The last of the grands left this morning. What was to be a 5 day visit turned into 8 days.....grandma's house is just too much fun! I so love watching the four grands....they have so much fun together. We dyed eggs, had an egg hunt...yes with snow on the ground....bundled up and went to the zoo, to a children's museum, a couple indoor play areas, made cookies, wrote books, and more....we all slept soundly at night.
Master and i celebrated having some just 'us' time this afternoon. Master gives me that look...what are you still dressed and not kneeling ....look. I remedy that, and Master is claiming me, reminding me that this grandma is also His submissive. I feel myself calming, breathing, relaxing. I am re-focusing from grandma to submissive.
Master helps me up and over His lap. He starts with His hand, as i relax and enjoy the warm-up. We are chatting about the highlights of the past week, when Master switches to His little, but mighty, paddle. Conversation stops, it has been over a week since my last spanking, and i am squirming. Quickly i become vocal.....as Master is telling me He is just starting. He stops after a set...of maybe 50...to rub and tell me i need to relax and concentrate on accepting, and focusing the spanks to where they will be the most 'beneficial'.
He 'checks'....and insists that i am doing too much complaining, considering the 'evidence' He is finding. A second, harder set, and i am struggling...after i calm, Master warns me that the third set will be the hardest. I have finally reached that place of acceptance, where i am breathing and still, i can start to feel my moistness. Master congratulates me on how well i did with that last set, 'a good, hard paddling'...His words, since i would never use the words good and hard paddling in the same sentence.
Master's fingers are roaming, and i am enjoying every touch. I can feel myself starting to drip, Master is reminding me that i need a permission first...and that i should be thanking Him for my paddling. I move to my knees and proceed to let Him know, that i am thankful for the paddling...mostly for the fact that is is over and we have moved on to more pleasurable activities. Master stops me, and tells me i can finish later...He is not finished with me. I quickly rise......
...and i hear.....bend over legs far apart, bottom out. He is holding His cane. He tells me He has been waiting all week to cane me. He gives me one set, stops and traces the welts, and moves in soothes me with His body....then a second set, more soothing. I am hoping that He is done, when i hear ask me for a third harder set, i hesitate, but i have learned this is not a game i can win...so i ask. The third set is 12 hard ones...very hard....when He stops He once again traces the welts and tells me how hot my bottom is, and how He loves the feel of it.
Since i only thanked Him for the paddling, He suggests i now thank Him for my caning....i enthusiastically get into position. I do love His scent, His feel, His taste....and i am also pretty happy that the caning is over and am ready to move on to another activity.
Master soon has me panting, and begging for permissions...and screaming. When i have had enough and Master is bringing me back to reality He asks....remember that quiet girl who never would have thought of screaming or being loud. I chuckle, and say i do...and i am very happy to leave her behind.
I am going to try and to some catching up with all of you this weekend....
hugs abby
Friday, April 10, 2015
Thursday, April 2, 2015
Happy Easter!
I know i am a little early, but the kiddos decided everyone should be at grandma's for Easter. My son and family is on his way, and will stay til Monday...He usually makes a plan and sticks to it. My daughter and family will arrive sometime tomorrow and leave sometime next week....she rarely makes a plan..and when she does, rarely sticks to it. It will be lots of fun, i love watching the grands. For the most part they get along very well....they are 7,
5 1/2, almost 3, and soon to be 4. The two older ones are like best friends when they are together...if only the adults always behaved as well....
It was 60 degrees here today :):):). So nice, it has been a very very long time getting here. One would think it would stick around, but according to the predictions, we will be snow covered on Sunday....UGH...we will be having our egg hunt inside.
Master has been on a mission to keep my bottom sore for as many days in a row as possible. Last weekend before i left, He paddled my bottom hard... with 3 different paddles.
He welcomed me home with another paddling, that i was squirming from early on....I was still sore from the previous paddling. Today, He re-lit the sensation again, saying He thinks He notices a difference in me when my bottom is on the tender side. Depending on how long the kids stay....His streak may be over.
I hope that spring is springing up where you are....enjoy the weekend.
hugs abby
5 1/2, almost 3, and soon to be 4. The two older ones are like best friends when they are together...if only the adults always behaved as well....
It was 60 degrees here today :):):). So nice, it has been a very very long time getting here. One would think it would stick around, but according to the predictions, we will be snow covered on Sunday....UGH...we will be having our egg hunt inside.
Master has been on a mission to keep my bottom sore for as many days in a row as possible. Last weekend before i left, He paddled my bottom hard... with 3 different paddles.
He welcomed me home with another paddling, that i was squirming from early on....I was still sore from the previous paddling. Today, He re-lit the sensation again, saying He thinks He notices a difference in me when my bottom is on the tender side. Depending on how long the kids stay....His streak may be over.
I hope that spring is springing up where you are....enjoy the weekend.
hugs abby
Monday, March 30, 2015
Real Neat Blogger.....
Thank you Fiona for the nomination.....
The rules are...
1. Put the award logo on your post.
2. Answer 7 questions asked by the person who nominated you.
3. Nominate any number of bloggers you would like, linking to their blogs.
4. Let them know you nominated them.
Fiona's questions are:
1. What scares you the most about TTWD, and conversely what are you most gratified about your journey through TTWD.
WOW....Fiona does not start off with an easy question. What scares me the most is the feeling of neediness that is always there, but occasionally seems over-whelming. When i met Master, i was not looking for a D/s relationship, i was a totally in-charge of every part of my life. Fortunately, He sensed that baby steps were necessary. I still remember when i first admitted to myself how much i was coming to need Him. It scared me, i even asked Him...how much is too much, what if i need You to much. He said there was no such limit, and if there was, i was not even close. It took me a long time to accept that and to realize that part of what feeds my submission is that neediness...the need to please Him, the need to belong to Him. Do i understand it yet....no, but i am closer to accepting it. There are still times when it throws me for a loop, and i get overwhelmed, but i have learned to lean in more during those times, and let Him fill my need.
I am most gratified about.....hmmmm....i guess the feeling of total acceptance that i get from Master. He accepts all of me, and nourishes every part of me. He has helped me to accept myself.
2. What is your favorite tradition surrounding your birthday, or surrounding a holiday you like?
My family believes that traditions are an important part of every holiday. My favorite birthday tradition is a fairly new one....a birthday spanking.
3. If you are home alone, is there music playing, a television on, or just quiet?
During the day, music is almost always in the background. All the oldie stuff. I listen while i clean, when i take a crossword break, it is often in the background if i am reading. Evenings i am usually watching whatever i have on the DVR.
4. If you were 18, found your blog and read it, what would your reaction be?
I attended an all girls Catholic high school, and was the quiet, conservative one in the family. I probably would have been incredulous, that anyone would be willing to submit to another person. I hope, that as i read through the years, i would also see the contentment, happiness and love that exists. And, since i am 18...i would probably pay most attention to the sex parts, maybe even taking notes...LOL.
5. What is your favorite book, movie and song?
My favorite book when i was teaching was "The Giver", and i have to stick with it. I saw the movie last year, and enjoyed how it was interpreted . One of the best books i have read recently is "Learning to Swim" by Sara Henry. A movie would have to be either "Wizard of Oz" or "Sound of Music". Song....Jeremiah Was a Bull Frog...by 3 Dog Nite. It was my go to drinking song while in college and heard it in concerts many times.
6. What qualities, do you think, that your significant other is most attracted to in you? My submissiveness is an obvious choice. My sense of humor...we share a rather quirky one of those, my willingness to try new things, the fun i have with and create for the grands, and that i believe and try to live...if you have been given much, you have a duty to give back.
7. What is your favorite toy to make you cum...what is a fantasy with that toy?
Well, judging by yesterday....my purple vibrator, with the little nub on one side, and different speeds, all being controlled by Master.
Fantasy......hmm......Master warms me up with a long hand spanking, and then treats me to a session with many of the leather toys. He keeps checking and stirring the 'honey pot' until even i can here myself sloshing and feel myself dripping. He then tells me to kneel and pleasure Him first, and as i lick and suck and enjoy, i can feel the moisture plopping down onto the floor......I am told to kneel, head down, bottom up, and Master uses my toy, to bring me to the edge, pulls out...and teases me again...and again, until i am begging for a permission. I finally hear.....cum for me....and i do...again and again...until i am just laying there, letting the tremors end.
My seven questions are.....
1. Romance is in the air....what do you plan for your evening, night?
2. You find a lamp, rub it....and the genie appears! What are your three wishes...wishes that pertain to you and your life.
3. What is a 'kinky' toy, that you would love to add to your toy box?
4. What is our favorite holiday...why?
5. Where is the most unusual place you have had sex?
6. A day at a spa, a day shopping, or a day in sitting around watching old movies?
7. Your favorite dessert to eat...to make?
I am supposed to nominate others, but i am going to break the rule. If you are reading here, consider yourself nominated...at the very least you have an idea for a post. If you have already been nominated, and want to answer these in a post....please do. I think it would be fun for us to answer each other's questions also...
hugs abby
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Autumn's Question.....
I am off to surprise my grand-daughter tomorrow...she turns 7. I told her we would celebrate when she is here next weekend, but i have not missed her real birthday yet, so i will surprise her when i pick her up from school. It's a quick trip...be back on Sunday.
Master decided He wanted me sitting on a still sore ...or at least a tingly bottom during the drive. Using His hand, a small paddle, a leather paddle, the acrylic paddle, and a final 12 with the 'my paddleman' paddle i gave Him for Christmas (what was i thinking??)...i am pretty sure He achieved His goal. Of course then, He gave me a reason to hurry back....one that required a couple permissions...
Autumn asked....Do you remember a particular time when a spanking or discipline session was very awkward or just did not work? How did you overcome it both in the moment, and later in conversation?
I do recall a discipline session that did not go smoothly. Master is usually very good at reading me, but for a number of reasons this time.....
This was maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I had earned a Punishment session. It was a Monday...and one of those days when nothing goes as planned. We both like to get these over with, so neither one of us was happy with the delay, but even Master occasionally does not always get His way.
He told me it would happen Tuesday, after lunch. I reminded Him that i had a book club meeting at 3 that afternoon, He said sitting would not be fun. Tuesday morning He told me as soon as He could get out of work He would call or text. I expected to hear from Him around noon......then it was 1.....then 2. By then i was getting angry, part of it was i hate waiting and thinking about a punishment, but also...i had started an inner conversation. Along the lines of....He knows i have book club, He is going to make me late, is this part of the punishment..that is so unfair... is this a test to see if i will wait...and so on...
I debated about calling and saying i could not make it to book club, but did not want to do that. A little after 2 He sends me a text asking what am i doing. I exploded internally..what did He think, was this a test of my submission...I am waiting to hear from Him. I text back that i am waiting...He tells me 10 minutes. (I live about 5 minutes from the library).
As soon as i see Him, i ask...not exactly in a calm, respectful voice.....no hello...just a...So is this some kind of test?...He looks at me in disbelief, but says let's get this over with, so you can go to book club, and holds open the basement door. I stomp down the stairs, pull down my pants and lean over the chair. He uses His big paddle ball paddle, and spanks HARD....i just take them, ouching loudly,but just wanting it to be over. He is done, tells me i may get up, i quickly pull up my parts, and mumble under my breath, but just enough so He can hear...did i pass your test, i can't believe all this just because...as i am stomping back up the stairs.
