Master and i have started to celebrate getting to Friday...surviving another week...with 'Fun Fridays'! As a student and a teacher getting to Friday meant a huge sigh of relief, of course in college Friday's often started on Thursday.
Master decreed today to be Fun Friday...leather style. I of course was in complete agreement. Master opens His toy bag and pulls out the large leather prison strop. I catch my breath....i love leather, but it has been probably....about 6 months since i have seen that strap, and He intends to start with it..He looks at me and wonders why i am not ready for Him...read that as naked and kneeling. I make sure to model my matching leopard print undies....no harm in getting Him into an extra good mood:)
He is claiming me...physically with His hands..rubbing and pulling and pinching, with His voice, telling me what will happen, reminding me that i am His submissive, with the looks He gives me. He knows me well, and therefore knows that all of this starts my juices flowing. I am then invited over His lap for a hand warm-up while we chat. He then decides to continue the warm up with His smaller leather paddle. It is large enough to cover one 'cheek', Master calls it a noise maker....makes more noise than it packs punch. I love it, and relax into it, feeling myself going into a wonderfully 'submissive zone'. Master then does His usual check, to see how much i have been enjoying His warm up. He likes to 'stir the pot', and see how close to the edge I will let myself get. Master tells me that He will stop when I ask for my strapping. I hold out as long as i can.....and finally i ask,,,,,and Master laughs.
Then it is up and over the hammock, a position that ensures i will not move or put my hands in the way. He starts in with the prison strop, and i am having a hard time adjusting to it. i stay and place, and do not complain....much.....but it just hurts. Master is trying to encourage me to go to that place where the pain is pleasure, He even gives me permission to cum at any time, but none of that is happening...it all about the pain. After maybe, 3 sets, He still sees me struggling, so He stops.
He decides to use a smaller strap about the size of a tawse. I can process this pain much better, able to relax more, and get to the point of feeling pleasure. After a few sets, i hear a familiar and welcome sound. The quiet jingle of a belt buckle. Master is taking off His belt..ahhhh. The belt is like a kiss on my bottom...as opposed to the bite of the strop. All to soon, Master decides i am ready to return to the strop.
My bottom has been very well warmed, and now the strop is more of a welcome sensation. After several sets, Master stands in front of me and captures my head between His legs. He is continuing from that angle, and i am quickly ouching. My sit spots are taking a hit each time. I get louder with each smack. After one set, Master asks me if i think the louder i ouch the easier He will go on me. I look up to see His look...and say...it is worth a try. ( No He is not intimidated by my ows and ouches...i think He considers them a compliment.)
He asks if i am ready for the last 10. Such a question...if i say no...He will continue and ask again...if i say yes....i will get 10 much harder ones. Since the last 10 ten will happen either way, i say Yes Sir. He stands to my left, and He counts. I think He is standing closer that He was before, cause there is a wrap around effect....and it hurts. I tell Him after 5 that the wrap around hurts....He continues....and finally we are at 10. He is rubbing and massaging and talking softly....getting me to relax...and needing to ask for permissions, which are granted.
A great start to the weekend....i almost feel like a college kid again!
Stay warm all....that polar vortex is making a return..
hugs abby
Friday, January 17, 2014
Thursday, January 16, 2014
Just Because He Owns It, ...........
Master often will ask me some variation of the question.....Who do you belong to?.....Is there a part of you that does not belong to me?....the words differ, but the point is made. It is meant as a reminder and an affirmation. The answer that He expects ...and usually gets is....all of me belongs to you...every part. Recently we were chatting, and the question was asked....who owns all of you? My answer was...i was OTK at the time....just because you own it, does not mean you have to spank it!
As soon as the words came out, i held my breath waiting for His reaction. I hear a chuckle, as He says...good luck with that! So, i decided to take an inventory and see how many parts of me have actually been spanked in some way. Starting from the bottom..and working on up...
Soles of my feet....not been spanked....as Master said, i am not in a Turkish prison....but then added, don't count anything out. I imagine it would be quite painful.
Legs, from shins to thighs, front and back, a yes. With the flogger, the horse hair, and the cane. Thighs are usually reserved when He REALLY wants to make a point.
Bottom, the first part of me that ever got spanked. Way too many different 'toys' to remember them all, and i think that all spankings have started with my bottom.
