Monday, March 24, 2014
It's Grandma Time!!
I have been at my daughter's the last few days. The oldest grand is turning 6!!!! All the family gathered here this weekend. It is so much fun and so heart warming to see the grands becoming friends. The 2 oldest (almost 5 and 6), have wonderful discussions, put on dance parties and plays...and share lots of hugs. Even the 2 and 3 year old manage to have fun together....We started the celebration by all going to the circus. It has been a long time since i have attended a circus, but seeing it with these four made it a time to treasure and remember. We stopped for a late lunch, and then it was time for cake and gifts.
The birthday girl wanted a butterfly cake, so I had made 4 small hear shaped cakes. These would be the wings. I had bought lots of different candies and let each grand decorate their own wing. I used Hostess pink sonwballs as the 'body' and twizzlers as the antenna. It was a fun activity and ended up looking pretty darn cute. Everyone enjoyed having a piece of their own wing....and a taste of each others.
I am staying for the rest of the week. While the birthday girl is at school, i am learning all the correct names of construction vehicles and Thomas the train's friends from her almost 3 brother. The real birthday is later this week, i was there the day she was born, and every birthday since...a tradition we both want to continue. Master gave me a remember to be a good girl paddling before i left...so far it is still working!
Hope your week is going well,
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
The 1,000 spank experiment....
Yes, this is a follow up post to my last one. Master and i were chatting today, and i mentioned your comments. Some of you thought that i had received 1,000 spanks. I said, i thought that maybe i had received 1,000 spanks, during one of our long sessions...when multiple 'toys' are used. He agreed, saying that He likes to use each 'toy' for 100...so when we have an empty the toy bag session, 1,000 would probably have happened. (hmmm,,,have not had one of those for a way too long time).
Master decided that since some of you thought i had been spanked 1000 times that we should make it happen, He would count...and they would all be hand spanks. I unexpectedly find myself over His lap. He will spank in sets of 100, stop for some rubbing between each set.
They are not the hardest spanks He can give, and i am totally relaxed. After the first 3 sets i am also getting very squirmy and...wet. Master gives me permission to cum at any time during this spanking. Altho He will rub my bottom between each set, He will not be 'checking' or helping me out....until the 1,000 mark has been reached.
At the 500 point, i am panting, but i really want to hang on, get to 1,000 before i cum...At 700 i am trying to silently urge Him to the spot that will set me off....opening my legs, lifting up, hinting as silently as i can. He chuckles.....At 800, i am begging. please Master, He says...soon. At 900, I ask for the last 100 NOW...He replies that they will be hard ones, am i sure i want them now....oh, i am positively, absolutely sure!!! The last 100 are slower, and harder, but not too hard, i am having no problem laying still, just waiting for that darn permission...
Finally, 1,000 hand spanks, and Master reaches in, checks to find me super ready....and soon i am flying, over and over. Master chuckles, and when i can manage speech i wonder how His hand is....it is sore, but fine. He says my bottom is a nice rosy color with no blotches and is nicely radiating heat.
So thanks to your comments, i have been hand spanked 1,000 times. And, a normal humdrum Wednesday, became a very special day....one of those nice surprises, that will make me smile, whenever i remember the 1,000 spank Wednesday.
Hope your day is a special one also..
hugs abby
Master decided that since some of you thought i had been spanked 1000 times that we should make it happen, He would count...and they would all be hand spanks. I unexpectedly find myself over His lap. He will spank in sets of 100, stop for some rubbing between each set.
They are not the hardest spanks He can give, and i am totally relaxed. After the first 3 sets i am also getting very squirmy and...wet. Master gives me permission to cum at any time during this spanking. Altho He will rub my bottom between each set, He will not be 'checking' or helping me out....until the 1,000 mark has been reached.
At the 500 point, i am panting, but i really want to hang on, get to 1,000 before i cum...At 700 i am trying to silently urge Him to the spot that will set me off....opening my legs, lifting up, hinting as silently as i can. He chuckles.....At 800, i am begging. please Master, He says...soon. At 900, I ask for the last 100 NOW...He replies that they will be hard ones, am i sure i want them now....oh, i am positively, absolutely sure!!! The last 100 are slower, and harder, but not too hard, i am having no problem laying still, just waiting for that darn permission...
Finally, 1,000 hand spanks, and Master reaches in, checks to find me super ready....and soon i am flying, over and over. Master chuckles, and when i can manage speech i wonder how His hand is....it is sore, but fine. He says my bottom is a nice rosy color with no blotches and is nicely radiating heat.
So thanks to your comments, i have been hand spanked 1,000 times. And, a normal humdrum Wednesday, became a very special day....one of those nice surprises, that will make me smile, whenever i remember the 1,000 spank Wednesday.
Hope your day is a special one also..
hugs abby
Monday, March 17, 2014
Is 1,000 too many??
I gave up trying to count how many spanks i get a while ago. I would start out counting and then either be surrounded by the pain and trying to breathe and stay in place or would go to that place where ...who cares, more is good!
Today, when Master was warming me up we were chatting. I was very relaxed, over His lap, enjoying every minute of it. He suddenly asked me...would 1000 spanks be too many? I sort of laughed and said, i think your hand would get very tired before i said enough....or too many... ( not that i ever get a vote on that). He chuckled a bit and said, yeah, i think my hand would fall off before your bottom gave out...Mind you when that hand is holding anything made of wood, my bottom says enough....way before His hand gets tired.
I was getting my maintenance spanking for this week. It's been almost 4 years since we started with weekly maintenance spankings, and the only time they don't happen is if one of us is out of town all week...or during my recent surgeries. Are they effective? When we first started, long before i dared to be writing a blog entry, punishments were very frequent. Part of that was me...being stubborn, wondering how long it would take Him to give up on me, thinking i could wear Him down....It took a while...longer than it rationally should have, for me to learn that He was more stubborn than i was, that He means what He says and says what He means, and that He does not give up.
As we were chatting, Master stopped warming me up with His hand, and let it roam....making conversation much more difficult on my part. Master warned me, that anytime i wanted the real spanking to start, all i had to do was ask for it...something i still find difficult to do. I waited almost too long, before i said, .."we need to switch gears, Sir."
He continued asking me what i meant. I tried to to avoid using the words He wanted to hear...but i was soon panting and breathing so fast, i knew that i had to get the words out, or it would be too late. Finally, i asked...please start my maintenance spanking....and before the words were out, i could feel the paddle starting on my bottom. Maintenance is usually 2 sets, the second being the hardest.
As soon as He was done, Master went back to getting me to the point of return. He finds that 'spot', the one that makes me shudder and squirm and come apart....and i am soon cumming for Him...again...and again. As i calm , my body continues to shake with small tremors....until i am truly jello, and i start to hear His voice and feel His hands rubbing and massaging me.
Ahh..Mondays have taken on a whole new meaning in the last 4 years....:)
hugs abby
Today, when Master was warming me up we were chatting. I was very relaxed, over His lap, enjoying every minute of it. He suddenly asked me...would 1000 spanks be too many? I sort of laughed and said, i think your hand would get very tired before i said enough....or too many... ( not that i ever get a vote on that). He chuckled a bit and said, yeah, i think my hand would fall off before your bottom gave out...Mind you when that hand is holding anything made of wood, my bottom says enough....way before His hand gets tired.
I was getting my maintenance spanking for this week. It's been almost 4 years since we started with weekly maintenance spankings, and the only time they don't happen is if one of us is out of town all week...or during my recent surgeries. Are they effective? When we first started, long before i dared to be writing a blog entry, punishments were very frequent. Part of that was me...being stubborn, wondering how long it would take Him to give up on me, thinking i could wear Him down....It took a while...longer than it rationally should have, for me to learn that He was more stubborn than i was, that He means what He says and says what He means, and that He does not give up.
As we were chatting, Master stopped warming me up with His hand, and let it roam....making conversation much more difficult on my part. Master warned me, that anytime i wanted the real spanking to start, all i had to do was ask for it...something i still find difficult to do. I waited almost too long, before i said, .."we need to switch gears, Sir."
He continued asking me what i meant. I tried to to avoid using the words He wanted to hear...but i was soon panting and breathing so fast, i knew that i had to get the words out, or it would be too late. Finally, i asked...please start my maintenance spanking....and before the words were out, i could feel the paddle starting on my bottom. Maintenance is usually 2 sets, the second being the hardest.
As soon as He was done, Master went back to getting me to the point of return. He finds that 'spot', the one that makes me shudder and squirm and come apart....and i am soon cumming for Him...again...and again. As i calm , my body continues to shake with small tremors....until i am truly jello, and i start to hear His voice and feel His hands rubbing and massaging me.
Ahh..Mondays have taken on a whole new meaning in the last 4 years....:)
hugs abby
Saturday, March 15, 2014
His New Belt
The first thing i noticed....He was wearing that new belt again. The same one He had on before, the two-colored, braided one. One might think i would notice His smile, saying He was happy to see me, or His eyes making me feel wanted and special. or His hands....as they pull me in for a big hug...no...that belt, it was what caught my attention.
I am soon naked and kneeling, and He is pulling, pinching, squishing, mushing, rolling...you get the idea. I start to squirm and trying to move from my position. He says, you've been way too stressed, you need this, stay still. He tells me that some time with the cane and the belt should relax me. I know better than to complain about both, since i am so fascinated with that darn belt, i want, i need to feel that belt.
He invites me over His lap, for a hand warm-up, a sure way to get me to start to relax. He spanks, rubs, checks and repeats. We chat a little, but mostly i am just feeling. After quite a few sets, His aim switches to my sit spots. After a few sets, i remind Him that they are more sensitive, being the nice guy He can be, He switches to my thighs. He then sets up a pattern, one on each cheek, one on each sit spot, one on each thigh. At first i am amused, but soon i am concentrating on breathing. He checks, and 'stirs the honey pot'. When i start to moan and pant, He tells i have to ask for my caning, when i ask He will stop. It feels so good, i do not want Him to stop....but i also am still sane enough to know that if i cum without permission, i do not want a cane in His hands, so i ask.