When i get to the top He tells me to stop. I do, but do not turn to face Him. He says..i guess i did not do a good enough job, come back down here. Now i knew even then, that not doing a good enough job...means He intends to spank me harder this time. I just stand there...and i hear Him say again...i am waiting for You. In the span of probably a minute, i look at the door and think ...i should just leave...but just as quickly i also know...leaving will not solve anything....we need to get back on the same page.
So, very slowly i walk back down those steps, thinking i will never be able to sit still at book club...i have never had a double Punishment spanking in one day...never mind in about 5 minutes. I approach the chair, waiting to be told, to put my pants down and bend over, when...He takes my by the hand as He sits down and pulls me on His lap. He wraps His arms around me, pulls me in, and start to talk quietly into my ear. Telling me how proud His is of me and how much my submission pleases Him, how much He cares for me. He continues until i am melting into Him.
He then says, time for the rest of your punishment, i stand and He tells me to go to book club, but to be sure that the chair i sit in is hard, not padded. Yes, in spite of the past hour..He makes me smile, as i assure Him that there are only hard chairs in our discussion room.
Later, we also talked...rationally about what had gone wrong. Having to delay a day had put me on edge, He knew i had to be at book club, so even when He sensed that i was not in a great mood, He decided to get the spanking over with , instead of talking things out first. I had let my voices get to me. I did go to book club, only a few minutes late....
What i took away from all of this.....was that moment when i expected Him to spank me again....and He pulled me onto His lap, and spoke quietly. That moment, showed me....that while my bottom might not be safe around Him.....my heart certainly was.
hugs abby
Master decided He wanted me sitting on a still sore ...or at least a tingly bottom during the drive. Using His hand, a small paddle, a leather paddle, the acrylic paddle, and a final 12 with the 'my paddleman' paddle i gave Him for Christmas (what was i thinking??)...i am pretty sure He achieved His goal. Of course then, He gave me a reason to hurry back....one that required a couple permissions...
Autumn asked....Do you remember a particular time when a spanking or discipline session was very awkward or just did not work? How did you overcome it both in the moment, and later in conversation?
I do recall a discipline session that did not go smoothly. Master is usually very good at reading me, but for a number of reasons this time.....
This was maybe 4 or 5 years ago. I had earned a Punishment session. It was a Monday...and one of those days when nothing goes as planned. We both like to get these over with, so neither one of us was happy with the delay, but even Master occasionally does not always get His way.
He told me it would happen Tuesday, after lunch. I reminded Him that i had a book club meeting at 3 that afternoon, He said sitting would not be fun. Tuesday morning He told me as soon as He could get out of work He would call or text. I expected to hear from Him around noon......then it was 1.....then 2. By then i was getting angry, part of it was i hate waiting and thinking about a punishment, but also...i had started an inner conversation. Along the lines of....He knows i have book club, He is going to make me late, is this part of the punishment..that is so unfair... is this a test to see if i will wait...and so on...
I debated about calling and saying i could not make it to book club, but did not want to do that. A little after 2 He sends me a text asking what am i doing. I exploded internally..what did He think, was this a test of my submission...I am waiting to hear from Him. I text back that i am waiting...He tells me 10 minutes. (I live about 5 minutes from the library).
As soon as i see Him, i ask...not exactly in a calm, respectful voice.....no hello...just a...So is this some kind of test?...He looks at me in disbelief, but says let's get this over with, so you can go to book club, and holds open the basement door. I stomp down the stairs, pull down my pants and lean over the chair. He uses His big paddle ball paddle, and spanks HARD....i just take them, ouching loudly,but just wanting it to be over. He is done, tells me i may get up, i quickly pull up my parts, and mumble under my breath, but just enough so He can hear...did i pass your test, i can't believe all this just because...as i am stomping back up the stairs.
When i get to the top He tells me to stop. I do, but do not turn to face Him. He says..i guess i did not do a good enough job, come back down here. Now i knew even then, that not doing a good enough job...means He intends to spank me harder this time. I just stand there...and i hear Him say again...i am waiting for You. In the span of probably a minute, i look at the door and think ...i should just leave...but just as quickly i also know...leaving will not solve anything....we need to get back on the same page.
So, very slowly i walk back down those steps, thinking i will never be able to sit still at book club...i have never had a double Punishment spanking in one day...never mind in about 5 minutes. I approach the chair, waiting to be told, to put my pants down and bend over, when...He takes my by the hand as He sits down and pulls me on His lap. He wraps His arms around me, pulls me in, and start to talk quietly into my ear. Telling me how proud His is of me and how much my submission pleases Him, how much He cares for me. He continues until i am melting into Him.
He then says, time for the rest of your punishment, i stand and He tells me to go to book club, but to be sure that the chair i sit in is hard, not padded. Yes, in spite of the past hour..He makes me smile, as i assure Him that there are only hard chairs in our discussion room.
Later, we also talked...rationally about what had gone wrong. Having to delay a day had put me on edge, He knew i had to be at book club, so even when He sensed that i was not in a great mood, He decided to get the spanking over with , instead of talking things out first. I had let my voices get to me. I did go to book club, only a few minutes late....
What i took away from all of this.....was that moment when i expected Him to spank me again....and He pulled me onto His lap, and spoke quietly. That moment, showed me....that while my bottom might not be safe around Him.....my heart certainly was.
hugs abby
Monday, March 23, 2015
Answers....and a question....from Master...
.....I am finally recovering from some really miserable cold/flu that i woke up with last Tuesday. Was worse on Wednesday, so Master and i had this conversation..
....call you doctor today
....i will give another day or two
....I believe I said today
....tomorrow if i am not better
...the 'The Look'....i called....saw him, said it was a miserable flu/cold going around.
Took me until Saturday before i remembered i was human, and got dressed again on Sunday. Doing so much better today.
....Master and i did have a maintenance session today, since i was getting a little 'antsy', but it was a nice long hand spanking, and a quick reminder with the paddle. Then some really good loving...with a...'damn that was some orgasm' finish:)...feelings so much better this evening.
Master answered His questions: ( I always try to guess Master's answers, so will continue, my thoughts are in purple.
From His Slut: Was there any preference that you had to dismiss because no matter how hard abby tried you realized the execution hindered her submission more than nurtured it. If yes, how difficult was it for you to let go of it?
Well, i could not remember a time when Master asked me for something the i really struggled with for a time, and then we gave up on it....so i would guess His answer to be no.
Master thought about this for a while before He answered.....No, I believe that patience and knowing your submissive are vital. I have had an idea of where I wanted abby and I to go for a long time, but also knew that waiting until she was ready for each new step was important. To judge when she was ready, I had to be sure to get to know all of her, and pay close attention to her reactions. So far.....it has worked very well.
From Cat: Do you have any hard limits?
I already answered this in a recent post for myself and i believe His answer would be similar. Bodily fluids being one limit, but believing that limits are fluid.
We talked about this question for a while. I do not like the word limits, and i believe on should always keep an open mind. Like abby, i have no desire for play with bodily fluids, or anything that would damage my submissive in any way...not only physically. I refer to a hard limit as someplace I have no interest in going.
Is your relationship exclusive?
I knew this answer to be yes, and for me Master has always been my spanker.
Abby is the only one I am spanking. I have spanked lots of others, I was spanking ladies long before I met abby.
From Roz: What is your favorite implement?
Pretty sure about this one....wooden paddle.
He laughed and said my wooden paddles...I am a paddleman!
If you could take abby any place on vacation where would it be?
I was confident on this one.....someplace where there was a large body of water...
Someplace where we could sail.
I know how inventive You are planning tasks for abby to keep her submissive mindset. How do you maintain your dominant mindset? Do you have days/moments when you just don't feel it and how do you handle it?
I love this question....Master has always told me He was born dominant ...so i am guessing He pretty much always feels it.
The feeling never really goes away, I have felt it since I was young, wanted to spank ladies at an early age. There is some ebb and flow, days when it wanes a bit, and i soon get my 'itchy palm' back and cannot wait to apply that palm to abby's bottom.
Master then asked me if i could tell when He was feeling more Dominant than is usual...most of the time yes...I can tell from our first hug...His look, His tone.....
From an English Rose: Do we only see each other? Yes from both of us.
Is there one implement that you both always choose?
Well unless i am in big trouble, He always starts with His hand..we both love the intimacy of that...after that, His first choice is wood...a paddle...me leather, flogger, belt crop, in that order.
My hand is one we both love to start with...then I love my wood paddles.
So, after we were done with the questions Master told me He had a question for all of you...
Name a famous (or more than one) celebrity that you think needs to be spanked...and tell me why they should be spanked.
Good luck!
hugs abby
....call you doctor today
....i will give another day or two
....I believe I said today
....tomorrow if i am not better
...the 'The Look'....i called....saw him, said it was a miserable flu/cold going around.
Took me until Saturday before i remembered i was human, and got dressed again on Sunday. Doing so much better today.
....Master and i did have a maintenance session today, since i was getting a little 'antsy', but it was a nice long hand spanking, and a quick reminder with the paddle. Then some really good loving...with a...'damn that was some orgasm' finish:)...feelings so much better this evening.
Master answered His questions: ( I always try to guess Master's answers, so will continue, my thoughts are in purple.
From His Slut: Was there any preference that you had to dismiss because no matter how hard abby tried you realized the execution hindered her submission more than nurtured it. If yes, how difficult was it for you to let go of it?
Well, i could not remember a time when Master asked me for something the i really struggled with for a time, and then we gave up on it....so i would guess His answer to be no.
Master thought about this for a while before He answered.....No, I believe that patience and knowing your submissive are vital. I have had an idea of where I wanted abby and I to go for a long time, but also knew that waiting until she was ready for each new step was important. To judge when she was ready, I had to be sure to get to know all of her, and pay close attention to her reactions. So far.....it has worked very well.
From Cat: Do you have any hard limits?
I already answered this in a recent post for myself and i believe His answer would be similar. Bodily fluids being one limit, but believing that limits are fluid.
We talked about this question for a while. I do not like the word limits, and i believe on should always keep an open mind. Like abby, i have no desire for play with bodily fluids, or anything that would damage my submissive in any way...not only physically. I refer to a hard limit as someplace I have no interest in going.
Is your relationship exclusive?
I knew this answer to be yes, and for me Master has always been my spanker.
Abby is the only one I am spanking. I have spanked lots of others, I was spanking ladies long before I met abby.
From Roz: What is your favorite implement?
Pretty sure about this one....wooden paddle.
He laughed and said my wooden paddles...I am a paddleman!
If you could take abby any place on vacation where would it be?
I was confident on this one.....someplace where there was a large body of water...
Someplace where we could sail.
I know how inventive You are planning tasks for abby to keep her submissive mindset. How do you maintain your dominant mindset? Do you have days/moments when you just don't feel it and how do you handle it?
