family emergency, and had to put all of my attention on my daughter. So i announced that i had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while..not sure how long. I got interesting responses from...you could come up with a better excuse to its been nice chatting with you. Except from one gentleman...He wished me well, and said He would be waiting...i only half believed it, but it was nice to hear. After a week, this man sent me a note, wondering how my daughter was and wishing me well. After the second week, another note...not pushy, just friendly. By the third week, and the third note, i responded that i had found some help for my daughter, and hopefully was on the right track. So we started chatting again and moved on to phone chats.
Finally one evening He said it was time for us to meet. He asked if i preferred coffee or a beer. I laughed and replied, given a choice like that..i choose beer. He laughed and said, honesty...i love that. Now, i had never done this before..met someone in person, that i had only chatted with. Master decided the next day, after i got out of school...it was wise of him not to give me too much time to think about it. i arrived on time, but waited in the parking lot, debating if i would really go in. I did, we had that beer......
What surprised me the most...how relaxed i was once we started chatting...we had a lot in common, and we laughed a lot...and even then it was like He could read my mind...that part was a little concerning..and He used the word spanking a lot in conversation.....So, the ultra conservative school teacher had taken a chance.......and as it turned out.....it was one of the best decisions ever!
How i felt after having met Him...that i was really happy i had decided to have a beer that afternoon. It felt right...but i had no idea how right, or what a journey i had embarked on.
Thanks Minelle for a walk down memory lane...
hugs abby
.....NYC with 'my girls'. It was wonderful.....we walked and walked and walked and....(Master loved that part;).....we took the train into the city, checked into a great hotel, and took off for the 911 Museum. It was my request that we go, the girls' were a little hesitant, fearing it would be too depressing. My son-in-law managed to get us VIP tickets ....no lines, no security check and our own tour guide. We were there about 3 hours, did not see all of it, but most. We all agreed...it was wonderfully done and very moving. It was somber, but also filled with remembrance and a feeling of honoring those we loss. The girls were glad we went...and i highly recommend it.
From there we went to the Empire State Building...up to the very top....to wish me a happy birthday. It was freezing, but the view was more than worth it. From there we headed to dinner. Oh my...what a dinner. The restaurant was one of chef Batali's...from the food network.. We had all decided to order things we had not had before. We had a couple of their signature cocktails, i tried raw salmon for the first time..hopefully not the last...we each ordered a different whole fish and shared, and of course desserts. We rolled out of the place. To top it off...about half way through the meal, one of my daughter's says to me...don't look to the right, but guess who just sat one table away from us. ....Sally Fields....i love her. I suddenly had to get up and go to the ladies room and yes...it was Sally. During on of the toasts i looked her way..and she lifted her glass in a toast! We had to rush to make the show in time...Beautiful....the story of Carol King....it was super terrific. Mostly about her life before she became famous...i learned a lot...and the music was great!
After breakfast we spent the next morning shopping...truly a wonderful celebration.
....Returned home on Monday, to unpack and repack. My sister's trip was the next day. I was not in in the initial planning for the trips, so i was just glad they did not overlap. My sister and i went to a resort to relax....perfect, just what i needed. There was a pool with individual cabanas, hot tub sections....large lounging chairs, a spa, a casino and an outlet mall 10 minutes away. Our time together is usually all about children and grands...so when we get a chance for it to be 'just us'...it is wonderful.
.....Nursed a rotten cold for the past 2 days, but at least it waited til i got home.
....And yes, today is Monday, so Maintenance happened today. I have a love/hate thing going with Monday's....i love that Master is so very consistent....and makes it priority. I hate that my idea of maintenance is a lovely spanking where we re-connect and get ready to face the week and that Master's idea is pretty different. During my naked kneeling, Master used His hands to calm and reclaim me...and then to get me squirming as He pinched and pulled and PINCHED my nipples. I almost moved my hands, but heard His warning, took a deep breath and quieted myself. Then it was over His lap...He asked what kind of warm-up i wanted...i quickly replied..a very long one. He chuckled and said...granted!!!! So, after a very long and enjoyable warm-up, the maintenance paddle made an appearance. Two sets of 50, the last 10 the hardest. Just as i was relaxing I am told to stand with my hands behind my head, and Master showed me His 'My paddleman' paddle that i gave Him for Christmas. Ten more..with a warning to not break position. Then...on to more pleasant activities......:)
....Questions and answers...yes i have not forgotten that it is still March and i still do intend to answer your questions...as does Master. I will answer Minelle's question now...She asked:
How did we meet and how did i feel after that first meeting?