He has me on all fours, bottom up and out, legs spread. He says it has been a long time since i have felt His cane. I cannot remember exactly when the last time was, but i am pretty sure it has not been long enough. He starts fairly lightly, 6 to a side, then some rubbing. Then He asks me...where do you suppose the phrase 'six of the best', came from. I have not idea, but say that probably 6 hard swishes of the cane is enough...He laughs. I am having trouble staying in position, and am wriggling and owing...altho not loudly. After each set of 12, He stops to rub, and that is something to look forward to. After a few sets, He also checks to see if i am reacting positively....i am. He says, harder ones...and somehow i am ready. Yes they sting, but not moving is no longer a problem, and i am....accepting. After several more sets, I hear last 12...that is actually a warning...the hardest yet. But i seem to be in a zone, and yes. i am glad that the caning is over, but the sting has become a 'good' sting.
As soon as i get up, He tells me to kneel before Him. He is unbuckling that belt as He says time to give my bottom a break, and thank Him for my caning. I inhale His scent, and am longing for His taste, as i show my enthusiasm for this new 'task'.
My reward is.....the belt! I get back into position. He doubles the belt...is using the smooth side. He starts off lightly, but i am so ready for more. He increases the intensity with each set, i am with with Him. That belt is all i have been imagining, all i have been craving, all i have been needing....it hurts so good. I have no idea how many or how long, but when He finished, i was not capable of clear thought. He helps me up, and holds me in His lap...my safe place. His hands start to roam, as i shift position, He is getting me to the point of no return. I scream out that i need a permission, He senses my readiness and quickly..i am cumming for Him....til i am totally exhausted, and can just lay there. He is rubbing, massaging, talking softly, until i can function again.
Maybe now i can stop fixating on that darn belt.....then again....maybe not.
hugs abby
I am soon naked and kneeling, and He is pulling, pinching, squishing, mushing, rolling...you get the idea. I start to squirm and trying to move from my position. He says, you've been way too stressed, you need this, stay still. He tells me that some time with the cane and the belt should relax me. I know better than to complain about both, since i am so fascinated with that darn belt, i want, i need to feel that belt.
He invites me over His lap, for a hand warm-up, a sure way to get me to start to relax. He spanks, rubs, checks and repeats. We chat a little, but mostly i am just feeling. After quite a few sets, His aim switches to my sit spots. After a few sets, i remind Him that they are more sensitive, being the nice guy He can be, He switches to my thighs. He then sets up a pattern, one on each cheek, one on each sit spot, one on each thigh. At first i am amused, but soon i am concentrating on breathing. He checks, and 'stirs the honey pot'. When i start to moan and pant, He tells i have to ask for my caning, when i ask He will stop. It feels so good, i do not want Him to stop....but i also am still sane enough to know that if i cum without permission, i do not want a cane in His hands, so i ask.
He has me on all fours, bottom up and out, legs spread. He says it has been a long time since i have felt His cane. I cannot remember exactly when the last time was, but i am pretty sure it has not been long enough. He starts fairly lightly, 6 to a side, then some rubbing. Then He asks me...where do you suppose the phrase 'six of the best', came from. I have not idea, but say that probably 6 hard swishes of the cane is enough...He laughs. I am having trouble staying in position, and am wriggling and owing...altho not loudly. After each set of 12, He stops to rub, and that is something to look forward to. After a few sets, He also checks to see if i am reacting positively....i am. He says, harder ones...and somehow i am ready. Yes they sting, but not moving is no longer a problem, and i am....accepting. After several more sets, I hear last 12...that is actually a warning...the hardest yet. But i seem to be in a zone, and yes. i am glad that the caning is over, but the sting has become a 'good' sting.
As soon as i get up, He tells me to kneel before Him. He is unbuckling that belt as He says time to give my bottom a break, and thank Him for my caning. I inhale His scent, and am longing for His taste, as i show my enthusiasm for this new 'task'.
My reward is.....the belt! I get back into position. He doubles the belt...is using the smooth side. He starts off lightly, but i am so ready for more. He increases the intensity with each set, i am with with Him. That belt is all i have been imagining, all i have been craving, all i have been needing....it hurts so good. I have no idea how many or how long, but when He finished, i was not capable of clear thought. He helps me up, and holds me in His lap...my safe place. His hands start to roam, as i shift position, He is getting me to the point of no return. I scream out that i need a permission, He senses my readiness and quickly..i am cumming for Him....til i am totally exhausted, and can just lay there. He is rubbing, massaging, talking softly, until i can function again.
Maybe now i can stop fixating on that darn belt.....then again....maybe not.
hugs abby
Thursday, March 13, 2014
More questions....more answers...
Thanks to all of you who helped Master with His question....i have a feeling we will be doing research on this question soon! I am looking out of my window at 20 inches of snow...in March??? Everything....schools, roads, and malls were all shut down yesterday. Will someone please remind Mother Nature that the calendar says that spring starts next week?
Questions:
slave ali asks...What first attracted you to Master and He to you?
Master answered....just the fact that i would meet Him, we had exchanged emails and talked on chat, and on the phone, He was looking forward to meeting me.
My answer....His voice, it still has a quite an effect on me.
What did we like most about each other after when we first met?
Master.....Not long after we met, abby mentioned she wanted to lose weight before her daughter's wedding...1 year away. She chose a goal of 50 pounds, and i agreed to help her ( i had no idea what i was getting into:) I was impressed that she would set such a goal and very pleased when she made it....just in time!
My answer....His sense of humor. Mine can be a little 'quirky', i remember laughing a lot, even tho He kept using the word spanking in a public place.
Katie asks...If you were on a deserted island with Master, what four things would you each bring?
Master....I would bring tanning lotion. I would tell abby to be sure one of her choices was her hair brush.
My answer...Well, i guess my hair brush, a small leather paddle (there would be lots of wood to be found), a tape recorder, so i could remember each day, and....maybe a case of iced tea...have to have my ice tea!
appy asks...It is always you being spanked. Do you sometimes think Master deserves to be spanked?
Well, when He is spanking me with a paddle and i am moving and ouching, and He tells me to settle down, and concentrate on letting the pain move to where it will get me wet, i so want to say to Him....want to change places and see how easy that is not?? No, i have never said it, just in my head...He is holding a paddle.
Way back, when we were just beginning, we were taking a walk in one of the local parks. Master likes to find the more unused paths, and He was leading the way, moving branches deciding on left or right. I picked up a loose branch and swished Masters bottom with it...not hard, and He did have jeans on. Let's just say that is the last time i thought of spanking Master!
Ami asks...What implement do i like best and why?
Anything made of leather is always my first choice....and the top choice among the leather toys....His large leather flogger. A flogging is about as good as a massage, all the tension is moved out, and the swishing of the leather strands up and down my body...heavenly.
What should we do while Dan is recovering, take a break or be more gentle and careful? What positions would you recommend since OTK will not be possible?
A bit of a tough question, for me taking a break would not be a good option. If you can still connect in this way, i would think it would be good for both of you...a piece of normalcy when things seem very much out of your control. I recently had 2 surgeries, the second was....one of those, if it can go wrong it will. Recovery was long, but Master made sure to give me simple tasks that i could do for Him, there was no spanking for a long time..about 2 months, but we were still connected.
Positions....maybe if you lay across the bed, legs of the floor and he can sit next to you, or if he can lay on his side and you are laying next to him. It does not have to be a hard spanking...instead of his hand a light paddle or hair brush or feathers??LOL!
There will be many opportunities to help..serve..him. Drinks, food, meds, making him comfortable, ask what he wants to drink or eat, let him feel he is still leading. I think once he is home and recovering, you will find your way...
I would like to ask anyone else who is reading here...if you have ideas for Ami, please let her know, either here..i will send them...or on her blog. Maybe you have been in this situation...or just have something to add....we both thank you.
Amy, hoped my answers helped...if you have more....be brave, it is easier the second time.
hugs abby
Questions:
slave ali asks...What first attracted you to Master and He to you?
Master answered....just the fact that i would meet Him, we had exchanged emails and talked on chat, and on the phone, He was looking forward to meeting me.
My answer....His voice, it still has a quite an effect on me.
What did we like most about each other after when we first met?
Master.....Not long after we met, abby mentioned she wanted to lose weight before her daughter's wedding...1 year away. She chose a goal of 50 pounds, and i agreed to help her ( i had no idea what i was getting into:) I was impressed that she would set such a goal and very pleased when she made it....just in time!
My answer....His sense of humor. Mine can be a little 'quirky', i remember laughing a lot, even tho He kept using the word spanking in a public place.
Katie asks...If you were on a deserted island with Master, what four things would you each bring?
Master....I would bring tanning lotion. I would tell abby to be sure one of her choices was her hair brush.
My answer...Well, i guess my hair brush, a small leather paddle (there would be lots of wood to be found), a tape recorder, so i could remember each day, and....maybe a case of iced tea...have to have my ice tea!
appy asks...It is always you being spanked. Do you sometimes think Master deserves to be spanked?
Well, when He is spanking me with a paddle and i am moving and ouching, and He tells me to settle down, and concentrate on letting the pain move to where it will get me wet, i so want to say to Him....want to change places and see how easy that is not?? No, i have never said it, just in my head...He is holding a paddle.
Way back, when we were just beginning, we were taking a walk in one of the local parks. Master likes to find the more unused paths, and He was leading the way, moving branches deciding on left or right. I picked up a loose branch and swished Masters bottom with it...not hard, and He did have jeans on. Let's just say that is the last time i thought of spanking Master!
Ami asks...What implement do i like best and why?
Anything made of leather is always my first choice....and the top choice among the leather toys....His large leather flogger. A flogging is about as good as a massage, all the tension is moved out, and the swishing of the leather strands up and down my body...heavenly.
What should we do while Dan is recovering, take a break or be more gentle and careful? What positions would you recommend since OTK will not be possible?
A bit of a tough question, for me taking a break would not be a good option. If you can still connect in this way, i would think it would be good for both of you...a piece of normalcy when things seem very much out of your control. I recently had 2 surgeries, the second was....one of those, if it can go wrong it will. Recovery was long, but Master made sure to give me simple tasks that i could do for Him, there was no spanking for a long time..about 2 months, but we were still connected.
Positions....maybe if you lay across the bed, legs of the floor and he can sit next to you, or if he can lay on his side and you are laying next to him. It does not have to be a hard spanking...instead of his hand a light paddle or hair brush or feathers??LOL!
There will be many opportunities to help..serve..him. Drinks, food, meds, making him comfortable, ask what he wants to drink or eat, let him feel he is still leading. I think once he is home and recovering, you will find your way...