I love this question....Master has always told me He was born dominant ...so i am guessing He pretty much always feels it.
The feeling never really goes away, I have felt it since I was young, wanted to spank ladies at an early age. There is some ebb and flow, days when it wanes a bit, and i soon get my 'itchy palm' back and cannot wait to apply that palm to abby's bottom.
Master then asked me if i could tell when He was feeling more Dominant than is usual...most of the time yes...I can tell from our first hug...His look, His tone.....
From an English Rose: Do we only see each other? Yes from both of us.
Is there one implement that you both always choose?
Well unless i am in big trouble, He always starts with His hand..we both love the intimacy of that...after that, His first choice is wood...a paddle...me leather, flogger, belt crop, in that order.
My hand is one we both love to start with...then I love my wood paddles.
So, after we were done with the questions Master told me He had a question for all of you...
Name a famous (or more than one) celebrity that you think needs to be spanked...and tell me why they should be spanked.
Good luck!
hugs abby
Saturday, March 21, 2015
Questions from ronnie and Katie
I have been struggling with some type of cold/flu all week. Was fine on Monday, felt like i had been run over by a truck on Tuesday, and today was the first day i felt like i had any energy and was not constantly coughing. They are predicting more snow here tonight and a high in the 20's tomorrow...aren't i just full of good news??..LOL
Questions from ronnie:
What is a fantasy you have that you would like to live out?
I would like to attend a spanking party or weekend in a dungeon, or at least equipped with a great play room. To try some of the equipment i have heard about, to see others getting spanked and playing. To spend time talking to and getting to know more 'like-minded' people. Of course i would also be obsessing over what do i wear...what will others think of me...and the thought that others could be watching us.
If you had to choose between giving up spanking and sex for a month, which would you choose?
When i read this question to Master He laughed...and said well....which??? The two are closely tied for me....one...spanking...usually leads to the other...sex. They can be individual acts....but for a month?? I guess the sex, i would miss it, and once the month was over, i would want to make up for loss time. But i seem to crave, to need the spankings on a regular basis.
What is your favorite comfort food?
Well, ice cream always does the trick, and if a am going all out...it needs to be chocolate chip, with hot fudge whipped cream, nuts and a cherry. But just the ice cream works well, too;). For a meal, it changes, right now my favorite is a Chicken DaVinci. My daughter has mastered the recipe...it is a pasta with chicken and mushrooms in a delicious wine sauce.
And some from Katie:
What memory from the past year makes me smile the most?
I read this and thought..oh so many to choose from, then a picture flashed in front of me. My niece's wedding last year, by the ocean in Maine. It was a beautiful day, my daughter was maid of honor one of the grands a flower girl. My mom was there...it was the last time all four generations were going to be together. It was perfect celebration of love and family.
What is something new you recently learned about yourself?
That it is OK for me to just be me, and that sometimes just pleasing myself, putting myself first, is also OK.
What is the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
Honestly, i do not know. I like where i have ended up, with good friends, children who for the most part are doing fine, grands that i get to spend time with...and of course Master. Would i like to be skinnier, richer, travel more.....yes, but am i perfectly content without them.....more than content, i am blessed and happy.
Master still needs to answer His questions, so He is up next.....
hugs abby
Questions from ronnie:
What is a fantasy you have that you would like to live out?
I would like to attend a spanking party or weekend in a dungeon, or at least equipped with a great play room. To try some of the equipment i have heard about, to see others getting spanked and playing. To spend time talking to and getting to know more 'like-minded' people. Of course i would also be obsessing over what do i wear...what will others think of me...and the thought that others could be watching us.
If you had to choose between giving up spanking and sex for a month, which would you choose?
When i read this question to Master He laughed...and said well....which??? The two are closely tied for me....one...spanking...usually leads to the other...sex. They can be individual acts....but for a month?? I guess the sex, i would miss it, and once the month was over, i would want to make up for loss time. But i seem to crave, to need the spankings on a regular basis.
What is your favorite comfort food?
Well, ice cream always does the trick, and if a am going all out...it needs to be chocolate chip, with hot fudge whipped cream, nuts and a cherry. But just the ice cream works well, too;). For a meal, it changes, right now my favorite is a Chicken DaVinci. My daughter has mastered the recipe...it is a pasta with chicken and mushrooms in a delicious wine sauce.
And some from Katie:
What memory from the past year makes me smile the most?
I read this and thought..oh so many to choose from, then a picture flashed in front of me. My niece's wedding last year, by the ocean in Maine. It was a beautiful day, my daughter was maid of honor one of the grands a flower girl. My mom was there...it was the last time all four generations were going to be together. It was perfect celebration of love and family.
What is something new you recently learned about yourself?
That it is OK for me to just be me, and that sometimes just pleasing myself, putting myself first, is also OK.
What is the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
Honestly, i do not know. I like where i have ended up, with good friends, children who for the most part are doing fine, grands that i get to spend time with...and of course Master. Would i like to be skinnier, richer, travel more.....yes, but am i perfectly content without them.....more than content, i am blessed and happy.
Master still needs to answer His questions, so He is up next.....
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 18, 2015
More Answers....
I am recovering from the flu or virus or 'grippe'....whichever name you choose...it is nasty! Hope you are all staying healthy!
Cat asks...Do you have any hard limits that are 100% a no go?
I do have hard limits....but i also believe that limits are a fluid thing. My hard limit list when i first met Master would have included many things that i have now experienced...most that i am glad i did...and some, once was enough. But i do have things on that list...for example, scat play. Master and i pretty much agree on our hard limits, and i have always had a safe word, so far have not used it, but have no doubts that if that word comes out of my mouth, we stop and talk.
.....Is my relationship exclusive? Yes, only Master spanks me..and....well all of the rest;)
....Does your family know you are in a relationship with Master? They do not know that He is my Master...and all that entails. They think He is rather 'bossy'...bottom line, i think, is they know that i am happier now that i was before Master.
Roz asks...What is the biggest change you have noticed in you since your relationship with Master? This one really made me think. I think the biggest change....there have been quite a few changes...is that i am more open. When i met Master, i had spent a lot of time building up walls...strong walls...that were going to last a lifetime. Much to my surprise, i met someone who was willing to work....really hard....to tear those walls down. I am more open, more emotional, more sure of who i am.
....Which of Master's features do i love the most? Oh..another toughie. I probably can't choose just one....His eyes, the way He looks at me, the way the light up when we are laughing, the way i can melt into them. Then there is His voice, that is what first drew me to Him.
....Do I still collect frogs? LOL...yes i do!!! I think it is the type of thing that once you start, and all your family and friends know about it...there is no end to it. My grands are getting great at drawing frogs...orange ones, since they know it is my favorite color.
Clara asks...what was my most interesting submissive exercise? I am not sure how to answer this. The one that gets me into a submissive mindset the quickest, is the naked kneeling time. It is how Master and i start our play times, and other times when i need it.
I kneel naked, arms behind me and Master 'reclaims' me. He puts His hands over my eyes, clearing my vision of anything but Him, He covers my ears, to quell any outside thoughts or noise, He then touches the rest of me, relaxing me and focusing me.
More answers later...
hugs abby
Cat asks...Do you have any hard limits that are 100% a no go?
I do have hard limits....but i also believe that limits are a fluid thing. My hard limit list when i first met Master would have included many things that i have now experienced...most that i am glad i did...and some, once was enough. But i do have things on that list...for example, scat play. Master and i pretty much agree on our hard limits, and i have always had a safe word, so far have not used it, but have no doubts that if that word comes out of my mouth, we stop and talk.
.....Is my relationship exclusive? Yes, only Master spanks me..and....well all of the rest;)
....Does your family know you are in a relationship with Master? They do not know that He is my Master...and all that entails. They think He is rather 'bossy'...bottom line, i think, is they know that i am happier now that i was before Master.
Roz asks...What is the biggest change you have noticed in you since your relationship with Master? This one really made me think. I think the biggest change....there have been quite a few changes...is that i am more open. When i met Master, i had spent a lot of time building up walls...strong walls...that were going to last a lifetime. Much to my surprise, i met someone who was willing to work....really hard....to tear those walls down. I am more open, more emotional, more sure of who i am.
....Which of Master's features do i love the most? Oh..another toughie. I probably can't choose just one....His eyes, the way He looks at me, the way the light up when we are laughing, the way i can melt into them. Then there is His voice, that is what first drew me to Him.
....Do I still collect frogs? LOL...yes i do!!! I think it is the type of thing that once you start, and all your family and friends know about it...there is no end to it. My grands are getting great at drawing frogs...orange ones, since they know it is my favorite color.
Clara asks...what was my most interesting submissive exercise? I am not sure how to answer this. The one that gets me into a submissive mindset the quickest, is the naked kneeling time. It is how Master and i start our play times, and other times when i need it.
I kneel naked, arms behind me and Master 'reclaims' me. He puts His hands over my eyes, clearing my vision of anything but Him, He covers my ears, to quell any outside thoughts or noise, He then touches the rest of me, relaxing me and focusing me.
More answers later...
hugs abby
Monday, March 16, 2015
Catching up....
I have been trying to catch up with all of you ....and decided to have you catch up with me.
.....NYC with 'my girls'. It was wonderful.....we walked and walked and walked and....(Master loved that part;).....we took the train into the city, checked into a great hotel, and took off for the 911 Museum. It was my request that we go, the girls' were a little hesitant, fearing it would be too depressing. My son-in-law managed to get us VIP tickets ....no lines, no security check and our own tour guide. We were there about 3 hours, did not see all of it, but most. We all agreed...it was wonderfully done and very moving. It was somber, but also filled with remembrance and a feeling of honoring those we loss. The girls were glad we went...and i highly recommend it.
From there we went to the Empire State Building...up to the very top....to wish me a happy birthday. It was freezing, but the view was more than worth it. From there we headed to dinner. Oh my...what a dinner. The restaurant was one of chef Batali's...from the food network.. We had all decided to order things we had not had before. We had a couple of their signature cocktails, i tried raw salmon for the first time..hopefully not the last...we each ordered a different whole fish and shared, and of course desserts. We rolled out of the place. To top it off...about half way through the meal, one of my daughter's says to me...don't look to the right, but guess who just sat one table away from us. ....Sally Fields....i love her. I suddenly had to get up and go to the ladies room and yes...it was Sally. During on of the toasts i looked her way..and she lifted her glass in a toast! We had to rush to make the show in time...Beautiful....the story of Carol King....it was super terrific. Mostly about her life before she became famous...i learned a lot...and the music was great!
After breakfast we spent the next morning shopping...truly a wonderful celebration.
....Returned home on Monday, to unpack and repack. My sister's trip was the next day. I was not in in the initial planning for the trips, so i was just glad they did not overlap. My sister and i went to a resort to relax....perfect, just what i needed. There was a pool with individual cabanas, hot tub sections....large lounging chairs, a spa, a casino and an outlet mall 10 minutes away. Our time together is usually all about children and grands...so when we get a chance for it to be 'just us'...it is wonderful.
.....Nursed a rotten cold for the past 2 days, but at least it waited til i got home.