Pussy, yes, with His hand, crop, small paddle, horse hair, small strap....that might be it. I was doubtful at first, but oh......can be very yummy!
Back, yes, with flogger, horse hair, cane, large and small straps, crop and whip. I am including the shoulder area, here.
Stomach area....yes with horse hair, and will drag the flogger over the area.
Hands....yes, twice. I remember them well, even though it has been a while. Both times, i had to hold my hand out and keep it there while He used the crop. Both times, i moved my hand away after the smack...and had to put it back out....did not move it away the second time. It hurt!
Breast....when i first met Master, breast play was something i really had a difficult time accepting. Master has shown me the pleasure that can result from breast play. All leather toys, and the cane, have been used.
Throat and face, have not gone there, and have no desire to go there. Too many negative connotations for me...although Master has taught me to never say never.
So, i guess when Master reminds me that he owns all of me.....i am also being reminded that most of me is also spankable. :)....that makes me a lucky submissive.
hugs abby
As soon as the words came out, i held my breath waiting for His reaction. I hear a chuckle, as He says...good luck with that! So, i decided to take an inventory and see how many parts of me have actually been spanked in some way. Starting from the bottom..and working on up...
Soles of my feet....not been spanked....as Master said, i am not in a Turkish prison....but then added, don't count anything out. I imagine it would be quite painful.
Legs, from shins to thighs, front and back, a yes. With the flogger, the horse hair, and the cane. Thighs are usually reserved when He REALLY wants to make a point.
Bottom, the first part of me that ever got spanked. Way too many different 'toys' to remember them all, and i think that all spankings have started with my bottom.
Pussy, yes, with His hand, crop, small paddle, horse hair, small strap....that might be it. I was doubtful at first, but oh......can be very yummy!
Back, yes, with flogger, horse hair, cane, large and small straps, crop and whip. I am including the shoulder area, here.
Stomach area....yes with horse hair, and will drag the flogger over the area.
Hands....yes, twice. I remember them well, even though it has been a while. Both times, i had to hold my hand out and keep it there while He used the crop. Both times, i moved my hand away after the smack...and had to put it back out....did not move it away the second time. It hurt!
Breast....when i first met Master, breast play was something i really had a difficult time accepting. Master has shown me the pleasure that can result from breast play. All leather toys, and the cane, have been used.
Throat and face, have not gone there, and have no desire to go there. Too many negative connotations for me...although Master has taught me to never say never.
So, i guess when Master reminds me that he owns all of me.....i am also being reminded that most of me is also spankable. :)....that makes me a lucky submissive.
hugs abby
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
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Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Really....the cane???
As most of you know...Monday is my world is also known as M/M day...Monday Maintenance. It is not a...'if we have the time' or 'if we can work it out',....it is a given. Unless one of us is ill or out of town.....it is Maintenance Day. Both Master and i agree...it has been a very good thing for us. I know that once a week, at least, i will get spanked. It has quieted those darn 'voices' in my head, that often lead to trouble. Punishments have become a rare occurrence....a welcome change:). I am more sure of myself as a submissive, and we have gown closer. It takes thought and determination on both of our parts.....but it has been well worth it.
For the past few months, Master has used a smallish, but heavy, wooden paddle. Master's idea of maintenance, (not mine), is that it is a deterrent to punishment, therefore, it needs to be a spanking that leaves me thinking.....i do not want a harder spanking. The paddle has been doing its job nicely, it is what i think about when Monday rolls around and it is the spanking i have come to expect and prepare for.
Master likes to keep "me on my toes"...in many ways. Yesterday when Master and i met, we chatted, and then i was told to get ready....meaning naked and kneeling. He went, i assumed to get the paddle, and returned with the cane. He announced that today, maintenance would be with the cane....a quiet 'oh' came out of my mouth. He grinned. I was quickly trying to wrap my head around...a caning, not a paddling...it was a tough transition.
After our claiming time, He was kind enough to say..warm up time. I was over His lap getting a wonderfully calming hand spanking. When He judged i was warmed up enough...i always want more....He told me to stand and lean over the ottoman, and to keep my bottom presented to Him. I am never prepared for that first swish.