I would like to ask anyone else who is reading here...if you have ideas for Ami, please let her know, either here..i will send them...or on her blog. Maybe you have been in this situation...or just have something to add....we both thank you.
Amy, hoped my answers helped...if you have more....be brave, it is easier the second time.
hugs abby
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
M/M....Q's/A's
LOL....not writing about alphabet soup....Yesterday was Monday Maintenance day. We started with some chat and hugs. I had a weekend full of family drama with 2 of my adult children. (Does parenting ever really get easy??). I was shaken and upset, and retreated, determined to deal on my own. Master would have none of that...He had lots of hugs, support and good advice....Things have calmed, i still want to wring my son's neck, since He lives in another state, i have time to curb that impulse.
When i first saw Master yesterday, i noticed His belt. It was one i had not seen before, looked like some kind of weave maybe, and was bi-colored. I did not mention it to Him, it was just the first thing i noticed. When i was naked and kneeling, Master says He wore His new belt, I giggled and said i had noticed. He then gave me a choice....maintenance with the new...still stiff belt, or with the maintenance paddle. He said i could think about it while He gave me my warm up.
Now, i love leather. I love the whole belt 'scene'...hearing the buckles and the swish as it is pulled the through the loops, the smell, the feel...did i want to risk tainting that with a new, stiff belt. Maintenance is a hard spanking. I do think that the past couple weeks Master has even revved it up a notch...do i want negative feelings about something i love? But the that paddle really gives a HARD spanking, i do so prefer leather.
I chose the paddle...i could stay over Master's lap, and we could save the whole new belt experience for a play time when He might..(pretty please, Master)....start off easier.
So it was the paddle. Two sets, with some rubbing at intermission. The second set had me owing and ouching very loudly. Of course, once He was finished and Master checked, and chuckled as He confirmed that one part of me had enjoyed the paddling. Would someone please explain to me how that is possible....I guess it is better than no part of me enjoying it;). After several permissions, i was back in my sated, calm, happy place.
I do proofread these, but i missed a couple errors in my last post. One of them was i said Master and i had been together for 19 years..we are working towards that....but we are at year 11. I also have a question for all of you from Master. I have posted it on some of your blogs, but then decided to just post it here and give everyone a shot at answering. He wants to know if there is a difference in the "feel" of a spanking if it is given after an orgasm as opposed to pre-orgasm. Does it hurt more....are you more sensitive to it? Not sure why He wants this info.....maybe He just wants to join into the fun of question month.
I am not sure i have been spanked after an orgasm, if i have i do not recall....so i am no help. Thanks in advance.
A couple more questions..
Cat asks: If a movie were made about your life and Master's who would be cast for each of your roles?
I am not a big movie person, but for Master: George Clooney...i love Him and Master does resemble him....a little:). For me...I see myself as more the Sally Fields type...i know both of these have been around for a while, but then so have we.
ronnie asks: What was the first thing you noticed about your Master?
This is an easy one....His voice. The first time we talked, it mesmerized me. The first time we met, i loved His chuckle and His laugh. Still today, that voice can melt me, soften me, excite me, make me sorry (He is a great scolder), calm me.
I have a couple more questions for next time..more are always welcomed!
hugs abby
When i first saw Master yesterday, i noticed His belt. It was one i had not seen before, looked like some kind of weave maybe, and was bi-colored. I did not mention it to Him, it was just the first thing i noticed. When i was naked and kneeling, Master says He wore His new belt, I giggled and said i had noticed. He then gave me a choice....maintenance with the new...still stiff belt, or with the maintenance paddle. He said i could think about it while He gave me my warm up.
Now, i love leather. I love the whole belt 'scene'...hearing the buckles and the swish as it is pulled the through the loops, the smell, the feel...did i want to risk tainting that with a new, stiff belt. Maintenance is a hard spanking. I do think that the past couple weeks Master has even revved it up a notch...do i want negative feelings about something i love? But the that paddle really gives a HARD spanking, i do so prefer leather.
I chose the paddle...i could stay over Master's lap, and we could save the whole new belt experience for a play time when He might..(pretty please, Master)....start off easier.
So it was the paddle. Two sets, with some rubbing at intermission. The second set had me owing and ouching very loudly. Of course, once He was finished and Master checked, and chuckled as He confirmed that one part of me had enjoyed the paddling. Would someone please explain to me how that is possible....I guess it is better than no part of me enjoying it;). After several permissions, i was back in my sated, calm, happy place.
I do proofread these, but i missed a couple errors in my last post. One of them was i said Master and i had been together for 19 years..we are working towards that....but we are at year 11. I also have a question for all of you from Master. I have posted it on some of your blogs, but then decided to just post it here and give everyone a shot at answering. He wants to know if there is a difference in the "feel" of a spanking if it is given after an orgasm as opposed to pre-orgasm. Does it hurt more....are you more sensitive to it? Not sure why He wants this info.....maybe He just wants to join into the fun of question month.
I am not sure i have been spanked after an orgasm, if i have i do not recall....so i am no help. Thanks in advance.
A couple more questions..
Cat asks: If a movie were made about your life and Master's who would be cast for each of your roles?
I am not a big movie person, but for Master: George Clooney...i love Him and Master does resemble him....a little:). For me...I see myself as more the Sally Fields type...i know both of these have been around for a while, but then so have we.
ronnie asks: What was the first thing you noticed about your Master?
This is an easy one....His voice. The first time we talked, it mesmerized me. The first time we met, i loved His chuckle and His laugh. Still today, that voice can melt me, soften me, excite me, make me sorry (He is a great scolder), calm me.
I have a couple more questions for next time..more are always welcomed!
hugs abby
Saturday, March 8, 2014
More Questions....and answers
These questions are from Mona Lisa:
1. What does my family know about Master's role in my life?
They do not know that He is my Master....if they ever suspected...i am pretty sure they would quickly decide...no way! Overall, i think they just like to see me happy.
For Master
2. Why are you so hard on abby and so mean to her?
I admit to having no idea what He would say.
If you think abby is a saint it is because of our basement visits. She does protest and try to get of them....they are no fun....and she hates them....that is why they work. I am hard on her, because sometimes that is what she needs. I only want what is best for Her. And i think that sometimes, she likes me mean.
3. When do you know that enough is enough and that abby you do not want to go over the next hard limit?
Well, Master has never pushed me beyond a hard limit or even wanted to try. When is enough ...enough? I guess i do not know. I do know that my answer 10 years ago would have been very different than what it is today. If Master had given me a checklist on the day we met, i would have checked 'not interested' on probably 80% of the items. Five years later....on 40%....today, over 19 years later, maybe 10%. What has changed...i have. I have learned to trust this man, He may hurt me, but would never harm me. All the difficult things He asks of me....are for my own good. He has taken the time, and made the effort to really get to know me...all of me...and it did not scare Him away.
Also i do have a safe word. Now, i have never used it, but i have absolutely no doubt that if that word left my mouth, all action would stop, and we would talk. I have had cramps or numbness from being tied before.....but i simply told Him i had a cramp or whatever, and we stop, i stretch and change positions. So hopefully, enough is never enough.
* Mona, thank you for these questions. I now you ask them as a friend and out of concern for me, i appreciate that. I hope my answers have helped you to be less concerned.
Clara Baker asked:
Do i think i thought about or desired submission when i was younger?
Interesting question. I do not think so....I was a product of the generation that was first realizing that the female sex could indeed be on an even level with the male of the species. I set out to be an in charge type of person....and i succeeded. I made it clear my classroom was not a democracy, i became a leader at work, and i made most of the decisions at home. It was what i wanted, and i worked at it, and was pleased at what i achieved.
Even when i first met Master it was a few years before i even considered that the word submissive was not something i should run from. Having said that, i do believe that it has been part of me that was just buried deeply, and might have never been given the light of day, had i not me a certain someone for a beer one December afternoon.......
Fiona asked:
How do i feel about being spanked to tears?
Spanking me to tears is a fantasy of Master's. It has never happened. I have cried for Him, but it took years to get there, and it has happened only a few times. The first time, was after an extensive play session, and many permissions, and suddenly i burst into sobs. I never way it coming, would have tried to prevent it. He quickly pulled me into Him, held me tight and talked softly. I have been spanked hard enough to cry, have had tears in my eyes....but the crying has not happened.
I would love to have His fantasy fulfilled, but it is not something i can force to happen. I think the release for me would be wonderful, and finally giving Him my tears would be awesome....hopefully, someday.
I think i have a couple more questions for next time...
hugs abby
1. What does my family know about Master's role in my life?
They do not know that He is my Master....if they ever suspected...i am pretty sure they would quickly decide...no way! Overall, i think they just like to see me happy.
For Master
2. Why are you so hard on abby and so mean to her?
I admit to having no idea what He would say.
If you think abby is a saint it is because of our basement visits. She does protest and try to get of them....they are no fun....and she hates them....that is why they work. I am hard on her, because sometimes that is what she needs. I only want what is best for Her. And i think that sometimes, she likes me mean.
3. When do you know that enough is enough and that abby you do not want to go over the next hard limit?
Well, Master has never pushed me beyond a hard limit or even wanted to try. When is enough ...enough? I guess i do not know. I do know that my answer 10 years ago would have been very different than what it is today. If Master had given me a checklist on the day we met, i would have checked 'not interested' on probably 80% of the items. Five years later....on 40%....today, over 19 years later, maybe 10%. What has changed...i have. I have learned to trust this man, He may hurt me, but would never harm me. All the difficult things He asks of me....are for my own good. He has taken the time, and made the effort to really get to know me...all of me...and it did not scare Him away.
Also i do have a safe word. Now, i have never used it, but i have absolutely no doubt that if that word left my mouth, all action would stop, and we would talk. I have had cramps or numbness from being tied before.....but i simply told Him i had a cramp or whatever, and we stop, i stretch and change positions. So hopefully, enough is never enough.
* Mona, thank you for these questions. I now you ask them as a friend and out of concern for me, i appreciate that. I hope my answers have helped you to be less concerned.
Clara Baker asked:
Do i think i thought about or desired submission when i was younger?
Interesting question. I do not think so....I was a product of the generation that was first realizing that the female sex could indeed be on an even level with the male of the species. I set out to be an in charge type of person....and i succeeded. I made it clear my classroom was not a democracy, i became a leader at work, and i made most of the decisions at home. It was what i wanted, and i worked at it, and was pleased at what i achieved.