....And yes, today is Monday, so Maintenance happened today. I have a love/hate thing going with Monday's....i love that Master is so very consistent....and makes it priority. I hate that my idea of maintenance is a lovely spanking where we re-connect and get ready to face the week and that Master's idea is pretty different. During my naked kneeling, Master used His hands to calm and reclaim me...and then to get me squirming as He pinched and pulled and PINCHED my nipples. I almost moved my hands, but heard His warning, took a deep breath and quieted myself. Then it was over His lap...He asked what kind of warm-up i wanted...i quickly replied..a very long one. He chuckled and said...granted!!!! So, after a very long and enjoyable warm-up, the maintenance paddle made an appearance. Two sets of 50, the last 10 the hardest. Just as i was relaxing I am told to stand with my hands behind my head, and Master showed me His 'My paddleman' paddle that i gave Him for Christmas. Ten more..with a warning to not break position. Then...on to more pleasant activities......:)
....Questions and answers...yes i have not forgotten that it is still March and i still do intend to answer your questions...as does Master. I will answer Minelle's question now...She asked:
How did we meet and how did i feel after that first meeting?
I love re-telling this story...because it is a tale with a happy ending...and i see it as a story of hope..for all of you out there looking...do not give up!!!!!!
So, I was brand new to this spanking thing, in the sense that i had not been spanked. Oh i had spent a lot of time reading and thinking about it, was pretty sure i was too old, too fat, too shy..too...you get the idea. I had looked at a couple on line sites, and was chatting with a few ...men. Then i had a family emergency, and had to put all of my attention on my daughter. So i announced that i had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while..not sure how long. I got interesting responses from...you could come up with a better excuse to its been nice chatting with you. Except from one gentleman...He wished me well, and said He would be waiting...i only half believed it, but it was nice to hear. After a week, this man sent me a note, wondering how my daughter was and wishing me well. After the second week, another note...not pushy, just friendly. By the third week, and the third note, i responded that i had found some help for my daughter, and hopefully was on the right track. So we started chatting again and moved on to phone chats.
Finally one evening He said it was time for us to meet. He asked if i preferred coffee or a beer. I laughed and replied, given a choice like that..i choose beer. He laughed and said, honesty...i love that. Now, i had never done this before..met someone in person, that i had only chatted with. Master decided the next day, after i got out of school...it was wise of him not to give me too much time to think about it. i arrived on time, but waited in the parking lot, debating if i would really go in. I did, we had that beer......
What surprised me the most...how relaxed i was once we started chatting...we had a lot in common, and we laughed a lot...and even then it was like He could read my mind...that part was a little concerning..and He used the word spanking a lot in conversation.....So, the ultra conservative school teacher had taken a chance.......and as it turned out.....it was one of the best decisions ever!
How i felt after having met Him...that i was really happy i had decided to have a beer that afternoon. It felt right...but i had no idea how right, or what a journey i had embarked on.
Thanks Minelle for a walk down memory lane...
hugs abby
.....NYC with 'my girls'. It was wonderful.....we walked and walked and walked and....(Master loved that part;).....we took the train into the city, checked into a great hotel, and took off for the 911 Museum. It was my request that we go, the girls' were a little hesitant, fearing it would be too depressing. My son-in-law managed to get us VIP tickets ....no lines, no security check and our own tour guide. We were there about 3 hours, did not see all of it, but most. We all agreed...it was wonderfully done and very moving. It was somber, but also filled with remembrance and a feeling of honoring those we loss. The girls were glad we went...and i highly recommend it.
From there we went to the Empire State Building...up to the very top....to wish me a happy birthday. It was freezing, but the view was more than worth it. From there we headed to dinner. Oh my...what a dinner. The restaurant was one of chef Batali's...from the food network.. We had all decided to order things we had not had before. We had a couple of their signature cocktails, i tried raw salmon for the first time..hopefully not the last...we each ordered a different whole fish and shared, and of course desserts. We rolled out of the place. To top it off...about half way through the meal, one of my daughter's says to me...don't look to the right, but guess who just sat one table away from us. ....Sally Fields....i love her. I suddenly had to get up and go to the ladies room and yes...it was Sally. During on of the toasts i looked her way..and she lifted her glass in a toast! We had to rush to make the show in time...Beautiful....the story of Carol King....it was super terrific. Mostly about her life before she became famous...i learned a lot...and the music was great!
After breakfast we spent the next morning shopping...truly a wonderful celebration.
....Returned home on Monday, to unpack and repack. My sister's trip was the next day. I was not in in the initial planning for the trips, so i was just glad they did not overlap. My sister and i went to a resort to relax....perfect, just what i needed. There was a pool with individual cabanas, hot tub sections....large lounging chairs, a spa, a casino and an outlet mall 10 minutes away. Our time together is usually all about children and grands...so when we get a chance for it to be 'just us'...it is wonderful.
.....Nursed a rotten cold for the past 2 days, but at least it waited til i got home.
....And yes, today is Monday, so Maintenance happened today. I have a love/hate thing going with Monday's....i love that Master is so very consistent....and makes it priority. I hate that my idea of maintenance is a lovely spanking where we re-connect and get ready to face the week and that Master's idea is pretty different. During my naked kneeling, Master used His hands to calm and reclaim me...and then to get me squirming as He pinched and pulled and PINCHED my nipples. I almost moved my hands, but heard His warning, took a deep breath and quieted myself. Then it was over His lap...He asked what kind of warm-up i wanted...i quickly replied..a very long one. He chuckled and said...granted!!!! So, after a very long and enjoyable warm-up, the maintenance paddle made an appearance. Two sets of 50, the last 10 the hardest. Just as i was relaxing I am told to stand with my hands behind my head, and Master showed me His 'My paddleman' paddle that i gave Him for Christmas. Ten more..with a warning to not break position. Then...on to more pleasant activities......:)
....Questions and answers...yes i have not forgotten that it is still March and i still do intend to answer your questions...as does Master. I will answer Minelle's question now...She asked:
How did we meet and how did i feel after that first meeting?
I love re-telling this story...because it is a tale with a happy ending...and i see it as a story of hope..for all of you out there looking...do not give up!!!!!!
So, I was brand new to this spanking thing, in the sense that i had not been spanked. Oh i had spent a lot of time reading and thinking about it, was pretty sure i was too old, too fat, too shy..too...you get the idea. I had looked at a couple on line sites, and was chatting with a few ...men. Then i had a family emergency, and had to put all of my attention on my daughter. So i announced that i had a family emergency and would not be on line for a while..not sure how long. I got interesting responses from...you could come up with a better excuse to its been nice chatting with you. Except from one gentleman...He wished me well, and said He would be waiting...i only half believed it, but it was nice to hear. After a week, this man sent me a note, wondering how my daughter was and wishing me well. After the second week, another note...not pushy, just friendly. By the third week, and the third note, i responded that i had found some help for my daughter, and hopefully was on the right track. So we started chatting again and moved on to phone chats.
Finally one evening He said it was time for us to meet. He asked if i preferred coffee or a beer. I laughed and replied, given a choice like that..i choose beer. He laughed and said, honesty...i love that. Now, i had never done this before..met someone in person, that i had only chatted with. Master decided the next day, after i got out of school...it was wise of him not to give me too much time to think about it. i arrived on time, but waited in the parking lot, debating if i would really go in. I did, we had that beer......
What surprised me the most...how relaxed i was once we started chatting...we had a lot in common, and we laughed a lot...and even then it was like He could read my mind...that part was a little concerning..and He used the word spanking a lot in conversation.....So, the ultra conservative school teacher had taken a chance.......and as it turned out.....it was one of the best decisions ever!
How i felt after having met Him...that i was really happy i had decided to have a beer that afternoon. It felt right...but i had no idea how right, or what a journey i had embarked on.
Thanks Minelle for a walk down memory lane...
hugs abby
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Some answers...
I am leaving tomorrow for my girl's trip to NYC with my girls....I am so excited. They have planned well, centering all our activities around what they think I would like...and they know me well. It even looks like old man winter is going to cooperate....
I thought i would tackle a couple questions before I leave...
First one is from ancilla_ksst at slavetomasterblog.blogspot.com. Her question is...
how did i get interested in/knowing that i would like spanking?
I read the "Sleeping Beauty" trilogy. I loved it...not so much the third book, but the first one had me hooked. Then i started fantasizing..for a long time, spanking became a part of my fantasies. It took me a few years before i could admit to myself that maybe....maybe, i should look into making my fantasy more of a real life thing. I spent a lot of time reading and looking at on-line sites, before i had the courage to start chatting on-line. I met Master and the rest...as they say...is history.
From greengirl at greengirl-whatiwonder.blogspot.com.
Do Master and i live together? We do not, we each have our own homes, about 10 minutes from each other.
How would our dynamic be different if we did live together? I am not sure. We are constantly in touch every day, we share our lives, we both feel we are very lucky to have found each other. Maybe, we are less likely to let the 'every day' things of life interfere...we do make out time together a priority....Maybe it would be more intense, although i feel the intensity is there now. We are both happy with how things are now...will that change in the future...maybe. We do plan on a future...on growing old..older...and still be laughing and spanking and enjoying life together.
hugs abby
I thought i would tackle a couple questions before I leave...
First one is from ancilla_ksst at slavetomasterblog.blogspot.com. Her question is...
how did i get interested in/knowing that i would like spanking?
I read the "Sleeping Beauty" trilogy. I loved it...not so much the third book, but the first one had me hooked. Then i started fantasizing..for a long time, spanking became a part of my fantasies. It took me a few years before i could admit to myself that maybe....maybe, i should look into making my fantasy more of a real life thing. I spent a lot of time reading and looking at on-line sites, before i had the courage to start chatting on-line. I met Master and the rest...as they say...is history.
From greengirl at greengirl-whatiwonder.blogspot.com.
Do Master and i live together? We do not, we each have our own homes, about 10 minutes from each other.
How would our dynamic be different if we did live together? I am not sure. We are constantly in touch every day, we share our lives, we both feel we are very lucky to have found each other. Maybe, we are less likely to let the 'every day' things of life interfere...we do make out time together a priority....Maybe it would be more intense, although i feel the intensity is there now. We are both happy with how things are now...will that change in the future...maybe. We do plan on a future...on growing old..older...and still be laughing and spanking and enjoying life together.
hugs abby
Wednesday, March 4, 2015
Leather and.....whipped cream???
Today i learned i much prefer whipped cream to Master's whip.....
Master and i had our private celebration of my birthday today. After some hugging time and while i was kneeling for Him, He asks if i noticed the 'bench'. I had not, looked over and it was covered...in leather 'toys'...all leather...8 of them. The man knows me well.....
While i am over His lap for my warm-up, Master tells me that He will spank me with each of the toys....the number to equal my new age....let's just say i am into my 6th decade.
i can choose the order of toys, He chooses my position and where He spanks.
Master tells me to choose the first toy...i choose what He calls His beaver paddle, it is flexible, fairly light and oval shaped. I am back over His lap, and it feels like the continuation of my warm-up. I a totally relaxed...just enjoying. Next i choose a small leather strap, still OTK, but much more of a sting. I think the tawse is next, i am standing and bending over. We don't use this often, and is was more of a sharp pain. Next is a larger leather paddle, and back over His lap.