I takes a couple sets of being reminded to stay in position and to keep breathing, before i start to hear...good girl, you kept your bottom out, you stayed in position, you are accepting your spanking. Finally Master asks me if i am ready for the last 6. In a very quiet voice...my way of coping, go within my self...i answer Yes Sir. Master tells me to count in a loud voice, He wants me in the moment. I need to repeat the first one, not loud enough....we get to the sixth one....always the hardest....and i yell out....6! Master is rubbing my bottom, feeling the heat and the welts.
I am told to get up and kneel in front of Him. He stops in closer, i start to unbuckle His belt, i look up and it is what He wants. He has me feel my welts, and between the heat, the welts, His cock in my mouth....i am dripping. Master thanks me with...3 ( i think....it is hard to keep count at such a time)....of my own orgasms. He chuckles as He is rubbing and massaging, asking me if i remember thinking i was not a sexual person....i groan.
A warm, welted bottom, and a satisfied pussy.....no wonder Mondays have become a day i look forward to!
Have a good week all..
hugs abby
For the past few months, Master has used a smallish, but heavy, wooden paddle. Master's idea of maintenance, (not mine), is that it is a deterrent to punishment, therefore, it needs to be a spanking that leaves me thinking.....i do not want a harder spanking. The paddle has been doing its job nicely, it is what i think about when Monday rolls around and it is the spanking i have come to expect and prepare for.
Master likes to keep "me on my toes"...in many ways. Yesterday when Master and i met, we chatted, and then i was told to get ready....meaning naked and kneeling. He went, i assumed to get the paddle, and returned with the cane. He announced that today, maintenance would be with the cane....a quiet 'oh' came out of my mouth. He grinned. I was quickly trying to wrap my head around...a caning, not a paddling...it was a tough transition.
After our claiming time, He was kind enough to say..warm up time. I was over His lap getting a wonderfully calming hand spanking. When He judged i was warmed up enough...i always want more....He told me to stand and lean over the ottoman, and to keep my bottom presented to Him. I am never prepared for that first swish.
I takes a couple sets of being reminded to stay in position and to keep breathing, before i start to hear...good girl, you kept your bottom out, you stayed in position, you are accepting your spanking. Finally Master asks me if i am ready for the last 6. In a very quiet voice...my way of coping, go within my self...i answer Yes Sir. Master tells me to count in a loud voice, He wants me in the moment. I need to repeat the first one, not loud enough....we get to the sixth one....always the hardest....and i yell out....6! Master is rubbing my bottom, feeling the heat and the welts.
I am told to get up and kneel in front of Him. He stops in closer, i start to unbuckle His belt, i look up and it is what He wants. He has me feel my welts, and between the heat, the welts, His cock in my mouth....i am dripping. Master thanks me with...3 ( i think....it is hard to keep count at such a time)....of my own orgasms. He chuckles as He is rubbing and massaging, asking me if i remember thinking i was not a sexual person....i groan.
A warm, welted bottom, and a satisfied pussy.....no wonder Mondays have become a day i look forward to!
Have a good week all..
hugs abby
Friday, January 10, 2014
Fun Friday Flogging!
Well, to be honest flogging and whipping.....but i have always loved alliteration! Master's good night text to me last night was....I am thinking flogger and bull whip. Now how is a gal supposed to sleep thinking of that?? Actually i slept quite well....even slept in a little. When given a choice i always choose flogger from Master's bag....He claims to not have a favorite, but that whip is at the top of His like list.
Master has me put on the ankle and wrist cuffs before my kneeling time. He clips the cuffs together...the wrist ones are clamped in the front....He is claiming me...all of me. He then tells me that i can decide how many i will get with the flogger....Hmmm, that is nice of Him, i am thinking. Then He continues, whatever number i use for my flogging, will also be used for my whipping. Ahhh...one of Master's twists. I can also decide which is first...that is easing...flogging....gives me more of a warm up.
Master helps me up, and then tells me to get over His lap. I figure out how to do it while staying clipped. I get a wonderful hand warm up, while we chat. I tell Him i want to buy myself a new toy...a rabbit vibrator. He gives me permission.....but i cannot take it out of its packaging...He will do that.