Even when i first met Master it was a few years before i even considered that the word submissive was not something i should run from. Having said that, i do believe that it has been part of me that was just buried deeply, and might have never been given the light of day, had i not me a certain someone for a beer one December afternoon.......
Fiona asked:
How do i feel about being spanked to tears?
Spanking me to tears is a fantasy of Master's. It has never happened. I have cried for Him, but it took years to get there, and it has happened only a few times. The first time, was after an extensive play session, and many permissions, and suddenly i burst into sobs. I never way it coming, would have tried to prevent it. He quickly pulled me into Him, held me tight and talked softly. I have been spanked hard enough to cry, have had tears in my eyes....but the crying has not happened.
I would love to have His fantasy fulfilled, but it is not something i can force to happen. I think the release for me would be wonderful, and finally giving Him my tears would be awesome....hopefully, someday.
I think i have a couple more questions for next time...
hugs abby
Thursday, March 6, 2014
Questions from tori
Thanks all for the wonderful birthday wishes....they made my day extra special!
tori's questions...
1. Three things on a kink wish list to try.
This question was for Master also.....He could not think of anything, but said He would think about it. He has been a Dominant, a spanker, for a long time...long before i knew Him.
I have given this question lots of thought. Master and i have tried a lot over the years...3 things that i came up with...
1. The idea of a vibrating egg with a remote control has intrigued me for a while now. Having to act as if nothing were happening, when in reality....
2. Going to a dungeon or BDSM party...get to see some of the 'furniture...and others playing. I am not sure how comfortable i would be....and they there is the problem of what to wear.
3. To be on a secluded island or beach...just us...and warm water and the sand....being naked, playing in the water.......
2. Apart from your Master, what specifically inspires your submission?
Well, all of you inspire me....you make me think....you encourage me....you give me new ideas :).....you keep me from thinking that i am alone and 'weird' (altho many of my vanilla friends do think i am weird!)......the acceptance.
Also, i think it is the feelings that come with my submission. The calmness it creates, the fulfillment it creates, the sense of letting my guard down and just being me....those are feelings i have come to treasure.
And of course, Master. I am not sure i could submit to anyone else....He makes me feel so safe, so wanted. so special.....
3. Do you think submission is more nature or nurture?
I have debated this answer in my head. I do not think this question is a choose one to be the correct answer type of thing.
I think submission needs both. It begins with nature, you have to want it, desire it. Can a person be a submissive just to please her/his partner...can a person be trained to be a submissive even if it is not their nature? Yes, of course...will that person be happy, satisfied, fulfilled.....i tend to doubt it. True submission is not easy....sometimes it is...but sometimes it is grit your teeth and do it...
I also think that if the nurture is not there, the submission ebbs, fades, out of necessity becomes unimportant. A long time ago, i said to Master, i cannot be submissive to myself....luckily He was not offended and understood. If submission is not fed, nurtured it has no place to go, to grow....it needs to be nurtured.
Thanks tori for making me think...
hugs abby
tori's questions...
1. Three things on a kink wish list to try.
This question was for Master also.....He could not think of anything, but said He would think about it. He has been a Dominant, a spanker, for a long time...long before i knew Him.
I have given this question lots of thought. Master and i have tried a lot over the years...3 things that i came up with...
1. The idea of a vibrating egg with a remote control has intrigued me for a while now. Having to act as if nothing were happening, when in reality....
2. Going to a dungeon or BDSM party...get to see some of the 'furniture...and others playing. I am not sure how comfortable i would be....and they there is the problem of what to wear.
3. To be on a secluded island or beach...just us...and warm water and the sand....being naked, playing in the water.......
2. Apart from your Master, what specifically inspires your submission?
Well, all of you inspire me....you make me think....you encourage me....you give me new ideas :).....you keep me from thinking that i am alone and 'weird' (altho many of my vanilla friends do think i am weird!)......the acceptance.
Also, i think it is the feelings that come with my submission. The calmness it creates, the fulfillment it creates, the sense of letting my guard down and just being me....those are feelings i have come to treasure.
And of course, Master. I am not sure i could submit to anyone else....He makes me feel so safe, so wanted. so special.....
3. Do you think submission is more nature or nurture?
I have debated this answer in my head. I do not think this question is a choose one to be the correct answer type of thing.
I think submission needs both. It begins with nature, you have to want it, desire it. Can a person be a submissive just to please her/his partner...can a person be trained to be a submissive even if it is not their nature? Yes, of course...will that person be happy, satisfied, fulfilled.....i tend to doubt it. True submission is not easy....sometimes it is...but sometimes it is grit your teeth and do it...
I also think that if the nurture is not there, the submission ebbs, fades, out of necessity becomes unimportant. A long time ago, i said to Master, i cannot be submissive to myself....luckily He was not offended and understood. If submission is not fed, nurtured it has no place to go, to grow....it needs to be nurtured.
Thanks tori for making me think...
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
CELEBRATE!!!!
Yesterday was my birthday, and one lesson that has certainly been reinforced this year.....celebrate each and every one of those special days. Yes, it means another candle on the cake, and another number tacked on to the tally of our years, but all those are good things. In a couple of weeks, it will be 1 year since my first emergency surgery, followed by another major one, and a very difficult recovery....i am so happy to be celebrating this year, healthy, and finally feeling like 'me' again!
The celebrating started a couple of days ago...with young voices singing to me, home made cards, and cookies baked by a 5 and a 2 year old....pretty yummy! Lots of calls, cards and thoughtful gifts....and of course a special 'just us' celebration with Master.
I am having a birthday lunch with a group of friends today and then that should be it for this year...but there is always next year!
Master and i celebrated yesterday...He had a plan, ready on the hammock , in order were a leather paddle, the tawse, the large strap/strop, large leather flogger:) and the acrylic paddle . He watched as i looked and reacted, I said 4 out of 5 look good....He chuckled. It still feels like mid winter here....getting temps above freezing will be a reason to celebrate! I was cold so Master suggested we start with all my clothes on.....that would be different.
It was over Master's lap where i would get my age....let's say over 50 ....and of course 1 to grow. Yes, the first set had me fully clothed, then one with pants down, panties on, and then on the bare. The last 3 were always the hardest, a pattern was developing. It was a great way to start, i was totally relaxed and very warmed up!
Leather paddle was next, more of a sting than His hand, but such a nice sensation. I could myself starting to 'puddle' it was feeling so good! Tawse was next in line, but not suited for OTK, so i had to move and get up, it was a slow move...LOL...Master had me lean over bottom out, Master switched sides after each 10. Is it just me, or does it seem to anyone else that it always hurts more on one of the sides? I asked for some standing and stretching time, with some delicious rubbing form Master. For the large strap i was leaning over again with bottom out. It is not used much and it always looks so intimidating....but it only takes a few smacks for me to fall in love with it all over again, especially on a well warmed bottom. By now, i could feel myself dripping...Master checks and tells me to hang on...no permissions yet.
For the flogger Master has me stand facing a wall , hands up high on the wall....giving Him "a canvas to work on". I have never been flogged in that position...not as relaxing as lying on a bed.....but once the first few were over i was lost in the feel of the flogging. I hear Master's voice say last 3 and then i stand as Master closes me into one of His big bear hugs while i get my bearings. Master tells me to kneel, and starts to undo His belt, it has been a while since i have been allowed to suck His cock. As soon as i get a rhythm going He grabs the back of my hair, and decides He is in control...i am dripping.
Left on the ottoman is the acrylic paddle. I give Master my sweetest, 'really?' look....He tells me to get back over His lap. I think we have a little discussion about this paddle before He starts, but i cannot recall a word of it...still in the haze of the flogging. And...I should have known....they were spanks, not taps....but on Master's scale they were gentle...on my scale they were....just right! After each set this time, He reaches in to 'stir the honey pot' as He puts it...so by the time He is done, i am so ready to fly. Master gets me to the point of no return, telling me to cum for Him, and as soon as the words reach my ears i am off.....for an "older lady"....i sure can soar...LOL!
Master then decides i need a birthday massage...His hands and fingers have so many good usages......when He is finished i doubt i can even move......we relax while i recover...and think about what a good thing it is to be celebrating another birthday!
I have a few more questions to answer, will get to those soon....
hugs abby
The celebrating started a couple of days ago...with young voices singing to me, home made cards, and cookies baked by a 5 and a 2 year old....pretty yummy! Lots of calls, cards and thoughtful gifts....and of course a special 'just us' celebration with Master.
I am having a birthday lunch with a group of friends today and then that should be it for this year...but there is always next year!
Master and i celebrated yesterday...He had a plan, ready on the hammock , in order were a leather paddle, the tawse, the large strap/strop, large leather flogger:) and the acrylic paddle . He watched as i looked and reacted, I said 4 out of 5 look good....He chuckled. It still feels like mid winter here....getting temps above freezing will be a reason to celebrate! I was cold so Master suggested we start with all my clothes on.....that would be different.
It was over Master's lap where i would get my age....let's say over 50 ....and of course 1 to grow. Yes, the first set had me fully clothed, then one with pants down, panties on, and then on the bare. The last 3 were always the hardest, a pattern was developing. It was a great way to start, i was totally relaxed and very warmed up!
Leather paddle was next, more of a sting than His hand, but such a nice sensation. I could myself starting to 'puddle' it was feeling so good! Tawse was next in line, but not suited for OTK, so i had to move and get up, it was a slow move...LOL...Master had me lean over bottom out, Master switched sides after each 10. Is it just me, or does it seem to anyone else that it always hurts more on one of the sides? I asked for some standing and stretching time, with some delicious rubbing form Master. For the large strap i was leaning over again with bottom out. It is not used much and it always looks so intimidating....but it only takes a few smacks for me to fall in love with it all over again, especially on a well warmed bottom. By now, i could feel myself dripping...Master checks and tells me to hang on...no permissions yet.
For the flogger Master has me stand facing a wall , hands up high on the wall....giving Him "a canvas to work on". I have never been flogged in that position...not as relaxing as lying on a bed.....but once the first few were over i was lost in the feel of the flogging. I hear Master's voice say last 3 and then i stand as Master closes me into one of His big bear hugs while i get my bearings. Master tells me to kneel, and starts to undo His belt, it has been a while since i have been allowed to suck His cock. As soon as i get a rhythm going He grabs the back of my hair, and decides He is in control...i am dripping.