Master announces that we are half done, and tells me to kneel. He wants my hands behind me and my eyes closed. I am wondering what is happening when i hear a somewhat familiar noise and am trying to identify it, when i hear Master's voice. He is telling me He stopped to buy a small cake for us to enjoy, but then decided i already had a birthday cake, and really He did not want to contribute to my calorie intake so....
"open your eyes"
and i see His cock covered in cream and hear.....i decided instead of a birthday cake you should have a cock cake...only 15 calories per serving. I can't help it...i burst out laughing...and He follows suit. Once we get that our of our system, more cream is added, and i am enjoying my birthday cock.
Then it is back to the remaining leather toys, a short strap that He uses on my pussy....a long strip of leather that He uses on my bottom, thighs, and back. The large leather strop is next.....I am so well warmed up, it is almost relaxing, and i am reminded of my love affair with that strop. Finally it is flogger time...as soon as i walked in Master told me He knew what would be last...and He was right. For each decade that He flogs me for, we discuss something new that happened during that time. When He gets to the last 20, He tells me i can choose the intensity...i think that is a first!....and i say lighter please. The next 10 are very much lighter...and before He starts the next 10 i ask if they can be harder. He laughs and says...that's my girl...and complies with my wishes. When He is done He asks if i want a 'do-over' of the light ones...and since it is with the flogger i say yes...so i get an extra 10.......Master starts to rub and massage my back, commenting on the heat and nice it feels.
Master then tells me if i were a really good girl i would have shared my birthday treat. I took at Him puzzled as He picks up the cream. My turn for the cream...His turn to feast and enjoy. I tell Him i will never use that aerosol cream again without thinking of today..He agrees, it was a great idea. Master knows how to celebrate a birthday!
hugs abby
Master and i had our private celebration of my birthday today. After some hugging time and while i was kneeling for Him, He asks if i noticed the 'bench'. I had not, looked over and it was covered...in leather 'toys'...all leather...8 of them. The man knows me well.....
While i am over His lap for my warm-up, Master tells me that He will spank me with each of the toys....the number to equal my new age....let's just say i am into my 6th decade.
i can choose the order of toys, He chooses my position and where He spanks.
Master tells me to choose the first toy...i choose what He calls His beaver paddle, it is flexible, fairly light and oval shaped. I am back over His lap, and it feels like the continuation of my warm-up. I a totally relaxed...just enjoying. Next i choose a small leather strap, still OTK, but much more of a sting. I think the tawse is next, i am standing and bending over. We don't use this often, and is was more of a sharp pain. Next is a larger leather paddle, and back over His lap.
Master announces that we are half done, and tells me to kneel. He wants my hands behind me and my eyes closed. I am wondering what is happening when i hear a somewhat familiar noise and am trying to identify it, when i hear Master's voice. He is telling me He stopped to buy a small cake for us to enjoy, but then decided i already had a birthday cake, and really He did not want to contribute to my calorie intake so....
"open your eyes"
and i see His cock covered in cream and hear.....i decided instead of a birthday cake you should have a cock cake...only 15 calories per serving. I can't help it...i burst out laughing...and He follows suit. Once we get that our of our system, more cream is added, and i am enjoying my birthday cock.
Then it is back to the remaining leather toys, a short strap that He uses on my pussy....a long strip of leather that He uses on my bottom, thighs, and back. The large leather strop is next.....I am so well warmed up, it is almost relaxing, and i am reminded of my love affair with that strop. Finally it is flogger time...as soon as i walked in Master told me He knew what would be last...and He was right. For each decade that He flogs me for, we discuss something new that happened during that time. When He gets to the last 20, He tells me i can choose the intensity...i think that is a first!....and i say lighter please. The next 10 are very much lighter...and before He starts the next 10 i ask if they can be harder. He laughs and says...that's my girl...and complies with my wishes. When He is done He asks if i want a 'do-over' of the light ones...and since it is with the flogger i say yes...so i get an extra 10.......Master starts to rub and massage my back, commenting on the heat and nice it feels.
Master then tells me if i were a really good girl i would have shared my birthday treat. I took at Him puzzled as He picks up the cream. My turn for the cream...His turn to feast and enjoy. I tell Him i will never use that aerosol cream again without thinking of today..He agrees, it was a great idea. Master knows how to celebrate a birthday!
hugs abby
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
How to recycle a weight bench....
I bet most of you know how Master's weight bench was recycled...into a spanking bench! It had been in His attic for...a very long time, not being used. He is one of those who rarely throws anything out...both a blessing (occasionally) and a curse (more often).
About a month ago He had the bench in His family room. I looked at Him, and He chuckled and said i finally found a good use for it. I must admit it works pretty well.
I can lie back and be fully supported and comfortable, Add a little pillow and i am very comfortable face down....there are 2 bars to support the weights that my cuffs can be attached to or i can hold on to if i feel the need. We are in the process of discovering new ways to use it:).
Yesterday was maintenance day, in my world. At the beginning of my naked kneeling time, Master announces He thinks that He's been ignoring my breasts lately. I tell Him not that i noticed...He chuckles. He decides it is time to pinch and pull, mush and squeeze, until my breath is taken away and i am squirming. He stops a few times to use His voice to calm me, and to reassure me that there is proof that i am not suffering all that much. I can feel myself getting wetter, i cannot deny that, at least one part of me, is cheering Him on...
As i am settling in over His lap, Master announces that He feels like delivering a 'good' paddling today. I feel that is an oxymoron....but know that He is determined. He does start off with an extra long hand spanking. I am relaxed, enjoying, but also know that a long warm up signals a hard spanking to follow. He then switches to the maintenance paddle, each set is increasingly hard, until i am being very vocal. He finally stops and announces that maintenance is over...i take a deep breath and smile.
But He is still in the mood to paddle my bottom. He gets the large acrylic paddle from His bag, and tells me to get up and lean over the arm of the large padded chair. He announces 12 very hard ones. The first one takes my breath away, and each one brings a loud reaction from me. They are HARD and slow. At 6 He takes a short break, telling me how proud He is of me, how i please Him.....but He does not let up in the intensity. At 11 He asks how do I give the last one.....He always tells me the last one is the hardest....but occasionally, He surprises me with a light tap. I just want Him to be done, so instead of giving Him the answer He is looking for...the last one is Hard Sir....i reply...just get it over with...not in a very submissive voice. The last very hard one is delivered, and before i can start to relax i am told to get up and kneel and thank Him. No thinking, no hesitating....just kneel and suck. Once i am started, the heat from my bottom is adding to my ...enthusiasm....and i am just in the moment...or moments.
Next, Master tells me to lay on the 'weight' bench, on my back, legs spread. He is searching for me big toy, finds it, teases me with it, and when He finally pushes it in, it is instant orgasm. Master is varying the intensity with the changes in vibration, and i finally say i have had enough...but He thinks at last one more. He gets His way :).
Then it is our quiet, snuggling, recovery time......the perfect spot for that...not the weight/spanking bench...but nestled on His lap, being held tightly.
****thanks to those of you who left questions for us on my last post...i promise we will answer all of them. It is still not too late to add more....
Hugs abby
About a month ago He had the bench in His family room. I looked at Him, and He chuckled and said i finally found a good use for it. I must admit it works pretty well.
I can lie back and be fully supported and comfortable, Add a little pillow and i am very comfortable face down....there are 2 bars to support the weights that my cuffs can be attached to or i can hold on to if i feel the need. We are in the process of discovering new ways to use it:).
Yesterday was maintenance day, in my world. At the beginning of my naked kneeling time, Master announces He thinks that He's been ignoring my breasts lately. I tell Him not that i noticed...He chuckles. He decides it is time to pinch and pull, mush and squeeze, until my breath is taken away and i am squirming. He stops a few times to use His voice to calm me, and to reassure me that there is proof that i am not suffering all that much. I can feel myself getting wetter, i cannot deny that, at least one part of me, is cheering Him on...
As i am settling in over His lap, Master announces that He feels like delivering a 'good' paddling today. I feel that is an oxymoron....but know that He is determined. He does start off with an extra long hand spanking. I am relaxed, enjoying, but also know that a long warm up signals a hard spanking to follow. He then switches to the maintenance paddle, each set is increasingly hard, until i am being very vocal. He finally stops and announces that maintenance is over...i take a deep breath and smile.
But He is still in the mood to paddle my bottom. He gets the large acrylic paddle from His bag, and tells me to get up and lean over the arm of the large padded chair. He announces 12 very hard ones. The first one takes my breath away, and each one brings a loud reaction from me. They are HARD and slow. At 6 He takes a short break, telling me how proud He is of me, how i please Him.....but He does not let up in the intensity. At 11 He asks how do I give the last one.....He always tells me the last one is the hardest....but occasionally, He surprises me with a light tap. I just want Him to be done, so instead of giving Him the answer He is looking for...the last one is Hard Sir....i reply...just get it over with...not in a very submissive voice. The last very hard one is delivered, and before i can start to relax i am told to get up and kneel and thank Him. No thinking, no hesitating....just kneel and suck. Once i am started, the heat from my bottom is adding to my ...enthusiasm....and i am just in the moment...or moments.
Next, Master tells me to lay on the 'weight' bench, on my back, legs spread. He is searching for me big toy, finds it, teases me with it, and when He finally pushes it in, it is instant orgasm. Master is varying the intensity with the changes in vibration, and i finally say i have had enough...but He thinks at last one more. He gets His way :).
Then it is our quiet, snuggling, recovery time......the perfect spot for that...not the weight/spanking bench...but nestled on His lap, being held tightly.
****thanks to those of you who left questions for us on my last post...i promise we will answer all of them. It is still not too late to add more....
Hugs abby
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Questions....anyone?
I have always loved March....Spring is right around the corner, at least we get a few above freezing days, and much less snow. It is my birthday:)...lots of celebrating happening this year...and
March is question and answer month.....I love answering your questions...so does Master. Yes, He feels left out if you do not include Him. So, ask away, for me, for Master...for both of us......
hugs abby...and Master
March is question and answer month.....I love answering your questions...so does Master. Yes, He feels left out if you do not include Him. So, ask away, for me, for Master...for both of us......
hugs abby...and Master
Saturday, February 28, 2015
Flogger vs. Whip
I am kneeling, naked, concentrating only on His hands and His voice...Oh...His voice..it was the first thing about Him that drew me in. I can feel all the stress of the day leave, all the to-do lists are forgotten, all the family drama no long exists. I am His, all of me..
When He senses that i am totally relaxed He helps me up, and i am over His lap. He has barely started and i start to squirm...no, not from the pain, but from need. I feel myself already 'puddling', Master notices and chuckles. He warns me that i am a lonnnnngg way from getting a permission, so i better start breathing and concentrating.
He switches to one of the smaller paddles, that helps me to settle and concentrate on other things...like staying in place, accepting the pain, keeping my mouth from getting me into more trouble. He keeps 'checking', and is pleased that i am still dripping and oh...so swollen. He makes sure i stay that way.....