I am then told to get up and kneel up on the sofa, leaning on the back, bottom out. We start with 100, He is flogging my back....starting out more lightly and working up to harder strikes. I can feel all the tension leaving my body....and also feel myself getting wetter and wetter. After 100, Master switches over to the single tail. It always takes me a bit to adjust to the sting of the whip. Master always tells me not to concentrate on the pain on my back, but to transfer the pain to where it will bring me pleasure. After 100, Master has me get up for some hug time. I am still clipped and my hands are between us, til Master points out i can put them over His head and we will be joined....ahhhh....much nicer.
To my surprise i am told to sit on the sofa, He is going to flog and whip my breast, something i was not expecting. I sit, He covers my face, and starts in with the flogger. Master decides on 50, most of them right on my breast. Then it is whip time....i am apprehensive, but ready. Master is whipping my breast, aiming for the nipple area....His aim is quite good. I am squirming and remembering to keep breathing....when Master comments on how stiff my nipples are getting. After 50, i feel a quite different sensation...He is licking, sucking, and biting, first one breast then the other. The pain has been replaced with a deep need, one that Master is not ready to fill yet. As we hug, I look at my breast...not even a mark...How is that possible?
Master then announces that my bottom is next. Honestly i do not think that my bottom has ever been flogged or whipped. I am told to get on the ottoman, kneeling, bottom up and out. Remember i am doing all this positioning with the cuffs clipped. It is a good thing i have loss that weight...and i am quite proud of myself. I do , and it is another 50 with both the flogger , then the whip. More hugs, and Master asks how many more do i want.
I ask if it will be just with the flogger...it will not. But it will be just on my back. We decide to start and i will tell Him when to stop. Back to kneeling against the back of the sofa, these are all much harder, i decide to say 'enough' after 50. Now for the last 50 with the whip. They are also harder and i am struggling, a bit. I am counting, and i hear Master say...10 more. I say really??...He asks what my count is.....i reply that His is the one that counts. He laughs and asks again..i tell Him i was at 30....He disagrees and says 10 more. He asks how i want them...i say...'gently'. I don't think there is such a thing with the whip, but they are not as strong as the previous ones. Master announces one more....and i steady myself. As i expect, that last one is meant to make an impression. As i start to breathe again, i realize that Master is kissing my back all along the 'line of fire'.
Master is using His talented fingers, to check my reaction, and is encouraging me to cum all over them. I am getting close, and as He continues, encourages me to let go, reminds me of my wanting to be more open, i explode...i grunt...i groan...i shiver...i cum, and i try to breathe once more. I am spent....Master is massaging my back....i think He is attempting conversation, but me senses have barely returned.
Sometimes i try to anticipate what will happen when Master and i play. He is keen on surprising me....this afternoon far exceeded my anticipation and my expectations. A four star rated 'Fun Friday'!
hugs abby
Master has me put on the ankle and wrist cuffs before my kneeling time. He clips the cuffs together...the wrist ones are clamped in the front....He is claiming me...all of me. He then tells me that i can decide how many i will get with the flogger....Hmmm, that is nice of Him, i am thinking. Then He continues, whatever number i use for my flogging, will also be used for my whipping. Ahhh...one of Master's twists. I can also decide which is first...that is easing...flogging....gives me more of a warm up.
Master helps me up, and then tells me to get over His lap. I figure out how to do it while staying clipped. I get a wonderful hand warm up, while we chat. I tell Him i want to buy myself a new toy...a rabbit vibrator. He gives me permission.....but i cannot take it out of its packaging...He will do that.
I am then told to get up and kneel up on the sofa, leaning on the back, bottom out. We start with 100, He is flogging my back....starting out more lightly and working up to harder strikes. I can feel all the tension leaving my body....and also feel myself getting wetter and wetter. After 100, Master switches over to the single tail. It always takes me a bit to adjust to the sting of the whip. Master always tells me not to concentrate on the pain on my back, but to transfer the pain to where it will bring me pleasure. After 100, Master has me get up for some hug time. I am still clipped and my hands are between us, til Master points out i can put them over His head and we will be joined....ahhhh....much nicer.