Left on the ottoman is the acrylic paddle. I give Master my sweetest, 'really?' look....He tells me to get back over His lap. I think we have a little discussion about this paddle before He starts, but i cannot recall a word of it...still in the haze of the flogging. And...I should have known....they were spanks, not taps....but on Master's scale they were gentle...on my scale they were....just right! After each set this time, He reaches in to 'stir the honey pot' as He puts it...so by the time He is done, i am so ready to fly. Master gets me to the point of no return, telling me to cum for Him, and as soon as the words reach my ears i am off.....for an "older lady"....i sure can soar...LOL!
Master then decides i need a birthday massage...His hands and fingers have so many good usages......when He is finished i doubt i can even move......we relax while i recover...and think about what a good thing it is to be celebrating another birthday!
I have a few more questions to answer, will get to those soon....
hugs abby
Monday, March 3, 2014
M/M and Master's answers
March is here! The month of warm days, blooming flowers, gently rains....OK....a person can daydream while suffering through below zero temps at night and single digit ones during the day, and all that darned while stuff still falling.
March may be a fickle month, but i can count on Mondays to be....Maintenance Day. I can also count on it starting with some naked kneeling time....and breasttorture play. They seemed very sensitive today, and i even moved my hands up...a big NO NO and a reminder that all of me is His.
Then it was over Master's lap for a warm up and chat. Mostly focusing on how nice it was to be staying out of the basement, after 2 trips down there. Two is positively more than enough! Too soon it is paddle time, Master stops after one set, no idea how many, i was concentrating on breathing. As He is rubbing :) my sore bottom He reiterates why maintenance occurs every week. Then it is round 2, they are much harder...at least it seems so....
As Master is checking to see how much how much at least one part of me enjoyed the hard spanks, He reminds me that exercise is to happen 5 days a week, and since i have plans for all day tomorrow, i will need to add a weekend day. I hate to admit this, but i do feel better after the work out, moving again and pushing myself. I start to react to Master's 'roaming fingers', and He reminds me i do not have a permission yet....but since i have returned to 'good girl' status, a permission is soon granted.
I brought Fiona's questions for Master for us to discuss.....I anticipated His answers, my guess is in blue in the parentheses....
1. Tell about the first time You spanked abby, or an especially memorable time.
( i figured He would remember the first time).
Master started off by saying that each time is special....:) and then said that the first time He spanked me was in the back of a van, with His hand....and no bare bottom.
2. When did you know You were a Dominant.
( I thought He would say as soon as He took an interest in the opposite sex)
He said He has been dominant since the day He was born....which is probably the same as my answer.
3. What is Your favorite thing to spank abby with.
( i was torn between His hand and the whip)
To my surprise He said.....a paddle, He loves paddling my bottom.
4. What is one fantasy You have?
( i had no clue since He pretty much decides what happens anyway)
He said.....spank abby to tears....i have cried, but not from a spanking.
5. What's one thing that abby does that you show displeasure with, but are internally kind of happy that she does?
( the only thought i had on this one....was maybe....that i tend to test or be the more stubborn one occasionally)
He said, after some thought, that if He is displeased i know it, He shows it, and would much rather not have to punish.
Master says thanks for the questions....He likes participating in questions month!
hugs abby
March may be a fickle month, but i can count on Mondays to be....Maintenance Day. I can also count on it starting with some naked kneeling time....and breast
Then it was over Master's lap for a warm up and chat. Mostly focusing on how nice it was to be staying out of the basement, after 2 trips down there. Two is positively more than enough! Too soon it is paddle time, Master stops after one set, no idea how many, i was concentrating on breathing. As He is rubbing :) my sore bottom He reiterates why maintenance occurs every week. Then it is round 2, they are much harder...at least it seems so....
As Master is checking to see how much how much at least one part of me enjoyed the hard spanks, He reminds me that exercise is to happen 5 days a week, and since i have plans for all day tomorrow, i will need to add a weekend day. I hate to admit this, but i do feel better after the work out, moving again and pushing myself. I start to react to Master's 'roaming fingers', and He reminds me i do not have a permission yet....but since i have returned to 'good girl' status, a permission is soon granted.
I brought Fiona's questions for Master for us to discuss.....I anticipated His answers, my guess is in blue in the parentheses....
1. Tell about the first time You spanked abby, or an especially memorable time.
( i figured He would remember the first time).
Master started off by saying that each time is special....:) and then said that the first time He spanked me was in the back of a van, with His hand....and no bare bottom.
2. When did you know You were a Dominant.
( I thought He would say as soon as He took an interest in the opposite sex)
He said He has been dominant since the day He was born....which is probably the same as my answer.
3. What is Your favorite thing to spank abby with.
( i was torn between His hand and the whip)
To my surprise He said.....a paddle, He loves paddling my bottom.
4. What is one fantasy You have?
( i had no clue since He pretty much decides what happens anyway)
He said.....spank abby to tears....i have cried, but not from a spanking.
5. What's one thing that abby does that you show displeasure with, but are internally kind of happy that she does?
( the only thought i had on this one....was maybe....that i tend to test or be the more stubborn one occasionally)
He said, after some thought, that if He is displeased i know it, He shows it, and would much rather not have to punish.
Master says thanks for the questions....He likes participating in questions month!
hugs abby
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Fiona's Questions...
Fiona left questions for Master and I. Master's answers will come in a later post, here are mine.
When did i first learn that i was submissive?
When i first met Master i was looking for a spanking.....yes, just one, so i could stop thinking about it. Well, one was not enough, it was like opening Pandora's box. But i did not associate spanking with submission. I had been an in control, take charge person, with the children, the household, in my job. One day Master used the term, submissive, telling me that submitting to spankings was submissive. We talked about submission and we started down the D/s path....turns out He knew me better than i did myself (and still does!).
Have you ever been submissive with anyone but your Master?
No, i came to submission late in life.....and was lucky enough to meet a man who would lead me to a place i never imagined.
What is your favorite implement and position?
Well, if Master's hand is an implement that is my answer. If not, then hand's down, Master's large leather flogger. I feel all the tension and knots and tenseness leave my body as He uses it. Position, for His hand over His lap, i am so comfortable there...with the flogger i like to be laying on the bed, arms and legs outstretched, even better if i am tied. It sounds strange, but i find being bound/tied, very freeing. No worries about moving, just letting myself go.
What is a fantasy that involves you and Master?
I have often told Master, He not only made all my fantasies happen, He even made some i did not realize i had, happen. I have been thinking about this question...i need more time, so for now i will pass.
What is one thing that you are outwardly unhappy about, but internally thrilled that your Master does?
Than He is so darned consistent and never forgets.....He is also the only person i know who is more stubborn than i am. A lesson i have recently re-learned...
Thanks Fiona, You ask good questions!
hugs abby
When did i first learn that i was submissive?
When i first met Master i was looking for a spanking.....yes, just one, so i could stop thinking about it. Well, one was not enough, it was like opening Pandora's box. But i did not associate spanking with submission. I had been an in control, take charge person, with the children, the household, in my job. One day Master used the term, submissive, telling me that submitting to spankings was submissive. We talked about submission and we started down the D/s path....turns out He knew me better than i did myself (and still does!).
Have you ever been submissive with anyone but your Master?
No, i came to submission late in life.....and was lucky enough to meet a man who would lead me to a place i never imagined.
What is your favorite implement and position?
Well, if Master's hand is an implement that is my answer. If not, then hand's down, Master's large leather flogger. I feel all the tension and knots and tenseness leave my body as He uses it. Position, for His hand over His lap, i am so comfortable there...with the flogger i like to be laying on the bed, arms and legs outstretched, even better if i am tied. It sounds strange, but i find being bound/tied, very freeing. No worries about moving, just letting myself go.
What is a fantasy that involves you and Master?
I have often told Master, He not only made all my fantasies happen, He even made some i did not realize i had, happen. I have been thinking about this question...i need more time, so for now i will pass.
What is one thing that you are outwardly unhappy about, but internally thrilled that your Master does?
Than He is so darned consistent and never forgets.....He is also the only person i know who is more stubborn than i am. A lesson i have recently re-learned...
Thanks Fiona, You ask good questions!
hugs abby
Saturday, March 1, 2014
March...Question and Answer Month
March is question and answer month in blog land. Your part is the questions, I or Master supply the answers. Last year it was lots of fun, made me think and laugh....and it is fun learning more about each other.
I will attempt to answer any questions you might have.....and if you have questions for Master, He reads here and will also participate. If you choose to participate i might have a few questions for you!
hugs abby
Thursday, February 27, 2014
Not the usual 'welcome home'....
I am back, flights back made for a long day.....late flights, canceled flights...all made for a frustrating day....but no matter how long it takes....there is no place like home.
If you have been reading here a while, you know that Master's welcome backs are always full of wonderful spanks, fun, hugs, and permissions. Not so much this time.
After the usual hugs and kneeling/re-claiming time it was over Master's lap for Wednesday maintenance. The tether ball paddle made its appearance, and on a cold, unspanked for two weeks bottom, it did not take long for me to become vocal. Master informs me this is His warm up, so i should settle down....not good news. Master stops for a chat. He says he did not hear or read the word 'exercise' at all in the past 2 weeks. I said, i climbed some stairs, did lots of errands, and stayed pretty busy....He was not impressed. He asked about since i have been back, have i even thought about exercising, did i even try to squeeze some in when i was gone.....not really questions i want to answer. He says....that is what i thought, so after no basement visit in over a year, we are going to have 2 this month.
I protest and say i do not want to go....that He is being mean....that is is a home coming...all to no avail. He takes my hand anddrags leads me down the stairs. He pulls out the wooden chair, and reminds me that since He did not make a good enough impression the last time, He will try harder this time...He sits and tells me to get over His lap.
He starts right in....HARD....concentrating on one spot before moving on to another....and stopping to visit the extra sensitive sit spots several times. I am as loud as i have ever been, might be a good thing we are in the basement. He finishes with round 1, gives me a little break, while He reviews His expectations, and starts in for a round 2....it is a shorter round, but a harder one.....He is finally finished, I am trying to catch my breath and regain some composure. He asks if i know what will happen if we have to return to the basement again for the same issue...I say it will be a harder spanking (which is hard to imagine)....He says yes....He will be using one of His heavier, larger paddles.