I love re-telling this story...because it is a tale with a happy ending...and i see it as a story of hope..for all of you out there looking...do not give up!!!!!!
So, I was brand new to this spanking thing, in the sense that i had not been spanked. Oh i had spent a lot of time reading and thinking about it, was pretty sure i was too old, too fat, too shy..too...you get the idea. I had looked at a couple on line sites, and was chatting with a few ...men. Then i had a family emergency, and had to put all of my attention on my daughter. So i announced that i had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while..not sure how long. I got interesting responses from...you could come up with a better excuse to its been nice chatting with you. Except from one gentleman...He wished me well, and said He would be waiting...i only half believed it, but it was nice to hear. After a week, this man sent me a note, wondering how my daughter was and wishing me well. After the second week, another note...not pushy, just friendly. By the third week, and the third note, i responded that i had found some help for my daughter, and hopefully was on the right track. So we started chatting again and moved on to phone chats.
Finally one evening He said it was time for us to meet. He asked if i preferred coffee or a beer. I laughed and replied, given a choice like that..i choose beer. He laughed and said, honesty...i love that. Now, i had never done this before..met someone in person, that i had only chatted with. Master decided the next day, after i got out of school...it was wise of him not to give me too much time to think about it. i arrived on time, but waited in the parking lot, debating if i would really go in. I did, we had that beer......
What surprised me the most...how relaxed i was once we started chatting...we had a lot in common, and we laughed a lot...and even then it was like He could read my mind...that part was a little concerning..and He used the word spanking a lot in conversation.....So, the ultra conservative school teacher had taken a chance.......and as it turned out.....it was one of the best decisions ever!
How i felt after having met Him...that i was really happy i had decided to have a beer that afternoon. It felt right...but i had no idea how right, or what a journey i had embarked on.
Thanks Minelle for a walk down memory lane...
hugs abby
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Some answers...
I am leaving tomorrow for my girl's trip to NYC with my girls....I am so excited. They have planned well, centering all our activities around what they think I would like...and they know me well. It even looks like old man winter is going to cooperate....
I thought i would tackle a couple questions before I leave...
First one is from ancilla_ksst at slavetomasterblog.blogspot.com. Her question is...
how did i get interested in/knowing that i would like spanking?
I read the "Sleeping Beauty" trilogy. I loved it...not so much the third book, but the first one had me hooked. Then i started fantasizing..for a long time, spanking became a part of my fantasies. It took me a few years before i could admit to myself that maybe....maybe, i should look into making my fantasy more of a real life thing. I spent a lot of time reading and looking at on-line sites, before i had the courage to start chatting on-line. I met Master and the rest...as they say...is history.
From greengirl at greengirl-whatiwonder.blogspot.com.
Do Master and i live together? We do not, we each have our own homes, about 10 minutes from each other.
How would our dynamic be different if we did live together? I am not sure. We are constantly in touch every day, we share our lives, we both feel we are very lucky to have found each other. Maybe, we are less likely to let the 'every day' things of life interfere...we do make out time together a priority....Maybe it would be more intense, although i feel the intensity is there now. We are both happy with how things are now...will that change in the future...maybe. We do plan on a future...on growing old..older...and still be laughing and spanking and enjoying life together.
hugs abby
I thought i would tackle a couple questions before I leave...
First one is from ancilla_ksst at slavetomasterblog.blogspot.com. Her question is...
how did i get interested in/knowing that i would like spanking?