To my surprise i am told to sit on the sofa, He is going to flog and whip my breast, something i was not expecting. I sit, He covers my face, and starts in with the flogger. Master decides on 50, most of them right on my breast. Then it is whip time....i am apprehensive, but ready. Master is whipping my breast, aiming for the nipple area....His aim is quite good. I am squirming and remembering to keep breathing....when Master comments on how stiff my nipples are getting. After 50, i feel a quite different sensation...He is licking, sucking, and biting, first one breast then the other. The pain has been replaced with a deep need, one that Master is not ready to fill yet. As we hug, I look at my breast...not even a mark...How is that possible?
Master then announces that my bottom is next. Honestly i do not think that my bottom has ever been flogged or whipped. I am told to get on the ottoman, kneeling, bottom up and out. Remember i am doing all this positioning with the cuffs clipped. It is a good thing i have loss that weight...and i am quite proud of myself. I do , and it is another 50 with both the flogger , then the whip. More hugs, and Master asks how many more do i want.
I ask if it will be just with the flogger...it will not. But it will be just on my back. We decide to start and i will tell Him when to stop. Back to kneeling against the back of the sofa, these are all much harder, i decide to say 'enough' after 50. Now for the last 50 with the whip. They are also harder and i am struggling, a bit. I am counting, and i hear Master say...10 more. I say really??...He asks what my count is.....i reply that His is the one that counts. He laughs and asks again..i tell Him i was at 30....He disagrees and says 10 more. He asks how i want them...i say...'gently'. I don't think there is such a thing with the whip, but they are not as strong as the previous ones. Master announces one more....and i steady myself. As i expect, that last one is meant to make an impression. As i start to breathe again, i realize that Master is kissing my back all along the 'line of fire'.
Master is using His talented fingers, to check my reaction, and is encouraging me to cum all over them. I am getting close, and as He continues, encourages me to let go, reminds me of my wanting to be more open, i explode...i grunt...i groan...i shiver...i cum, and i try to breathe once more. I am spent....Master is massaging my back....i think He is attempting conversation, but me senses have barely returned.
Sometimes i try to anticipate what will happen when Master and i play. He is keen on surprising me....this afternoon far exceeded my anticipation and my expectations. A four star rated 'Fun Friday'!
hugs abby
Monday, January 6, 2014
First spanking in 2014
Family, weather and the flu combined to prevent Master from giving me my first spanking of the new year until today. As much as i hate to admit it, i sure did need it!
One of my goals for the new year, is to make myself more open and vulnerable to Him....to go to Him with some things that i have been hanging on to, to let Him know when i am feeling needy, to ask (at least some of the time), for what it is i feel i need. I started off on the right foot, last week, i could feel myself sinking into that.....He could do so much better...frame of mind. Instead of allowing the thought to fester, i sent Master a text, asking if He could give me an extra task for that night. His reply was yes, but He needed to think about what task. The reply caused me to wonder if i had made a mistake. Master is very good at spur of the moment decisions, He is creative and usually reacts quickly. I was a little worried that His wanting to think meant trouble for me.
The task was to clip both my ankle and wrists cuffs when i went to bed. I wear the wrist cuffs every nite, they are leather, i love the smell, there is a soft lamb's wool layer on the inside, and i love having that reminder of being His when i wake up at night. I do not clip them together. Occasionally, Master will tell me to clip either the wrist or the ankle ones, but had never wanted me to clip both. He added that i should keep them clipped for as long as i could....i was to get some sleep.
I was a little worried about getting comfy.....but the ankle ones have enough 'give', and i sleep on my side, so it was not a major problem. Until i tried to turn over to the other side....impossible! I am a very restless sleeper, the sheets and blankets are all over the place by morning. So i did try to just relax and stay in place. I succeeded until it was 'potty time'. I unclipped the cuffs and left them that way. When Master asked in the morning how i had done...He was pleased with my report. That extra task did help me over the next couple days.
Today was the first M/M day of 2014. It was also my first weigh in 3 weeks.....good news i am only 1 pound over my goal.....i get 2 pounds of wriggle room! After my naked kneeling and claiming time, i started to rise to go over Master 's lap. He stopped me and told me to stay kneeling and make myself comfortable.....He was in the mood for me to have a long session with His cock. I started off slowly, concentrating on giving Master many different sensations. After a while, i was told to put my hands behind me, and not use them. He directed me to His balls, and after i had given each of them some attention, He had me try to suck them both at once....it was more that a mouthful! Then i went back to His cock.....it was the perfect way to get me totally immersed in a submissive mind set.