He then tells me He is in the mood for a whipping, it would please Him greatly to whip my back. He has me lean over the back of a padded chair. I am comfortable and will not have to struggle to stay in place. I am never prepared for the first lash, it is a reminder of what is to come. Master continues up and down my back....He is talking to me as He creates His pattern, i am able to concentrate on His voice, and stayed centered. He stops a couple times to rub out the pain,,,and then starts again.
He stops and says....I will offer you a deal....Honestly deals with Master are not always something i can get excited about. He tells me...10 more hard ones...and i will switch to the flogger. Hmmmmm....10 hard ones with the whip....but then the flogger. He does know how to dangle a carrot (i would prefer chocolate cake). I agree and He is very pleased. As promised, they are hard and i am very vocal, when He is done He rubs and assures me there is no blood.
He then gets the flogger and starts of by swishing it all over....i am instantly relaxing and my breathing quiets as i start to float. He flogs all over my back, replacing that sting with a much better sensation. Master stops and decides to check....yes, i am so ready. Master thinks i should 'thank" Him for my flogging...i think that is a great idea. I quickly get up and am on my knees, thanking Him. We then get more comfortable and permissions are granted. Time for snuggles and some quiet chat.....
Hugs abby
When He senses that i am totally relaxed He helps me up, and i am over His lap. He has barely started and i start to squirm...no, not from the pain, but from need. I feel myself already 'puddling', Master notices and chuckles. He warns me that i am a lonnnnngg way from getting a permission, so i better start breathing and concentrating.
He switches to one of the smaller paddles, that helps me to settle and concentrate on other things...like staying in place, accepting the pain, keeping my mouth from getting me into more trouble. He keeps 'checking', and is pleased that i am still dripping and oh...so swollen. He makes sure i stay that way.....
He then tells me He is in the mood for a whipping, it would please Him greatly to whip my back. He has me lean over the back of a padded chair. I am comfortable and will not have to struggle to stay in place. I am never prepared for the first lash, it is a reminder of what is to come. Master continues up and down my back....He is talking to me as He creates His pattern, i am able to concentrate on His voice, and stayed centered. He stops a couple times to rub out the pain,,,and then starts again.
He stops and says....I will offer you a deal....Honestly deals with Master are not always something i can get excited about. He tells me...10 more hard ones...and i will switch to the flogger. Hmmmmm....10 hard ones with the whip....but then the flogger. He does know how to dangle a carrot (i would prefer chocolate cake). I agree and He is very pleased. As promised, they are hard and i am very vocal, when He is done He rubs and assures me there is no blood.
He then gets the flogger and starts of by swishing it all over....i am instantly relaxing and my breathing quiets as i start to float. He flogs all over my back, replacing that sting with a much better sensation. Master stops and decides to check....yes, i am so ready. Master thinks i should 'thank" Him for my flogging...i think that is a great idea. I quickly get up and am on my knees, thanking Him. We then get more comfortable and permissions are granted. Time for snuggles and some quiet chat.....
Hugs abby
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Asking..ARGHHHHHH...
Will i ever get to the point where i can ask, and not have it be a big deal.....You know Nike's "Just Do It" campaign...i need a just "Just Ask It", campaign. I woke up the other day, feeling like i wanted....no needed....to feel Master's dominance. But it was also a day when i knew He had lots on His plate already, so i just sent my regular "good morning"...we chatted a bit, and i got out of bed. We were in contact all day, but i did not mention anything. By the next day, i had gone into my 'quiet mode'.
As soon as i get my 'welcome' hug, Master wants to know what is happening...problems at home, not feeling well, something with us?? I tell Him i was just feeling needy....for no particular reason...and almost asked for an extra task or something, and just talked myself out of it. I know, in my head, that asking is not demanding...and the answer is His choice. He has so rarely said no to me when i ask, i cannot remember the last time He did. He is shaking His head....tells me again that asking pleases Him. "Master may i have a hard spanking today"...is music to His ears. Asking for an extra task, keeps Him smiling all day. He then says... You know , i almost gave you an hourly task knowing that i would be busy all day....we were on same wave length, you just needed to speak up....to ask.
It is maintenance day, so i am told to kneel and think about our chat. Master's hands are covering my eyes, my ears...closing out everything but us. He claims me before He invites me over His lap. After a hand warm-up, He switches to the maintenance paddle. It hurts, even tho He is not spanking hard. He knows i am struggling, tells me my head is still not where it should be. He spanks a little harder telling me, this is not maintenance...it is a 'looking for my submissive' spanking, since she seems to have lost herself. Let me know where you are found...and i have her back. The spanks get a little harder and after a few set, i tell Him that i am back...Sir.
Now, maintenance starts. Maintenance is usually a couple sets with a break in between. This first set seems to last forever, and it is hard. When He stops , i am thinking, another set to go, when i hear Him ask, are you pleased that maintenance is over? It takes me a bit to answer, as i am wondering if i heard correctly. He chuckles and says....you are debating? I tell Him no, i am glad it is over, i just thought it was a trick question. He laughs and says...well the paddling part is over.
He has me stand, He reaches and stats unbuckling His belt. Ah.....on a well warmed bottom....i am smiling. I am told to get into position, i will get 2 sets of 12. Yummy....I do love that belt...OK...any belt that is Master's! When He is done, i am told to stay in position, as He leans into me from behind. I am dripping, and Master takes advantage of that.....and permissions are soon granted. I am reminded that asking pleases Him, that He expects me to let Him know when i need Him...for whatever reason....reading my mind can be an 'iffy' thing.
*****the weather here is still brutal. The average temperature for February ...12 degrees...broke a 100 year record. We have had the most days with a below zero reading, over 4 feet of snow, just this moonth, and no temps above freezing in way over a month. I know we are not alone, and some of you have more snow...but good grief.....please let Spring be early....
*****I also got that wonderful letter from blogger. I feel my blog is fairly tame, and i don't post pics....but just in case, i am thinking it is time to back everything up. Is there anyone who can give me an easy way to do that...thanks!!
hugs abby
As soon as i get my 'welcome' hug, Master wants to know what is happening...problems at home, not feeling well, something with us?? I tell Him i was just feeling needy....for no particular reason...and almost asked for an extra task or something, and just talked myself out of it. I know, in my head, that asking is not demanding...and the answer is His choice. He has so rarely said no to me when i ask, i cannot remember the last time He did. He is shaking His head....tells me again that asking pleases Him. "Master may i have a hard spanking today"...is music to His ears. Asking for an extra task, keeps Him smiling all day. He then says... You know , i almost gave you an hourly task knowing that i would be busy all day....we were on same wave length, you just needed to speak up....to ask.
It is maintenance day, so i am told to kneel and think about our chat. Master's hands are covering my eyes, my ears...closing out everything but us. He claims me before He invites me over His lap. After a hand warm-up, He switches to the maintenance paddle. It hurts, even tho He is not spanking hard. He knows i am struggling, tells me my head is still not where it should be. He spanks a little harder telling me, this is not maintenance...it is a 'looking for my submissive' spanking, since she seems to have lost herself. Let me know where you are found...and i have her back. The spanks get a little harder and after a few set, i tell Him that i am back...Sir.
Now, maintenance starts. Maintenance is usually a couple sets with a break in between. This first set seems to last forever, and it is hard. When He stops , i am thinking, another set to go, when i hear Him ask, are you pleased that maintenance is over? It takes me a bit to answer, as i am wondering if i heard correctly. He chuckles and says....you are debating? I tell Him no, i am glad it is over, i just thought it was a trick question. He laughs and says...well the paddling part is over.
He has me stand, He reaches and stats unbuckling His belt. Ah.....on a well warmed bottom....i am smiling. I am told to get into position, i will get 2 sets of 12. Yummy....I do love that belt...OK...any belt that is Master's! When He is done, i am told to stay in position, as He leans into me from behind. I am dripping, and Master takes advantage of that.....and permissions are soon granted. I am reminded that asking pleases Him, that He expects me to let Him know when i need Him...for whatever reason....reading my mind can be an 'iffy' thing.
*****the weather here is still brutal. The average temperature for February ...12 degrees...broke a 100 year record. We have had the most days with a below zero reading, over 4 feet of snow, just this moonth, and no temps above freezing in way over a month. I know we are not alone, and some of you have more snow...but good grief.....please let Spring be early....
*****I also got that wonderful letter from blogger. I feel my blog is fairly tame, and i don't post pics....but just in case, i am thinking it is time to back everything up. Is there anyone who can give me an easy way to do that...thanks!!
hugs abby
Saturday, February 21, 2015
How to Warm a Girl Up:)
It is snowing and cold....like breaking low temperature records every day. I have been told to stay home, the roads are snow covered and icy. Lucky for me i know someone who can warm me up very quickly.
It is so cold that i get to stay dressed during my kneeling time. Master is mauling my breasts...over 3 layers of clothing. I tell Him how good it feels...while trying hard not to smirk. Master moves to pinching and pulling, and finally just tells me to get up and get naked.
I am over His lap, when i feel wood. I look over at Him....He says...Oh, i forgot, a hand warm-up goes before the paddle (guess He saw me smirking during that kneeling time). He does put the paddle down, and continues with His hand. All too soon, i feel wood, heavy and large. I look over again. He holds up the "Pouty Pooh" paddle. I have not seen..or felt...it in while, It is heavy, and large enough to cover all one bottom cheek. "Not what you were expecting?"...He sweetly asks. He continues a bit with it, until i am squirming and starting to get vocal.
He switches to the lighter, smaller paddle, and it feels so much nicer, in comparison to "Pooh". After several sets, I hear, 'last ones, 20 of the hardest ones'. I take a deep breath, as He starts. It does not take long for me to get very vocal, and pain is all i can think about. He finishes and is rubbing my bottom, enjoying the feel of the heat, remarking what a good job He has done warming me up......and...i have to agree.
He then says I can choose anything from His bag....a rare treat for me! He says He is betting i return with the flogger. I think about it...and say..."actually your helping hand is calling me name". It is a crop with the end part shaped like a little hand. It has not been use in a long time, is leather, and can reach in very 'interesting ' places. Master seems surprised....and please. It has been so long since we have used it, it is at the very bottom of His bag.
I am told to lean over and present my bottom. He starts off lightly, and i an pleased with my choice. Each set gets harder, and Master starts to travel around my bottom and thighs. He is leaving a map of 'handprints'. He stops to rub, and checks to see how much i am enjoying my choice.....just the touch of His fingers has me panting.
He chuckles and says i think you are so ready, you have my permission to cum and anytime as i continue to crop you. Spread your legs wide....He is using the crop, quickly, the slowly, harder then softer, i am panting and getting so close. He stops, and puts the crop down and continues to spank with His palm.....it is just the touch i needed to soar.....
As i am recovering Master tells me to return the favor, so in a fog i get on my knees and reach to take Him in my mouth. The heat from my bottom, the dripping from my pussy, His voice, i am wanting more and more of Him. Finally we are both satisfied, sated, spent.
He pulls me into His lap, i snuggle in, having been warmed up in the best possible way.