I read the "Sleeping Beauty" trilogy. I loved it...not so much the third book, but the first one had me hooked. Then i started fantasizing..for a long time, spanking became a part of my fantasies. It took me a few years before i could admit to myself that maybe....maybe, i should look into making my fantasy more of a real life thing. I spent a lot of time reading and looking at on-line sites, before i had the courage to start chatting on-line. I met Master and the rest...as they say...is history.
From greengirl at greengirl-whatiwonder.blogspot.com.
Do Master and i live together? We do not, we each have our own homes, about 10 minutes from each other.
How would our dynamic be different if we did live together? I am not sure. We are constantly in touch every day, we share our lives, we both feel we are very lucky to have found each other. Maybe, we are less likely to let the 'every day' things of life interfere...we do make out time together a priority....Maybe it would be more intense, although i feel the intensity is there now. We are both happy with how things are now...will that change in the future...maybe. We do plan on a future...on growing old..older...and still be laughing and spanking and enjoying life together.
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 4, 2015
Leather and.....whipped cream???
Today i learned i much prefer whipped cream to Master's whip.....
Master and i had our private celebration of my birthday today. After some hugging time and while i was kneeling for Him, He asks if i noticed the 'bench'. I had not, looked over and it was covered...in leather 'toys'...all leather...8 of them. The man knows me well.....
While i am over His lap for my warm-up, Master tells me that He will spank me with each of the toys....the number to equal my new age....let's just say i am into my 6th decade.
i can choose the order of toys, He chooses my position and where He spanks.
Master tells me to choose the first toy...i choose what He calls His beaver paddle, it is flexible, fairly light and oval shaped. I am back over His lap, and it feels like the continuation of my warm-up. I a totally relaxed...just enjoying. Next i choose a small leather strap, still OTK, but much more of a sting. I think the tawse is next, i am standing and bending over. We don't use this often, and is was more of a sharp pain. Next is a larger leather paddle, and back over His lap.
Master announces that we are half done, and tells me to kneel. He wants my hands behind me and my eyes closed. I am wondering what is happening when i hear a somewhat familiar noise and am trying to identify it, when i hear Master's voice. He is telling me He stopped to buy a small cake for us to enjoy, but then decided i already had a birthday cake, and really He did not want to contribute to my calorie intake so....
"open your eyes"
and i see His cock covered in cream and hear.....i decided instead of a birthday cake you should have a cock cake...only 15 calories per serving. I can't help it...i burst out laughing...and He follows suit. Once we get that our of our system, more cream is added, and i am enjoying my birthday cock.
Then it is back to the remaining leather toys, a short strap that He uses on my pussy....a long strip of leather that He uses on my bottom, thighs, and back. The large leather strop is next.....I am so well warmed up, it is almost relaxing, and i am reminded of my love affair with that strop. Finally it is flogger time...as soon as i walked in Master told me He knew what would be last...and He was right. For each decade that He flogs me for, we discuss something new that happened during that time. When He gets to the last 20, He tells me i can choose the intensity...i think that is a first!....and i say lighter please. The next 10 are very much lighter...and before He starts the next 10 i ask if they can be harder. He laughs and says...that's my girl...and complies with my wishes. When He is done He asks if i want a 'do-over' of the light ones...and since it is with the flogger i say yes...so i get an extra 10.......Master starts to rub and massage my back, commenting on the heat and nice it feels.
Master then tells me if i were a really good girl i would have shared my birthday treat. I took at Him puzzled as He picks up the cream. My turn for the cream...His turn to feast and enjoy. I tell Him i will never use that aerosol cream again without thinking of today..He agrees, it was a great idea. Master knows how to celebrate a birthday!
hugs abby
Master and i had our private celebration of my birthday today. After some hugging time and while i was kneeling for Him, He asks if i noticed the 'bench'. I had not, looked over and it was covered...in leather 'toys'...all leather...8 of them. The man knows me well.....
While i am over His lap for my warm-up, Master tells me that He will spank me with each of the toys....the number to equal my new age....let's just say i am into my 6th decade.
i can choose the order of toys, He chooses my position and where He spanks.