Then it was over His lap, for my maintenance spanking. No hand warm up today.....but He did start slowly with the paddle. I was having a bit of a problem settling in.....so He started to talk and spank not quite so hard. I was able to relax, and Master's frequent checks to see of i was truly enjoying, were met with approval. Master reminded me that cumming without permission would not be a good thing, reminding me to breathe and relax. Master then went back to paddling, and told me to let Him know when i wanted maintenance to start...AKA as the real spanking. I decided to just enjoy the paddling and lay there....and Master continued to paddle my bottom. I finally decided that i needed to be ready for maintenance...told Master He could start maintenance....and He puts the paddle down and says He is not ready. I burst into a laugh.....He asks who is in charge.....once i settle down...He tucks me in and really lets the paddle fly. When i reach the point of voicing my pain, He concentrates on one spot for 10 spanks, then another spot.....just to really make His point. Finally He is done, and asks if i think i am ready to cum for Him. I have been ready since i was sucking on His cock....so it does not take long...and i am grunting and growling and squirting. Finally i lay spent.....so relaxed and content.
Master asks if i want to go to my favorite spot...being cuddled in His lap. He does not have to ask twice. We snuggle, and hug, and chat a little...mostly we just enjoy each other.
It is going to be below zero here tomorrow...most of the schools have already cancelled. Hope you all are staying warm and safe.
hugs abby
One of my goals for the new year, is to make myself more open and vulnerable to Him....to go to Him with some things that i have been hanging on to, to let Him know when i am feeling needy, to ask (at least some of the time), for what it is i feel i need. I started off on the right foot, last week, i could feel myself sinking into that.....He could do so much better...frame of mind. Instead of allowing the thought to fester, i sent Master a text, asking if He could give me an extra task for that night. His reply was yes, but He needed to think about what task. The reply caused me to wonder if i had made a mistake. Master is very good at spur of the moment decisions, He is creative and usually reacts quickly. I was a little worried that His wanting to think meant trouble for me.
The task was to clip both my ankle and wrists cuffs when i went to bed. I wear the wrist cuffs every nite, they are leather, i love the smell, there is a soft lamb's wool layer on the inside, and i love having that reminder of being His when i wake up at night. I do not clip them together. Occasionally, Master will tell me to clip either the wrist or the ankle ones, but had never wanted me to clip both. He added that i should keep them clipped for as long as i could....i was to get some sleep.
I was a little worried about getting comfy.....but the ankle ones have enough 'give', and i sleep on my side, so it was not a major problem. Until i tried to turn over to the other side....impossible! I am a very restless sleeper, the sheets and blankets are all over the place by morning. So i did try to just relax and stay in place. I succeeded until it was 'potty time'. I unclipped the cuffs and left them that way. When Master asked in the morning how i had done...He was pleased with my report. That extra task did help me over the next couple days.
Today was the first M/M day of 2014. It was also my first weigh in 3 weeks.....good news i am only 1 pound over my goal.....i get 2 pounds of wriggle room! After my naked kneeling and claiming time, i started to rise to go over Master 's lap. He stopped me and told me to stay kneeling and make myself comfortable.....He was in the mood for me to have a long session with His cock. I started off slowly, concentrating on giving Master many different sensations. After a while, i was told to put my hands behind me, and not use them. He directed me to His balls, and after i had given each of them some attention, He had me try to suck them both at once....it was more that a mouthful! Then i went back to His cock.....it was the perfect way to get me totally immersed in a submissive mind set.
Then it was over His lap, for my maintenance spanking. No hand warm up today.....but He did start slowly with the paddle. I was having a bit of a problem settling in.....so He started to talk and spank not quite so hard. I was able to relax, and Master's frequent checks to see of i was truly enjoying, were met with approval. Master reminded me that cumming without permission would not be a good thing, reminding me to breathe and relax. Master then went back to paddling, and told me to let Him know when i wanted maintenance to start...AKA as the real spanking. I decided to just enjoy the paddling and lay there....and Master continued to paddle my bottom. I finally decided that i needed to be ready for maintenance...told Master He could start maintenance....and He puts the paddle down and says He is not ready. I burst into a laugh.....He asks who is in charge.....once i settle down...He tucks me in and really lets the paddle fly. When i reach the point of voicing my pain, He concentrates on one spot for 10 spanks, then another spot.....just to really make His point. Finally He is done, and asks if i think i am ready to cum for Him. I have been ready since i was sucking on His cock....so it does not take long...and i am grunting and growling and squirting. Finally i lay spent.....so relaxed and content.