Hope you are all managing to find some nice 'warming up' time this weekend.
hugs abby
It is so cold that i get to stay dressed during my kneeling time. Master is mauling my breasts...over 3 layers of clothing. I tell Him how good it feels...while trying hard not to smirk. Master moves to pinching and pulling, and finally just tells me to get up and get naked.
I am over His lap, when i feel wood. I look over at Him....He says...Oh, i forgot, a hand warm-up goes before the paddle (guess He saw me smirking during that kneeling time). He does put the paddle down, and continues with His hand. All too soon, i feel wood, heavy and large. I look over again. He holds up the "Pouty Pooh" paddle. I have not seen..or felt...it in while, It is heavy, and large enough to cover all one bottom cheek. "Not what you were expecting?"...He sweetly asks. He continues a bit with it, until i am squirming and starting to get vocal.
He switches to the lighter, smaller paddle, and it feels so much nicer, in comparison to "Pooh". After several sets, I hear, 'last ones, 20 of the hardest ones'. I take a deep breath, as He starts. It does not take long for me to get very vocal, and pain is all i can think about. He finishes and is rubbing my bottom, enjoying the feel of the heat, remarking what a good job He has done warming me up......and...i have to agree.
He then says I can choose anything from His bag....a rare treat for me! He says He is betting i return with the flogger. I think about it...and say..."actually your helping hand is calling me name". It is a crop with the end part shaped like a little hand. It has not been use in a long time, is leather, and can reach in very 'interesting ' places. Master seems surprised....and please. It has been so long since we have used it, it is at the very bottom of His bag.
I am told to lean over and present my bottom. He starts off lightly, and i an pleased with my choice. Each set gets harder, and Master starts to travel around my bottom and thighs. He is leaving a map of 'handprints'. He stops to rub, and checks to see how much i am enjoying my choice.....just the touch of His fingers has me panting.
He chuckles and says i think you are so ready, you have my permission to cum and anytime as i continue to crop you. Spread your legs wide....He is using the crop, quickly, the slowly, harder then softer, i am panting and getting so close. He stops, and puts the crop down and continues to spank with His palm.....it is just the touch i needed to soar.....
As i am recovering Master tells me to return the favor, so in a fog i get on my knees and reach to take Him in my mouth. The heat from my bottom, the dripping from my pussy, His voice, i am wanting more and more of Him. Finally we are both satisfied, sated, spent.
He pulls me into His lap, i snuggle in, having been warmed up in the best possible way.
Hope you are all managing to find some nice 'warming up' time this weekend.
hugs abby
Thursday, February 19, 2015
Welcome Home Wednesday....
Would whoever out there riled up both Mother Nature and Old Man Winter at the same time please, just apologize! Or maybe one of them has to spank the other.....
I finally make it back from the Snow City...or used to be known as Boston. Seriously, my son has a 5 foot above pool...and it has disappeared, the kids swing set...the only thing visible is the top bar that everything hangs from....the snow pile at the end of the driveway....much taller than i am. I grew up in Maine, went to college in Northern Maine...and have never seen so much snow at one time.
I am back home where it is snowing...LOL. Fortunately, I can always count on Master to warm me up. Since it was Mother Nature's fault and not mine that I overstayed my week away, there was no travel tax imposed. While I was away Master even found several creative ways to remind me that He is always in charge. One morning, when the snow was falling, Master told me to keep warm by playing with myself for one minute every hour, and report to Him when i was done each hour. After the third time i complained about wet undies...He thought that was great. By mid afternoon, I had switched my method to slowly and lightly, since there were no permissions in sight. I finally did get a permission that evening.....
My welcome home celebration started off with my naked kneeling. His voice telling me i was back where i belong, His hands reclaiming every part of me, warming me, relaxing me, reminding me of my submission. I was then OTK for a delicious hand warm-up. He stopped after each set, roaming, rubbing, arousing me...warning me that i did not have a permission. Just when i thought that i could not wait any longer, i was told to get up and kneel, He had waited long enough. My mind immediately switched from my need, to making His need as great as mine. The more i aroused Him, the more aroused i became, and could myself starting to drip. Still no permission for me, as He reminded me that we had a few M/M's that had been missed.
I was back over His lap, and the maintenance paddle 'magically' appeared. He gave me permission to cum as He was paddling me, but it had been a long time since my last paddling, and my bottom was processing pain. After a couple long sets, Master announced last 20.....slow and hard....and i had to ask for them. By the end, my moans and groans were not all pain related.
Master had me get my large toy out, and continued to rub and spank lightly, and turn up the toy's levels and i started to squirm, and get closer and closer to exploding. When I knew that I could wait no longer I asked for permission, was told to get on my hands and knees and present myself to Him. He took me from behind, and quickly I was exploding. Just when I was thinking I need a break to breathe....Master rolls me over on my back, and tells me to spread widely. Breathing will have to wait, since my breath is once again taken away. I can feel myself squirting, a rare occurrence for me. Finally we are spent, Master pulls me into Him, and we just hold each other.
I read someplace where the best part of being away is coming back home. I love that my grands all know me well, and we have made wonderful memories together...and will continue to make more. But coming home.....and having Master waiting with open arms....I am lucky enough to have the best of both worlds...grandma and His.
Stay safe and warm all......
hugs abby
I finally make it back from the Snow City...or used to be known as Boston. Seriously, my son has a 5 foot above pool...and it has disappeared, the kids swing set...the only thing visible is the top bar that everything hangs from....the snow pile at the end of the driveway....much taller than i am. I grew up in Maine, went to college in Northern Maine...and have never seen so much snow at one time.
I am back home where it is snowing...LOL. Fortunately, I can always count on Master to warm me up. Since it was Mother Nature's fault and not mine that I overstayed my week away, there was no travel tax imposed. While I was away Master even found several creative ways to remind me that He is always in charge. One morning, when the snow was falling, Master told me to keep warm by playing with myself for one minute every hour, and report to Him when i was done each hour. After the third time i complained about wet undies...He thought that was great. By mid afternoon, I had switched my method to slowly and lightly, since there were no permissions in sight. I finally did get a permission that evening.....
My welcome home celebration started off with my naked kneeling. His voice telling me i was back where i belong, His hands reclaiming every part of me, warming me, relaxing me, reminding me of my submission. I was then OTK for a delicious hand warm-up. He stopped after each set, roaming, rubbing, arousing me...warning me that i did not have a permission. Just when i thought that i could not wait any longer, i was told to get up and kneel, He had waited long enough. My mind immediately switched from my need, to making His need as great as mine. The more i aroused Him, the more aroused i became, and could myself starting to drip. Still no permission for me, as He reminded me that we had a few M/M's that had been missed.
I was back over His lap, and the maintenance paddle 'magically' appeared. He gave me permission to cum as He was paddling me, but it had been a long time since my last paddling, and my bottom was processing pain. After a couple long sets, Master announced last 20.....slow and hard....and i had to ask for them. By the end, my moans and groans were not all pain related.
Master had me get my large toy out, and continued to rub and spank lightly, and turn up the toy's levels and i started to squirm, and get closer and closer to exploding. When I knew that I could wait no longer I asked for permission, was told to get on my hands and knees and present myself to Him. He took me from behind, and quickly I was exploding. Just when I was thinking I need a break to breathe....Master rolls me over on my back, and tells me to spread widely. Breathing will have to wait, since my breath is once again taken away. I can feel myself squirting, a rare occurrence for me. Finally we are spent, Master pulls me into Him, and we just hold each other.
I read someplace where the best part of being away is coming back home. I love that my grands all know me well, and we have made wonderful memories together...and will continue to make more. But coming home.....and having Master waiting with open arms....I am lucky enough to have the best of both worlds...grandma and His.
Stay safe and warm all......
hugs abby
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
A new...to me....meme
.........Another grandparent anecdote..
Grandma was in the bathroom applying her makeup. He granddaughter loved watching her. She finished with her lipstick and told her granddaughter time to go start the day. Her granddaughter replied...."but grandma you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-by"! Something to think about next time you apply lipstick....
........Had a very fun weekend at the water park and snow tubing.....for the past few days been watching the snow continue to accumulate. Snow banks are higher than i am.....and it is still snowing....ENOUGH!!!!
Hermione revived this meme in January. I have been saving it for when i am spending time with the grands...here it is.
1. Name someone with the same birthday as you. Henry the Navigator...i took this to mean just day...not year, since he was born in 1394.
2. Where was your first kiss? I honestly do not remember, I am guessing after a school dance.
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone's else property? Well, not in the sense that i cause damage...i have TP'd (toilet papered), more than one front yard.
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Not in anger or to injure, playfully yes.
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? Yes, but only under certain circumstances. As part of a school concert, in a large group. And, in my younger days i have been known to do some Karioke when I have been out with friends....
6. What is the first thing you notice about the preferred sex? Eyes
7. What really turns you on? Spanking, a nice long flogging, bondage, Master's hands on my body....
8. What do you order at Starbuck's? Oh, not a big fan of the place, either an iced flavored coffee, or a regular coffee.
9. What was your biggest mistake? Usually my biggest mistakes occur when i doubt myself, or think i am not good enough.
10. Have you ever hurt yourself no purpose. No
11. Say something totally random about yourself. One year I made a cross stitch for everyone on my Christmas list.
12. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity? Never
13. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows? Yes, I loss count how often I have seen Frozen, and getting to watch all the Disney classics with the grands is fun. They have great show on now also....among the current favorites are..."Team Umi Zoomie" and "Doc McStuffins" and "Super Why".
14. Did you have braces? No
15. Are you comfortable with your height? Let's say i have come to terms with it...all 5 ft 2 of me.
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you? Hmm...a nice long flogging by the fireplace....most recent one.
17. How do you know when it is love? When you can feel the chemistry, the electricity between you, when being apart is always too long, when you each want to make each other happy.
18. Do you speak any other languages? French, used to be fluent in it, now i have to go slowly and think about it.
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon? Never.
20. What magazines do you read? At this time none, prefer my crossword puzzle books.
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes...for weddings and funerals.
22. Has anyone you were really closed to passed away? Yes, my mom and dad, a close friend are the most recent.
23. Do you watch MTV? I have, my daughter watches some of the reality shows, and at times I have joined her.
24. What's something that really annoys you? People who always assume they are right...no matter what you say.
25. What's something you really like? Being on vacation and taking a long early morning walk on the beach when it is mostly just me and sea gulls.
26. Do you like Michael Jackson? I was not a big fan, but he was talented.
27. Can you dance? Only if it is free style...and have had some liquid refreshments.
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up? I have pulled my share of all nighters.
29. Have you ever been rushed by ambulance to the hospital? Yes, a few years ago, i fainted in the shower...got up and fainted again...luckily my daughter was home.
30. Do you ever read these when other people fill them out? Yes!! I love reading other's answers...hint....hint....
hugs abby
Grandma was in the bathroom applying her makeup. He granddaughter loved watching her. She finished with her lipstick and told her granddaughter time to go start the day. Her granddaughter replied...."but grandma you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-by"! Something to think about next time you apply lipstick....
........Had a very fun weekend at the water park and snow tubing.....for the past few days been watching the snow continue to accumulate. Snow banks are higher than i am.....and it is still snowing....ENOUGH!!!!