Master tells me to choose the first toy...i choose what He calls His beaver paddle, it is flexible, fairly light and oval shaped. I am back over His lap, and it feels like the continuation of my warm-up. I a totally relaxed...just enjoying. Next i choose a small leather strap, still OTK, but much more of a sting. I think the tawse is next, i am standing and bending over. We don't use this often, and is was more of a sharp pain. Next is a larger leather paddle, and back over His lap.
Master announces that we are half done, and tells me to kneel. He wants my hands behind me and my eyes closed. I am wondering what is happening when i hear a somewhat familiar noise and am trying to identify it, when i hear Master's voice. He is telling me He stopped to buy a small cake for us to enjoy, but then decided i already had a birthday cake, and really He did not want to contribute to my calorie intake so....
"open your eyes"
and i see His cock covered in cream and hear.....i decided instead of a birthday cake you should have a cock cake...only 15 calories per serving. I can't help it...i burst out laughing...and He follows suit. Once we get that our of our system, more cream is added, and i am enjoying my birthday cock.
Then it is back to the remaining leather toys, a short strap that He uses on my pussy....a long strip of leather that He uses on my bottom, thighs, and back. The large leather strop is next.....I am so well warmed up, it is almost relaxing, and i am reminded of my love affair with that strop. Finally it is flogger time...as soon as i walked in Master told me He knew what would be last...and He was right. For each decade that He flogs me for, we discuss something new that happened during that time. When He gets to the last 20, He tells me i can choose the intensity...i think that is a first!....and i say lighter please. The next 10 are very much lighter...and before He starts the next 10 i ask if they can be harder. He laughs and says...that's my girl...and complies with my wishes. When He is done He asks if i want a 'do-over' of the light ones...and since it is with the flogger i say yes...so i get an extra 10.......Master starts to rub and massage my back, commenting on the heat and nice it feels.
Master then tells me if i were a really good girl i would have shared my birthday treat. I took at Him puzzled as He picks up the cream. My turn for the cream...His turn to feast and enjoy. I tell Him i will never use that aerosol cream again without thinking of today..He agrees, it was a great idea. Master knows how to celebrate a birthday!
hugs abby
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
How to recycle a weight bench....
I bet most of you know how Master's weight bench was recycled...into a spanking bench! It had been in His attic for...a very long time, not being used. He is one of those who rarely throws anything out...both a blessing (occasionally) and a curse (more often).
About a month ago He had the bench in His family room. I looked at Him, and He chuckled and said i finally found a good use for it. I must admit it works pretty well.
I can lie back and be fully supported and comfortable, Add a little pillow and i am very comfortable face down....there are 2 bars to support the weights that my cuffs can be attached to or i can hold on to if i feel the need. We are in the process of discovering new ways to use it:).
Yesterday was maintenance day, in my world. At the beginning of my naked kneeling time, Master announces He thinks that He's been ignoring my breasts lately. I tell Him not that i noticed...He chuckles. He decides it is time to pinch and pull, mush and squeeze, until my breath is taken away and i am squirming. He stops a few times to use His voice to calm me, and to reassure me that there is proof that i am not suffering all that much. I can feel myself getting wetter, i cannot deny that, at least one part of me, is cheering Him on...
As i am settling in over His lap, Master announces that He feels like delivering a 'good' paddling today. I feel that is an oxymoron....but know that He is determined. He does start off with an extra long hand spanking. I am relaxed, enjoying, but also know that a long warm up signals a hard spanking to follow. He then switches to the maintenance paddle, each set is increasingly hard, until i am being very vocal. He finally stops and announces that maintenance is over...i take a deep breath and smile.