Master asks if i want to go to my favorite spot...being cuddled in His lap. He does not have to ask twice. We snuggle, and hug, and chat a little...mostly we just enjoy each other.
It is going to be below zero here tomorrow...most of the schools have already cancelled. Hope you all are staying warm and safe.
hugs abby
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
A New Year Meme
Happy first day of 2014 all! I thought i would start off the year with a meme.
1. What did you do in 2013 that you’d never done before? I had surgery....twice..could have done without that. I also guess i have been lucky that it took so long for that to happen.
2. Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I keep the ones i share with Master. This year, i want to be more open and vulnerable, and to enjoy each day, and to exercise 5 times a week.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Not this past year....but my niece announced a new babe will be here in July!
4. Did anyone close to you die? My sister's father in law.
5. What countries did you visit? Canada
6. What would you like to have in 2014 that you lacked in 2013? To stay healthy.
7. What dates from 2013 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? April 11 and Sept. 4th....the dates of my surgeries, Dec. 15 going to the Rockettes show with my entire family.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Hmmmm, nothing stands out.
9. What was your biggest failure? I have to say....nothing comes to mind here.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Yes, as my surgeon said.....the surgery and recovery from hell. He said he will remember me always.
11. What was the best thing you bought? Tickets to the "Fresh Beat Band" concert...my 5 year old granddaughter said it was the best day of her life!
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? My 3 children. During my surgeries and long recovery, they took turns playing nurse, calling every day, and sending me surprise goodies. Their care and encouragement was a real blessing.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? I do not want to get political....but what goes on in Washington is often appalling.
14. Where did most of your money go? Good question....it just seems to go! Nothing major that i can remember.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? A week's vacation by the ocean with all the kids and grands.
16. What song will always remind you of 2013? " So Happy Together", it is the theme for my family....we are always so happy to be together. I know it is a real oldie!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: a) happier or sadder? Happier, just to be here.
18. What do you wish you’d done more of? Exercise, helping others.
19. What do you wish you’d done less of? Being ill...recovering, playing on the computer.
20. How did you spend Christmas? With all of my family...the best way possible.
21. Did you fall in love in 2013? Every time i see the grands!
22. What was your favorite TV program? Not a big TV fan, but i do enjoy The Amazing Race and Top Chef.
23. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Hate, none.... there are several people i find annoying..
24. What was the best book you read? The most recent best is The End of Your Life Book Club. Everyone in our book club loved it..which rarely happens.
25. What was your greatest musical discovery? Ummm....did not have one??
26. What did you want and get? Tickets to see "Les Miz" and "Phantom of the Opera". I have seem them both several times, but just never tire of seeing them.
27. What did you want and not get? I honestly cannot think of anything material....have to go back to stay healthy.
28. What was your favorite film of this year? Well, I have not been to one movie all year...
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? The ripe old age of 63, I celebrated with friends and family.
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? More money? Well, more money is always a good thing, but good health is more important...
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2013? Mostly, be comfortable........and I love the color orange...yes, my kids cringe at that.
32. What kept you sane? Master and the grands.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? The person i have most recently been the most fascinated with is Nelson Mandela..what an amazing man!
34. What political issue stirred you the most? The failure to pass an on time budget in Washington, the failure of some states on the same sex equality issue.
35. Who did you miss? Bas, and his wonderful comments, and after 3 years i still miss my dad.
36. Who was the best new person you met? Seems that most of the new people i met were doctors...I was very lucky that they were so skilled and caring. They called me at home many times to check up on me.
37. What is a valuable lesson you learned in 2013? A lesson that i have always known and tried to live by was emphasized.....1. Enjoy each and every day, it is a gift!!!!
hugs abby
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Welcome 2014!!