Hermione revived this meme in January. I have been saving it for when i am spending time with the grands...here it is.
1. Name someone with the same birthday as you. Henry the Navigator...i took this to mean just day...not year, since he was born in 1394.
2. Where was your first kiss? I honestly do not remember, I am guessing after a school dance.
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone's else property? Well, not in the sense that i cause damage...i have TP'd (toilet papered), more than one front yard.
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Not in anger or to injure, playfully yes.
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? Yes, but only under certain circumstances. As part of a school concert, in a large group. And, in my younger days i have been known to do some Karioke when I have been out with friends....
6. What is the first thing you notice about the preferred sex? Eyes
7. What really turns you on? Spanking, a nice long flogging, bondage, Master's hands on my body....
8. What do you order at Starbuck's? Oh, not a big fan of the place, either an iced flavored coffee, or a regular coffee.
9. What was your biggest mistake? Usually my biggest mistakes occur when i doubt myself, or think i am not good enough.
10. Have you ever hurt yourself no purpose. No
11. Say something totally random about yourself. One year I made a cross stitch for everyone on my Christmas list.
12. Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity? Never
13. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows? Yes, I loss count how often I have seen Frozen, and getting to watch all the Disney classics with the grands is fun. They have great show on now also....among the current favorites are..."Team Umi Zoomie" and "Doc McStuffins" and "Super Why".
14. Did you have braces? No
15. Are you comfortable with your height? Let's say i have come to terms with it...all 5 ft 2 of me.
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you? Hmm...a nice long flogging by the fireplace....most recent one.
17. How do you know when it is love? When you can feel the chemistry, the electricity between you, when being apart is always too long, when you each want to make each other happy.
18. Do you speak any other languages? French, used to be fluent in it, now i have to go slowly and think about it.
19. Have you ever been to a tanning salon? Never.
20. What magazines do you read? At this time none, prefer my crossword puzzle books.
21. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes...for weddings and funerals.
22. Has anyone you were really closed to passed away? Yes, my mom and dad, a close friend are the most recent.
23. Do you watch MTV? I have, my daughter watches some of the reality shows, and at times I have joined her.
24. What's something that really annoys you? People who always assume they are right...no matter what you say.
25. What's something you really like? Being on vacation and taking a long early morning walk on the beach when it is mostly just me and sea gulls.
26. Do you like Michael Jackson? I was not a big fan, but he was talented.
27. Can you dance? Only if it is free style...and have had some liquid refreshments.
28. What's the latest you have ever stayed up? I have pulled my share of all nighters.
29. Have you ever been rushed by ambulance to the hospital? Yes, a few years ago, i fainted in the shower...got up and fainted again...luckily my daughter was home.
30. Do you ever read these when other people fill them out? Yes!! I love reading other's answers...hint....hint....
hugs abby
Thursday, February 5, 2015
Master's good-by ritual
Master has developed a tradition, of sorts, that He likes to repeat when i am getting ready to leave for a weekend, a week, or longer. I am leaving tomorrow, for a weekend at an indoor water park with the kids and grands, and then on to my son's for a week. Master reminded me earlier this week, that i needed to leave time to get my 'traveling stripes'. Yup, He thinks sending me off with a caning, ensures that i do not forget that He is waiting for my return. ( i will admit,,,it does seem to help). I do not bruise easily, usually at the most, my bottom might be tender the day after a long, hard spanking.
But a cane's welts......they remind me for a couple of days....
As always, i find myself naked and kneeling. Master is getting me to forget all the foolishness (family drama) of the day. Covering my eyes, speaking softly, attacking my breast....Once i am focused only on Him, I get invited over His lap. He is using His hand for a warm-up, we chat until i need to concentrate on breathing...His had can pack quite a wallop. He continues, until i start to squirm, and my bottom is way beyond the warm-up stage, at the well heated stage.
Master then says, I think it is time for my belt. I shake my head a little..did i hear correctly...belt, leather, hearing it slip through the loops, leather, soft leather...and not a cane! I quickly get up, lean over in position. I hear it slip through the loops, i feel the soft leather He swishes it over my bottom. Sets of 10, switching sides after each set. The first 20, take some adjusting, some time to get my head in the right place. After the first 20, He uses just the tip of the belt on my upper back...making the statement, that all of me is His.
Each set is harder, until He tells me to stand and rub until He returns.
I am standing and rubbing my red hot bottom, when He returns....carrying a.....cane.
He is grinning, and says time for your stripes, to take with you. I get in position, and am ouching...even on a belt warmed bottom. After a couple sets He says , how about 6 of the best...and then you may suck my cock. He is waiting for my Yes Sir.....and as soon as He hears it, the last 6 hard ones are started.
After the sixth one, i am still in position, panting, when i hear...what are you waiting for? I quickly rise and get into position, to kiss, lap, suck, devour Him. I can feel myself dripping, Master notices, and puts that to good use:). I then get to climb onto His lap, snuggle in close and just enjoy some quiet time together.
Hopefully winter will cooperate with my travel plans...have a good week everyone...stay warm.....or even HOT....LOL!!
hugs abby
But a cane's welts......they remind me for a couple of days....
As always, i find myself naked and kneeling. Master is getting me to forget all the foolishness (family drama) of the day. Covering my eyes, speaking softly, attacking my breast....Once i am focused only on Him, I get invited over His lap. He is using His hand for a warm-up, we chat until i need to concentrate on breathing...His had can pack quite a wallop. He continues, until i start to squirm, and my bottom is way beyond the warm-up stage, at the well heated stage.
Master then says, I think it is time for my belt. I shake my head a little..did i hear correctly...belt, leather, hearing it slip through the loops, leather, soft leather...and not a cane! I quickly get up, lean over in position. I hear it slip through the loops, i feel the soft leather He swishes it over my bottom. Sets of 10, switching sides after each set. The first 20, take some adjusting, some time to get my head in the right place. After the first 20, He uses just the tip of the belt on my upper back...making the statement, that all of me is His.
Each set is harder, until He tells me to stand and rub until He returns.
I am standing and rubbing my red hot bottom, when He returns....carrying a.....cane.
He is grinning, and says time for your stripes, to take with you. I get in position, and am ouching...even on a belt warmed bottom. After a couple sets He says , how about 6 of the best...and then you may suck my cock. He is waiting for my Yes Sir.....and as soon as He hears it, the last 6 hard ones are started.
After the sixth one, i am still in position, panting, when i hear...what are you waiting for? I quickly rise and get into position, to kiss, lap, suck, devour Him. I can feel myself dripping, Master notices, and puts that to good use:). I then get to climb onto His lap, snuggle in close and just enjoy some quiet time together.
Hopefully winter will cooperate with my travel plans...have a good week everyone...stay warm.....or even HOT....LOL!!
hugs abby
Tuesday, February 3, 2015
Super Bowl Bet....
Master and i agree that watching a sporting event is much more interesting when the outcome is more than a win/loss for the teams playing. We often wager on a game, altho i am not sure that either one of us really loses.
Since i grew up in New England, my loyalties were with the Patriots this past weekend. Master was rooting for the Seagulls. I really felt the game was a toss up and could go either way. I was looking forward to a close, exciting game...and that it was!
Master told me to let Him know what the wager was, i had some time on Saturday, so i came up with 3 different wagers. One based on who wins, one on the number of touchdowns, and one on the number of total points scored. The 'payoff' was different for each one of them.
Master chose the first option....if the Pats win, i get a flogging, if the Seahawks prevail a whipping. The number would be determined but the winning score....multiply the score by 4...add 25 for a bonus. As you all probably know by now, the Pats did not let me down. They won...in a very close game.....and they scored 28 points. That came to 127...Master likes round numbers so He evened up to 140.
We started off, as always, with my naked kneeling time. Master asked if i wanted a hand warm up. Is there any other possible answer to that, than YES Sir. Once i was over His lap i settled in for a long, increasingly harder warm-up. Master's hands can be soft and caressing...or made of steel. When He was done, He said I should show Him how happy i am that the Pat's won at the last minute, and ensured me a flogging. I kneel before Him, and show Him that i am indeed very thankful that a flogging is in my future.
Master's provides a pillow for my head, and has me lay flat. The flogging is in sets of 20. He asks if I want them all hard, or a build up. Always go for the build up. Just to let me know that He is always in charge, He tells me He will give me a build up...but will not start counting until He starts in with the hard ones. That is more than fine with me...more flogging:) When He is ready to start counting, He uses the flogger in sets of 20, stopping for some rubbing and swishing of the flogger all over in between sets.
I was laying there comfortable, feeling all the stress leave my body, all the freezing temps and snow forgotten, and knowing that soon i will be floating. When Master reaches 140, He is talking and swishing the flogger all over, getting me return to reality. He then says, that just because He missed out on the whip, i will get one swish with it. He does limit Himself to 1, it brings me back to reality quickly. He traces the design it has left on my back....enjoying tracing it, as i relax once again.
We then move on to some loving and permissions......before it is time for Master to return to more shoveling and snow blowing.......Thank You Pats!!!
hugs abby
Since i grew up in New England, my loyalties were with the Patriots this past weekend. Master was rooting for the Seagulls. I really felt the game was a toss up and could go either way. I was looking forward to a close, exciting game...and that it was!
Master told me to let Him know what the wager was, i had some time on Saturday, so i came up with 3 different wagers. One based on who wins, one on the number of touchdowns, and one on the number of total points scored. The 'payoff' was different for each one of them.
Master chose the first option....if the Pats win, i get a flogging, if the Seahawks prevail a whipping. The number would be determined but the winning score....multiply the score by 4...add 25 for a bonus. As you all probably know by now, the Pats did not let me down. They won...in a very close game.....and they scored 28 points. That came to 127...Master likes round numbers so He evened up to 140.
We started off, as always, with my naked kneeling time. Master asked if i wanted a hand warm up. Is there any other possible answer to that, than YES Sir. Once i was over His lap i settled in for a long, increasingly harder warm-up. Master's hands can be soft and caressing...or made of steel. When He was done, He said I should show Him how happy i am that the Pat's won at the last minute, and ensured me a flogging. I kneel before Him, and show Him that i am indeed very thankful that a flogging is in my future.
Master's provides a pillow for my head, and has me lay flat. The flogging is in sets of 20. He asks if I want them all hard, or a build up. Always go for the build up. Just to let me know that He is always in charge, He tells me He will give me a build up...but will not start counting until He starts in with the hard ones. That is more than fine with me...more flogging:) When He is ready to start counting, He uses the flogger in sets of 20, stopping for some rubbing and swishing of the flogger all over in between sets.
I was laying there comfortable, feeling all the stress leave my body, all the freezing temps and snow forgotten, and knowing that soon i will be floating. When Master reaches 140, He is talking and swishing the flogger all over, getting me return to reality. He then says, that just because He missed out on the whip, i will get one swish with it. He does limit Himself to 1, it brings me back to reality quickly. He traces the design it has left on my back....enjoying tracing it, as i relax once again.
We then move on to some loving and permissions......before it is time for Master to return to more shoveling and snow blowing.......Thank You Pats!!!
hugs abby
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