But He is still in the mood to paddle my bottom. He gets the large acrylic paddle from His bag, and tells me to get up and lean over the arm of the large padded chair. He announces 12 very hard ones. The first one takes my breath away, and each one brings a loud reaction from me. They are HARD and slow. At 6 He takes a short break, telling me how proud He is of me, how i please Him.....but He does not let up in the intensity. At 11 He asks how do I give the last one.....He always tells me the last one is the hardest....but occasionally, He surprises me with a light tap. I just want Him to be done, so instead of giving Him the answer He is looking for...the last one is Hard Sir....i reply...just get it over with...not in a very submissive voice. The last very hard one is delivered, and before i can start to relax i am told to get up and kneel and thank Him. No thinking, no hesitating....just kneel and suck. Once i am started, the heat from my bottom is adding to my ...enthusiasm....and i am just in the moment...or moments.
Next, Master tells me to lay on the 'weight' bench, on my back, legs spread. He is searching for me big toy, finds it, teases me with it, and when He finally pushes it in, it is instant orgasm. Master is varying the intensity with the changes in vibration, and i finally say i have had enough...but He thinks at last one more. He gets His way :).
Then it is our quiet, snuggling, recovery time......the perfect spot for that...not the weight/spanking bench...but nestled on His lap, being held tightly.
****thanks to those of you who left questions for us on my last post...i promise we will answer all of them. It is still not too late to add more....
Hugs abby
About a month ago He had the bench in His family room. I looked at Him, and He chuckled and said i finally found a good use for it. I must admit it works pretty well.
I can lie back and be fully supported and comfortable, Add a little pillow and i am very comfortable face down....there are 2 bars to support the weights that my cuffs can be attached to or i can hold on to if i feel the need. We are in the process of discovering new ways to use it:).
Yesterday was maintenance day, in my world. At the beginning of my naked kneeling time, Master announces He thinks that He's been ignoring my breasts lately. I tell Him not that i noticed...He chuckles. He decides it is time to pinch and pull, mush and squeeze, until my breath is taken away and i am squirming. He stops a few times to use His voice to calm me, and to reassure me that there is proof that i am not suffering all that much. I can feel myself getting wetter, i cannot deny that, at least one part of me, is cheering Him on...
As i am settling in over His lap, Master announces that He feels like delivering a 'good' paddling today. I feel that is an oxymoron....but know that He is determined. He does start off with an extra long hand spanking. I am relaxed, enjoying, but also know that a long warm up signals a hard spanking to follow. He then switches to the maintenance paddle, each set is increasingly hard, until i am being very vocal. He finally stops and announces that maintenance is over...i take a deep breath and smile.
But He is still in the mood to paddle my bottom. He gets the large acrylic paddle from His bag, and tells me to get up and lean over the arm of the large padded chair. He announces 12 very hard ones. The first one takes my breath away, and each one brings a loud reaction from me. They are HARD and slow. At 6 He takes a short break, telling me how proud He is of me, how i please Him.....but He does not let up in the intensity. At 11 He asks how do I give the last one.....He always tells me the last one is the hardest....but occasionally, He surprises me with a light tap. I just want Him to be done, so instead of giving Him the answer He is looking for...the last one is Hard Sir....i reply...just get it over with...not in a very submissive voice. The last very hard one is delivered, and before i can start to relax i am told to get up and kneel and thank Him. No thinking, no hesitating....just kneel and suck. Once i am started, the heat from my bottom is adding to my ...enthusiasm....and i am just in the moment...or moments.
Next, Master tells me to lay on the 'weight' bench, on my back, legs spread. He is searching for me big toy, finds it, teases me with it, and when He finally pushes it in, it is instant orgasm. Master is varying the intensity with the changes in vibration, and i finally say i have had enough...but He thinks at last one more. He gets His way :).
Then it is our quiet, snuggling, recovery time......the perfect spot for that...not the weight/spanking bench...but nestled on His lap, being held tightly.
****thanks to those of you who left questions for us on my last post...i promise we will answer all of them. It is still not too late to add more....
Hugs abby
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Questions....anyone?