We go back upstairs, where Master pulls my legs apart, and proceeds to check and see if i have reacted to the pain. I have......altho it was not intentional...LOL. He continues, and i close my legs....and am quickly reminded that they are to stay where He puts them. He gets me to the point of panting and groaning and wanting, and tells me to sit up...only 'good girls' get to cum. We talk about what my plan is ....and when i leave i drive on a throbbing bottom.
I signed up at a woman's gym this morning. One of the questions i was asked was what was my motivation to sign up at this time....luckily my filter was working....and my first 2 thoughts....to protect my bottom....or because of a Master with a large paddle...were rejected in favor of my 3rd choice...i want to tone up and build up stamina and strength.
One of the last questions was, what would be a good thing for her to remind me of when i need motivation....again i rejected my first thought in favor of being more active with my grands. I did my first work-out, was panting and heart was beating....but it did feel good.
So looks like i will puffing and panting, hot and sweaty.......hopefully in more ways than one!
hugs abby
If you have been reading here a while, you know that Master's welcome backs are always full of wonderful spanks, fun, hugs, and permissions. Not so much this time.
After the usual hugs and kneeling/re-claiming time it was over Master's lap for Wednesday maintenance. The tether ball paddle made its appearance, and on a cold, unspanked for two weeks bottom, it did not take long for me to become vocal. Master informs me this is His warm up, so i should settle down....not good news. Master stops for a chat. He says he did not hear or read the word 'exercise' at all in the past 2 weeks. I said, i climbed some stairs, did lots of errands, and stayed pretty busy....He was not impressed. He asked about since i have been back, have i even thought about exercising, did i even try to squeeze some in when i was gone.....not really questions i want to answer. He says....that is what i thought, so after no basement visit in over a year, we are going to have 2 this month.
I protest and say i do not want to go....that He is being mean....that is is a home coming...all to no avail. He takes my hand and
He starts right in....HARD....concentrating on one spot before moving on to another....and stopping to visit the extra sensitive sit spots several times. I am as loud as i have ever been, might be a good thing we are in the basement. He finishes with round 1, gives me a little break, while He reviews His expectations, and starts in for a round 2....it is a shorter round, but a harder one.....He is finally finished, I am trying to catch my breath and regain some composure. He asks if i know what will happen if we have to return to the basement again for the same issue...I say it will be a harder spanking (which is hard to imagine)....He says yes....He will be using one of His heavier, larger paddles.
We go back upstairs, where Master pulls my legs apart, and proceeds to check and see if i have reacted to the pain. I have......altho it was not intentional...LOL. He continues, and i close my legs....and am quickly reminded that they are to stay where He puts them. He gets me to the point of panting and groaning and wanting, and tells me to sit up...only 'good girls' get to cum. We talk about what my plan is ....and when i leave i drive on a throbbing bottom.
I signed up at a woman's gym this morning. One of the questions i was asked was what was my motivation to sign up at this time....luckily my filter was working....and my first 2 thoughts....to protect my bottom....or because of a Master with a large paddle...were rejected in favor of my 3rd choice...i want to tone up and build up stamina and strength.
One of the last questions was, what would be a good thing for her to remind me of when i need motivation....again i rejected my first thought in favor of being more active with my grands. I did my first work-out, was panting and heart was beating....but it did feel good.
So looks like i will puffing and panting, hot and sweaty.......hopefully in more ways than one!
hugs abby
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Who made me say...text...that??
I think most of us have had the experience where, as certain words come out of out mouths, we wish we could just grab them back, but they seem to have a life of their own. Happened to me yesterday morning, only we were texting, it was early morning, and a recall or erase button on my phone would have been handy.
Remember i have been away from Master for almost 2 weeks....not a good excuse, but it does get harder as time goes on. I text Master a good morning before i get out of bed, as always, and i add that i will be going to mom's later that morning. (that has pretty much been my routine). Master's reply is...And.....
......And probably a grocery run (figuring maybe what He wants is what about the rest of my day)
......And.... (guess He wants something else...)
....No panties (my task for today)
.....And that is going to keep you focused all day... (i gulp....He's noticed that i am starting to tell and not ask, as in yesterday).
....Doubt it but i will try (an honest answer)
....Then do something else! (ut oh, an exclamation point, i need to get more serious)
....OK, i will think of something if i need to (this is where the recall button was needed)
....Oh, you need to...
...I will let you know what i decide (where is that erase button?)
....and I will let you know if it is acceptable
....Fine (need both the recall and erase for this one)....Yes Sir
,,,,,Care to re-phrase that
....Yes Sir , i will let you know if i decide on something extra (yes, i am digging that hole of mine deeper)
....No, you will find something extra
....May i have a no panty day and wear the ribbon collar for You, Sir? ( Yes, even i know that i have dug a deep enough hole.)
....Yes you may
....You win, I give (sort of an apology)
....Very true
And so started my day....
hugs abby
Remember i have been away from Master for almost 2 weeks....not a good excuse, but it does get harder as time goes on. I text Master a good morning before i get out of bed, as always, and i add that i will be going to mom's later that morning. (that has pretty much been my routine). Master's reply is...And.....
......And probably a grocery run (figuring maybe what He wants is what about the rest of my day)
......And.... (guess He wants something else...)
....No panties (my task for today)
.....And that is going to keep you focused all day... (i gulp....He's noticed that i am starting to tell and not ask, as in yesterday).
....Doubt it but i will try (an honest answer)
....Then do something else! (ut oh, an exclamation point, i need to get more serious)
....OK, i will think of something if i need to (this is where the recall button was needed)
....Oh, you need to...
...I will let you know what i decide (where is that erase button?)
....and I will let you know if it is acceptable
....Fine (need both the recall and erase for this one)....Yes Sir
,,,,,Care to re-phrase that
....Yes Sir , i will let you know if i decide on something extra (yes, i am digging that hole of mine deeper)
....No, you will find something extra
....May i have a no panty day and wear the ribbon collar for You, Sir? ( Yes, even i know that i have dug a deep enough hole.)
....Yes you may
....You win, I give (sort of an apology)
....Very true
And so started my day....
hugs abby
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
From grandma to nursemaid...
I have spent the last week wearing my grandma hat, enjoying special times with a 4 year old who is going on 13, and an almost 2 year old, who i guarantee could make you smile no matter what kind of day you are having. We did crafts, colored, had dance parties, went to a museum, cooked, and i became familiar with "Paw Patrol" and " Agent Oso". Of the 7 days, 4 of them were very snowy.....but at least i had great company to stay in and have fun with.
I am now at my sister's playing nursemaid...i can already tell it will not be as much fun! Her surgery went very well (thank you all for the good wishes), her recovery consists of good and bad days, which i think is pretty normal for most people. Part of each day will be spent with my mom and getting done whatever she needs. It is good for me...for us...to have this time.
As for Master, He is keeping me in check, long distance style. I have my 'tool box' of things that remind me that distance does not change my submission. He also likes to surprise me....Last week, when i asked for permission to go out for lunch one day, the reply was.....salad and water. He has never told me what to order. Yes, i was surprised! I figured the salad was non-negotiable, and i do regularly have salad for lunch. But, i am an iced tea addict. I drink it with meals and all day. So i asked for iced tea......i was able to order lemon with my water. Yesterday, He asked me how i was going to serve Him during the day....a fairly common question. I do a task for Him each day....a no panty day, some corner time, wearing ankle cuffs all day...it varies. I was in sort of a hurry when He asked, so i said a no panty day, which is usually acceptable. Not yesterday, He wanted something else, something more. As i was trying to come up with something, He told me to make a collar out of yarn or ribbon and wear it all day. I did manage to find some ribbon, and sent Him a picture of my 'collar'. We have never discussed collars, so i was surprised at His suggestion I was also told to wear it to bed, but could remove it....and keep it handy....before my shower today.
Now that i am not busy with the grands, i should have more time to check in on all of you....
hugs abby
I am now at my sister's playing nursemaid...i can already tell it will not be as much fun! Her surgery went very well (thank you all for the good wishes), her recovery consists of good and bad days, which i think is pretty normal for most people. Part of each day will be spent with my mom and getting done whatever she needs. It is good for me...for us...to have this time.
As for Master, He is keeping me in check, long distance style. I have my 'tool box' of things that remind me that distance does not change my submission. He also likes to surprise me....Last week, when i asked for permission to go out for lunch one day, the reply was.....salad and water. He has never told me what to order. Yes, i was surprised! I figured the salad was non-negotiable, and i do regularly have salad for lunch. But, i am an iced tea addict. I drink it with meals and all day. So i asked for iced tea......i was able to order lemon with my water. Yesterday, He asked me how i was going to serve Him during the day....a fairly common question. I do a task for Him each day....a no panty day, some corner time, wearing ankle cuffs all day...it varies. I was in sort of a hurry when He asked, so i said a no panty day, which is usually acceptable. Not yesterday, He wanted something else, something more. As i was trying to come up with something, He told me to make a collar out of yarn or ribbon and wear it all day. I did manage to find some ribbon, and sent Him a picture of my 'collar'. We have never discussed collars, so i was surprised at His suggestion I was also told to wear it to bed, but could remove it....and keep it handy....before my shower today.
Now that i am not busy with the grands, i should have more time to check in on all of you....
hugs abby
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
That other 's' word......
My last post was all about stubborn.....this one focuses more on submission....i am sitting here with a throbbing bottom, but totally focused on being my best submissive self.
I did not feel well yesterday, so M/M day did not happen...i am better today, and expected maintenance....what i got was so much more. After some chat, hugs and my naked kneeling, i was over Master's lap. He had the maintenance paddle out, but instead of using it, He asked me a few questions. Why did i not send in a report yesterday....how many days did i exercise last week, what happened to Saturday and Sunday...i did not have good answers.
It's been a long time since Master gave me a good scolding. When i was teaching, there were times i wanted to invite Him into my classroom...He would have even the tough junior boys saying Yes Sir! He was very disappointed that i have been concentrating more on my stubbornness and less on my submissiveness. He understands that getting 'hot and sweaty' is not something i want to do, not something i like to do, not something i have done in a very long time. I need to stop thinking of it in those terms, and think of it as something i am doing....because He wants me to. It is serving Him, maybe in the purest form, not with something i enjoy....but only because it is what He wants. Submission is not always supposed to be easy and fun.....i need to stop thinking "I" and start thinking Him.