I have always loved March....Spring is right around the corner, at least we get a few above freezing days, and much less snow. It is my birthday:)...lots of celebrating happening this year...and
March is question and answer month.....I love answering your questions...so does Master. Yes, He feels left out if you do not include Him. So, ask away, for me, for Master...for both of us......
hugs abby...and Master
March is question and answer month.....I love answering your questions...so does Master. Yes, He feels left out if you do not include Him. So, ask away, for me, for Master...for both of us......
hugs abby...and Master
Saturday, February 28, 2015
Flogger vs. Whip
I am kneeling, naked, concentrating only on His hands and His voice...Oh...His voice..it was the first thing about Him that drew me in. I can feel all the stress of the day leave, all the to-do lists are forgotten, all the family drama no long exists. I am His, all of me..
When He senses that i am totally relaxed He helps me up, and i am over His lap. He has barely started and i start to squirm...no, not from the pain, but from need. I feel myself already 'puddling', Master notices and chuckles. He warns me that i am a lonnnnngg way from getting a permission, so i better start breathing and concentrating.
He switches to one of the smaller paddles, that helps me to settle and concentrate on other things...like staying in place, accepting the pain, keeping my mouth from getting me into more trouble. He keeps 'checking', and is pleased that i am still dripping and oh...so swollen. He makes sure i stay that way.....
He then tells me He is in the mood for a whipping, it would please Him greatly to whip my back. He has me lean over the back of a padded chair. I am comfortable and will not have to struggle to stay in place. I am never prepared for the first lash, it is a reminder of what is to come. Master continues up and down my back....He is talking to me as He creates His pattern, i am able to concentrate on His voice, and stayed centered. He stops a couple times to rub out the pain,,,and then starts again.
He stops and says....I will offer you a deal....Honestly deals with Master are not always something i can get excited about. He tells me...10 more hard ones...and i will switch to the flogger. Hmmmmm....10 hard ones with the whip....but then the flogger. He does know how to dangle a carrot (i would prefer chocolate cake). I agree and He is very pleased. As promised, they are hard and i am very vocal, when He is done He rubs and assures me there is no blood.
He then gets the flogger and starts of by swishing it all over....i am instantly relaxing and my breathing quiets as i start to float. He flogs all over my back, replacing that sting with a much better sensation. Master stops and decides to check....yes, i am so ready. Master thinks i should 'thank" Him for my flogging...i think that is a great idea. I quickly get up and am on my knees, thanking Him. We then get more comfortable and permissions are granted. Time for snuggles and some quiet chat.....
Hugs abby
When He senses that i am totally relaxed He helps me up, and i am over His lap. He has barely started and i start to squirm...no, not from the pain, but from need. I feel myself already 'puddling', Master notices and chuckles. He warns me that i am a lonnnnngg way from getting a permission, so i better start breathing and concentrating.
He switches to one of the smaller paddles, that helps me to settle and concentrate on other things...like staying in place, accepting the pain, keeping my mouth from getting me into more trouble. He keeps 'checking', and is pleased that i am still dripping and oh...so swollen. He makes sure i stay that way.....
He then tells me He is in the mood for a whipping, it would please Him greatly to whip my back. He has me lean over the back of a padded chair. I am comfortable and will not have to struggle to stay in place. I am never prepared for the first lash, it is a reminder of what is to come. Master continues up and down my back....He is talking to me as He creates His pattern, i am able to concentrate on His voice, and stayed centered. He stops a couple times to rub out the pain,,,and then starts again.
He stops and says....I will offer you a deal....Honestly deals with Master are not always something i can get excited about. He tells me...10 more hard ones...and i will switch to the flogger. Hmmmmm....10 hard ones with the whip....but then the flogger. He does know how to dangle a carrot (i would prefer chocolate cake). I agree and He is very pleased. As promised, they are hard and i am very vocal, when He is done He rubs and assures me there is no blood.
He then gets the flogger and starts of by swishing it all over....i am instantly relaxing and my breathing quiets as i start to float. He flogs all over my back, replacing that sting with a much better sensation. Master stops and decides to check....yes, i am so ready. Master thinks i should 'thank" Him for my flogging...i think that is a great idea. I quickly get up and am on my knees, thanking Him. We then get more comfortable and permissions are granted. Time for snuggles and some quiet chat.....
Hugs abby
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