That was the gist....when He was done, i was looking at the past week, in a very different light. He then asked if i was expecting a basement visit yesterday. I said no...He said it was His plan, a basement visit and no play time....
He asked if i wanted to get to the basement today...i said, "no Sir". He said that is where we are going, you need to be re-focused and we have not been there in a long time. (over a year....basements are for Punishment). I did start to try to talk Him out of it, but i was told to get up, and get down there. He pulled out a chair, had me over His lap....better than leaning over the chair....and continued His scolding as He spanked...HARD. I think the first set was 50....and I was vocal almost from the beginning. He stopped and i immediately said , in a very small voice, i am sorry Sir. That got me some rubbing, and we chatted about His expectations. Then it was round 2, another 50, they seemed harder, but maybe my bottom was just very sore to start with. The tears were in my eyes, a rare thing, i seemed to be in a cloud of pain. Finally He stops.
He asks if that was the worse basement punishment ever....and i have to be honest..no, there have been much worse. Master has much bigger and heavier paddles. He reminds me that 2 visits in a row means He did not do a good enough job, the first time.....He will not make that mistake the second time. He then tells me if this were yesterday , i would be sent home with no play time.....wet and wanting. But since i am leaving tomorrow, He will give me a choice. Either i can leave now since my bottom is already very sore, or i can go upstairs, kneel, and wait for my maintenance spanking and then some play time, my choice. I don't even have to think about it, i ask for maintenance....and head upstairs.
Master joins me, and i get my weekly maintenance spanking, and yes it hurts a LOT more than what maintenance usually feels like. Master finishes, i apologize again, He reminds me, one of the good things about spanking, is once a punishment is over, it is over....clean slate. He reaches is to check how the rest of me is doing.....and says with a laugh, i think this is the wettest i have seen you in a while. His magic fingers feel so good, i try to hang on.....but all too soon i just have to ask.....and permissions are granted.
We spend some quiet time, chatting with Master reminding me that i am His, that He will not give up......that He cherishes me, but also that my submission is about Him...what He wants....it is a reminder that i 'sorely' needed....and received.
Tomorrow i am leaving for a couple weeks. First stop is my son's ....a 4 year old drama queen and an almost 2 year old with the greatest grin. The younger one calls me mom..always has. She calls her mother mommy, so she knows we are different...but as much as her older sister and cousins...and her parents....tell her i am grandma...she looks at me and grins, and calls me mom....i love it! Four beautiful little ones with so much in common, yet each becoming their own individual person. I am so blest to be a part of that!
I will then be travelling to my home town. My sister is having surgery, so she will need help...and she is the one who does everything for my mom. So I will also be getting mom to appointments, and checking on her. I am flying both ways, i really hope i do not get stuck in a connecting airport...wish me luck!
hugs abby
I did not feel well yesterday, so M/M day did not happen...i am better today, and expected maintenance....what i got was so much more. After some chat, hugs and my naked kneeling, i was over Master's lap. He had the maintenance paddle out, but instead of using it, He asked me a few questions. Why did i not send in a report yesterday....how many days did i exercise last week, what happened to Saturday and Sunday...i did not have good answers.
It's been a long time since Master gave me a good scolding. When i was teaching, there were times i wanted to invite Him into my classroom...He would have even the tough junior boys saying Yes Sir! He was very disappointed that i have been concentrating more on my stubbornness and less on my submissiveness. He understands that getting 'hot and sweaty' is not something i want to do, not something i like to do, not something i have done in a very long time. I need to stop thinking of it in those terms, and think of it as something i am doing....because He wants me to. It is serving Him, maybe in the purest form, not with something i enjoy....but only because it is what He wants. Submission is not always supposed to be easy and fun.....i need to stop thinking "I" and start thinking Him.
That was the gist....when He was done, i was looking at the past week, in a very different light. He then asked if i was expecting a basement visit yesterday. I said no...He said it was His plan, a basement visit and no play time....
He asked if i wanted to get to the basement today...i said, "no Sir". He said that is where we are going, you need to be re-focused and we have not been there in a long time. (over a year....basements are for Punishment). I did start to try to talk Him out of it, but i was told to get up, and get down there. He pulled out a chair, had me over His lap....better than leaning over the chair....and continued His scolding as He spanked...HARD. I think the first set was 50....and I was vocal almost from the beginning. He stopped and i immediately said , in a very small voice, i am sorry Sir. That got me some rubbing, and we chatted about His expectations. Then it was round 2, another 50, they seemed harder, but maybe my bottom was just very sore to start with. The tears were in my eyes, a rare thing, i seemed to be in a cloud of pain. Finally He stops.
He asks if that was the worse basement punishment ever....and i have to be honest..no, there have been much worse. Master has much bigger and heavier paddles. He reminds me that 2 visits in a row means He did not do a good enough job, the first time.....He will not make that mistake the second time. He then tells me if this were yesterday , i would be sent home with no play time.....wet and wanting. But since i am leaving tomorrow, He will give me a choice. Either i can leave now since my bottom is already very sore, or i can go upstairs, kneel, and wait for my maintenance spanking and then some play time, my choice. I don't even have to think about it, i ask for maintenance....and head upstairs.
Master joins me, and i get my weekly maintenance spanking, and yes it hurts a LOT more than what maintenance usually feels like. Master finishes, i apologize again, He reminds me, one of the good things about spanking, is once a punishment is over, it is over....clean slate. He reaches is to check how the rest of me is doing.....and says with a laugh, i think this is the wettest i have seen you in a while. His magic fingers feel so good, i try to hang on.....but all too soon i just have to ask.....and permissions are granted.
We spend some quiet time, chatting with Master reminding me that i am His, that He will not give up......that He cherishes me, but also that my submission is about Him...what He wants....it is a reminder that i 'sorely' needed....and received.
Tomorrow i am leaving for a couple weeks. First stop is my son's ....a 4 year old drama queen and an almost 2 year old with the greatest grin. The younger one calls me mom..always has. She calls her mother mommy, so she knows we are different...but as much as her older sister and cousins...and her parents....tell her i am grandma...she looks at me and grins, and calls me mom....i love it! Four beautiful little ones with so much in common, yet each becoming their own individual person. I am so blest to be a part of that!
I will then be travelling to my home town. My sister is having surgery, so she will need help...and she is the one who does everything for my mom. So I will also be getting mom to appointments, and checking on her. I am flying both ways, i really hope i do not get stuck in a connecting airport...wish me luck!
hugs abby
Saturday, February 8, 2014
Stubborn... who me????
Meeting Master has brought a lot of firsts into my life. The one that was among the biggest surprises was....that He could 'out-stubborn' me. Being stubborn has its advantages, as a mommy, as a junior high teacher, as the oldest sibling........but not so much as a submissive. We have discussed the fact that, until He came into my life, i was the most stubborn person I knew.
Notice i wrote knew....not know. I learned....the hard way....that Master could and would out-stubborn me. He says what He means, and means what he says. He is always fair, and wants what is best for me...i have not doubt about that, but He also wants what He wants. For a while now, things have been going pretty smoothly...some reminders of His expectations, but no major punishments, no real struggle with rules. Until recently....
The thing is, this is a stupid thing to get stubborn about. Master and i have talked a lot about exercising lately...me toning up, getting more limber, more stamina, just in general feeling better. Before Master and i started discussing it, i was thinking i needed to get started with the exercise again. My last surgery really did me in....2 months of doing very little except being tired and trying to recover. I want and need to get back into making progress with my well being...except i just can't seem to do it.
Master wants me to get hot and sweaty 5 times a week....yes not 5 times a month Fiona! LOL. I don't do hot and sweaty well, but i know it is what is needed. So this week i did exercise a couple of times...and got .....warm. When Master asked this afternoon how the exercise was going....i tried to avoid replying. He was getting me hot and sweaty....but for a much better reason than exercising....
He told me, i would not get a permission til i answered. A couple minutes later, i quietly answered.....slowly. We had been playing, so there were a few paddles nearby...He picked up the heaviest one...a shamrock shaped one, and proceeded to add 50 hard spanks to an already tender bottom. He asked if He had made His point...I replied I hope so. He asked me what happens if He has to 'remind' me a second time.....i know what happens He ups the 'ante'.....it will be 100.
He tells me He will go to whatever lengths necessary to motivate me, and reminds me....that i am no longer the 'stubbornest' person that i know. I should be totally convinced and ready to do whatever it takes....i really should be........
hugs abby
Notice i wrote knew....not know. I learned....the hard way....that Master could and would out-stubborn me. He says what He means, and means what he says. He is always fair, and wants what is best for me...i have not doubt about that, but He also wants what He wants. For a while now, things have been going pretty smoothly...some reminders of His expectations, but no major punishments, no real struggle with rules. Until recently....
The thing is, this is a stupid thing to get stubborn about. Master and i have talked a lot about exercising lately...me toning up, getting more limber, more stamina, just in general feeling better. Before Master and i started discussing it, i was thinking i needed to get started with the exercise again. My last surgery really did me in....2 months of doing very little except being tired and trying to recover. I want and need to get back into making progress with my well being...except i just can't seem to do it.
Master wants me to get hot and sweaty 5 times a week....yes not 5 times a month Fiona! LOL. I don't do hot and sweaty well, but i know it is what is needed. So this week i did exercise a couple of times...and got .....warm. When Master asked this afternoon how the exercise was going....i tried to avoid replying. He was getting me hot and sweaty....but for a much better reason than exercising....
He told me, i would not get a permission til i answered. A couple minutes later, i quietly answered.....slowly. We had been playing, so there were a few paddles nearby...He picked up the heaviest one...a shamrock shaped one, and proceeded to add 50 hard spanks to an already tender bottom. He asked if He had made His point...I replied I hope so. He asked me what happens if He has to 'remind' me a second time.....i know what happens He ups the 'ante'.....it will be 100.
He tells me He will go to whatever lengths necessary to motivate me, and reminds me....that i am no longer the 'stubbornest' person that i know. I should be totally convinced and ready to do whatever it takes....i really should be........
hugs abby
Thursday, February 6, 2014
A morning laugh
Found this one on facebook this morning....Gave me a laugh to start the day!
Have a good day all...
hugs abby
Have a good day all...
hugs abby
Monday, February 3, 2014
Harder Play Monday
Master and i were not overly interested in the Super Bowl this year. To make watching the game more interesting ( have to watch to see the ads...), Master suggested a wager. He let me pick the team...I went with the Bronco's. I suggested that if Bronco's win i get to pick the toys for harder play Monday, if Seattle wins He can choose (which is what happens anyway). Master agreed, then added, whenever Seattle is ahead, i will need to be watching with my plug in my bottom. I figured i had an even chance of not having to use the plug at all.....Those of you who watched are now laughing...Seattle recovered a fumble and scored...in the first 20 seconds. Yes, i had to wear the darn thing for the whole game......
After the game, i asked for permission to remove the plug. Permission granted, and Master added that He was very proud of me. Words that will make most submissives melt. I thanked Him , but was a little puzzled at what i had done. He told me, i had not whined nor complained, did not ask to end the bet at half time, or to change the bet. He added since i was so good, He would let me pick out 2 of the 'toys' for harder play Monday. I may have lost the bet, but i felt like i won!
Today, was the first 'harder play Monday'. Master had toys lined up and asks what 2 toys i had decided on.....the flogger ( no surprise there), and His crop were my choices. After my naked kneeling, i am over His lap for a hand warm-up. Master mentions that it is also Maintenance Monday, I am surprised as i figured that maintenance would be tabled for today...yeah and i thought the Bronco's might win.
Master has me stand and bend over legs, spread, bottom out, He picks up the acrylic paddle, and announces that it is time for maintenance. I look at him...He says, harder play Monday also means harder maintenance. He starts in , a set on one cheek, then the other cheek, and finally a set that covers both cheeks. Yes, they hurt, and i am trying to keep breathing. Next i feel the sting of the cane. After the acrylic paddle, my bottom is very warmed up, making the sting bearable. Then i feel the cane swish on my back, i stay in place, but voice a loud OUCH....that hurts. Master says, i bet it does, and gives me 5 more.
Master announces large strap time. This is one of my favorites, and on a fully warmed bottom, i am relaxing into each spank, and can feel myself getting much wetter. Master then moves to my back, this is a first, and i feel a line of fire on my back. Next, it is crop time. Master alternates, cheeks, and then concentrates on one spot for a flurry of spanks, which He repeats on several spots. He then nicely asks me if i would like to stand and stretch... i would. As soon as i am standing I am told to put my hands behind my head. Master takes one breast and crops it, ending with taps on the nipple...repeat on other breast. Master then tells me to hold out my hands, palm up. Master has done this a couple times, and i have moved my hands away both times. Master smack them each twice, and i manage to not move them. I am then told to sit, and spread my legs as far apart as i can. Masters says if i close my legs, my thighs will be cropped. Master is spanking my pussy, and i am dripping. I start to close my legs once, stop myself, but still get a smack on each one.
Finally it is flogger time! Master reminds me that this is not a play,,,but a hard play day....that includes the flogger. He then says that He thinks that 100 is a good number. I am pretty mellow by now, and the flogger is pushing me to that zone where i am floating, and in another place. Master gets to 100, and rubs and massages my back, bringing me back to Him.
Master has me kneel, and i look up, hoping to get His permission to suck His cock...He nods....and i am enjoying His scent, His feel, His taste.
After some snuggling time, we discuss the 'dreaded exercise' plan. He expects me to get hot and sweaty....and not the good kind....at least 5 days a week. I will do a variety of things...i plan on trying an all woman's gym for the month of March ( I have a goupon) and see how it goes, will dust off the wii, use my daughter's elliptical, and walk at a track at the local community center (til the snow melts...), a variety, unless i find one thing i want to stick with.....
More snow and cold on the way.....
hugs abby
After the game, i asked for permission to remove the plug. Permission granted, and Master added that He was very proud of me. Words that will make most submissives melt. I thanked Him , but was a little puzzled at what i had done. He told me, i had not whined nor complained, did not ask to end the bet at half time, or to change the bet. He added since i was so good, He would let me pick out 2 of the 'toys' for harder play Monday. I may have lost the bet, but i felt like i won!
Today, was the first 'harder play Monday'. Master had toys lined up and asks what 2 toys i had decided on.....the flogger ( no surprise there), and His crop were my choices. After my naked kneeling, i am over His lap for a hand warm-up. Master mentions that it is also Maintenance Monday, I am surprised as i figured that maintenance would be tabled for today...yeah and i thought the Bronco's might win.
Master has me stand and bend over legs, spread, bottom out, He picks up the acrylic paddle, and announces that it is time for maintenance. I look at him...He says, harder play Monday also means harder maintenance. He starts in , a set on one cheek, then the other cheek, and finally a set that covers both cheeks. Yes, they hurt, and i am trying to keep breathing. Next i feel the sting of the cane. After the acrylic paddle, my bottom is very warmed up, making the sting bearable. Then i feel the cane swish on my back, i stay in place, but voice a loud OUCH....that hurts. Master says, i bet it does, and gives me 5 more.
Master announces large strap time. This is one of my favorites, and on a fully warmed bottom, i am relaxing into each spank, and can feel myself getting much wetter. Master then moves to my back, this is a first, and i feel a line of fire on my back. Next, it is crop time. Master alternates, cheeks, and then concentrates on one spot for a flurry of spanks, which He repeats on several spots. He then nicely asks me if i would like to stand and stretch... i would. As soon as i am standing I am told to put my hands behind my head. Master takes one breast and crops it, ending with taps on the nipple...repeat on other breast. Master then tells me to hold out my hands, palm up. Master has done this a couple times, and i have moved my hands away both times. Master smack them each twice, and i manage to not move them. I am then told to sit, and spread my legs as far apart as i can. Masters says if i close my legs, my thighs will be cropped. Master is spanking my pussy, and i am dripping. I start to close my legs once, stop myself, but still get a smack on each one.
Finally it is flogger time! Master reminds me that this is not a play,,,but a hard play day....that includes the flogger. He then says that He thinks that 100 is a good number. I am pretty mellow by now, and the flogger is pushing me to that zone where i am floating, and in another place. Master gets to 100, and rubs and massages my back, bringing me back to Him.
Master has me kneel, and i look up, hoping to get His permission to suck His cock...He nods....and i am enjoying His scent, His feel, His taste.
After some snuggling time, we discuss the 'dreaded exercise' plan. He expects me to get hot and sweaty....and not the good kind....at least 5 days a week. I will do a variety of things...i plan on trying an all woman's gym for the month of March ( I have a goupon) and see how it goes, will dust off the wii, use my daughter's elliptical, and walk at a track at the local community center (til the snow melts...), a variety, unless i find one thing i want to stick with.....
More snow and cold on the way.....
hugs abby
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Love Spanks is coming!!!!!!
Announcing Love Spanks 2014!
When two grown-ups love each other, someone might get a spanking!
How would you like a brand-new Kindle Fire or Nook HD or another prize from a pool valued at over $1,000?
How about free stories from award-winning authors?
This Valentine’s Day, you can participate in a short story extravaganza! F/F authors will showcase romance, paranormal, sci-fi, fantasy and spanking fiction for your enjoyment. Chat with your favorite authors, meet new-to-you authors, find great new books, and meet new friends!
Want to become a Love Spanks ambassador and earn an extra prize entry? See below!
Even better, participation could earn you a GRAND PRIZE!
- Kindle Fire or Nook HD (winner’s choice)!
(donated by Blushing Books) - Book cover plus author promotional package for one F/F book(donated by Fantasia Frog Designs)
- Custom social media package for a F/F author(donated by The Cover Artisan)
- Pre-publication consultation of a F/F manuscript up to 15K(donated by Wizards in Publishing)
- Beginning Domestic Discipline Boot Camp package:
2 books and a 6-month online couple membership
(donated by Learning Domestic Discipline) - Three-month membership to Discipline and Desire
- $50 gift certificate to Amazon(donated by Beachwalk Press)
- $25 gift certificate to Evernight Publishing
(donated by the same) - $10 gift certificate to Amazon
(donated by Read the Rainbow) - $10 gift certificate to All Romance Ebooks
(donated by the same) - Custom-made wooden paddle*
(donated by Blondie’s Place)
*Available to US and Canada participants only - Author spotlight feature(donated by VC Erotica)
- Author feature(donated by Fallen Over Book Reviews)
- Author spotlight feature(donated by Erzabet’s Enchantments)
- Book Bundles from:
Bold Strokes Books
Breathless Press
Coming Together
Decadent Publishing
JMS Books
Jolynn Raymond
Library of Spanking Fiction
Loose Id
Phaze Books
Ylva Publishing
Plus, the first 50 Love Spankers will receive a copy of The Bodyguard by Saranna DeWylde!
Free books for all Love Spankers!
- Vampire’s Bard by Kate Richards
- First of May by Caitlin Ricci
Many authors also will offer a contest on their individual blogs. Your comment on their blogs automatically enters you in both the main contest and the individual contests!
What’s the catch? Absolutely nothing! We love writing for you and want to thank you for your readership. Perhaps someone might get a spanking or two, but that’s a reward rather than a catch, right? 
Here are the rules:
- Visit each blog between Friday, February 7 and Sunday, February 9 to read the posted stories and excerpts.
- Leave a comment answering the story question on each blog. You will receive one entry per blog for the grand prize drawing. You will also be automatically entered in that author’s individual contest, if she has one.
- If you have visited all of the blogs, visit Ana’s blog to sign up for FIVE bonus entries to the grand prize.
Deadline is midnight EST (UTC -5) on February 9!! - If you successfully completed a previous challenge (Spank or Treat 2013, Spankee Doodle 2013, Love Spanks 2013, or Spank or Treat 2012), you may add “VIP” to your comments. You will earn THREE bonus entries toward the grand prize. (Yes, we will be doing this again. Yes, if you successfully complete the Love Spanks 2014 challenge you can become a VIP for our next activity!)
- If you are a F/F author or thinking of becoming one, please add “FF” to your comments. That way, your name will be entered in the special F/F author prize drawings.
- Visit any of the participating blogs on Friday, February 14 to find out the lucky winners. Will it be you?
Like these events? Want to support your friendly F/F authors? Become a Love Spanks 2014 Ambassador! In exchange for promoting this event, you will receive one extra prize entry, AND you are still eligible to participate and win prizes!
To find out the details, contact Head Ambassador Tara Finnegan at tarafinneganromance at gmail dot com, with the subject line “Love Spanks Ambassador.”
For more information, updates, and a list of participating authors, please visit:
Join the fun, read some great stories...and maybe win a prize!!!!
hugs abby
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