I usually am sentimental at year's end...looking back to all the special and good times, thinking how fast time has passed. This year i am tempted to just say.....good riddance. The year started with an unexpected death of a young family member....and never did seem to recover. Yes, there were fun times and special moments....but mostly the year reminded my family to hug and hold each other tightly and remember to say the 'I love yous'.....and our special reply..'I love you more'. Even the grands are beginning to catch on to that reply...and insist that they do.
My time away with family was hectic but wonderful. We celebrated 2 Christmases, with 5 children under the age of 5. We shared good news...a niece got engaged, and another announced a new baby on the way. Twenty- five of us gathered at my sisters to laugh, share, and be thankful that we were indeed all together!
Master and i had M/M time yesterday. He gave me a grade of 85 with keeping up with my rules while i was away, i would have graded myself lower, so i am happy that His is the grade that counts. We looked back on this year agreeing that despite life interfering in was a year of growth, new experiences, and closeness.
I am so grateful for all of you....your support, your friendship, your comments, .... we are one lucky bunch to have each other! I wish that 2014 brings you lots of smiles and happy tears, good health, lots of spanks (and more), contentment and a happy heart!
hugs abby
My time away with family was hectic but wonderful. We celebrated 2 Christmases, with 5 children under the age of 5. We shared good news...a niece got engaged, and another announced a new baby on the way. Twenty- five of us gathered at my sisters to laugh, share, and be thankful that we were indeed all together!
Master and i had M/M time yesterday. He gave me a grade of 85 with keeping up with my rules while i was away, i would have graded myself lower, so i am happy that His is the grade that counts. We looked back on this year agreeing that despite life interfering in was a year of growth, new experiences, and closeness.
I am so grateful for all of you....your support, your friendship, your comments, .... we are one lucky bunch to have each other! I wish that 2014 brings you lots of smiles and happy tears, good health, lots of spanks (and more), contentment and a happy heart!
hugs abby
Thursday, December 12, 2013
Wishing all of you the Merriest.....
Yes i know i am a little early, but i will be getting caught up on grandma time during the next couple of weeks, so i am not sure how much blogging time i will have. When I was ill, my kids bought me an incentive gift....tickets for all of us to go see the Radio City Music Hall Christmas show...all i had to do was get better in time. I made it...the show is Saturday, we are all meeting at my daughter's, she is about an hour away from NYC, and spending Saturday getting lots of Christmas spirit going. I will be leaving with my son's family, to spend the week before Christmas with them, i have not seen his 2 little ones since August. The day after Christmas we are all meeting up again...this time in Maine. We will be celebrating Christmas will my mom, siblings, and nieces and nephews.....and grands....passing on family traditions to a new generation! Hopefully the weather will be some what cooperative, so we can get all this accomplished.
Master and i had some 'just us' time this afternoon. While i am kneeling for Him, He is searching through my toy bag. It is a rule that i bring my bag to all 'play' sessions, lots of times it does not even get opened. I start to feel a strange 'prickly' sensation on my breast. Master is using my little metal pinwheel toy. I love the sensation of it, just not so much on my breast. He is rolling it over, under and around my breast. He starts to concentrate on my nipples, rolling it over them, encircling them. I am squirming as i try to relax into the sensations.
Over His lap, for a hand warm up as we chat. Too soon, i feel the quick spank of my light frog paddle. I am enjoying the light smacks, when Master decided to concentrate on one spot, with harder smacks.....that light paddle is turning my bottom hot. He repeats with the other side.. He is a very symmetrical person. Then i feel a sharp,stinging spank...that hurts. I cannot guess what it is....it is a spatula. I though i had thrown it out last time Master used it.......Master then explained to me...that it is my bag, but i need permission to 'clean' it out. Next i feel the coolness of heavy wood....Master has found the Yankee's paddle. It is like a double whammy, getting paddled...with a Yankees themed paddle. He gives me 25 harder ones, and stops....says He is going to 'stir up the pot'....He uses His fingers, to bring me close, then backs off. He tells me He is going to continue, until i ask Him for 25 more with the paddle.
I decide to see how long i can hold out. I know from the beginning it is a losing battle...He knows my body way too well, and the of course...'she' is always cheering Him on. Master is telling me He has all the time i need, and to remember, no cumming without permission...and no permission til 25 more. He chuckles as my breathing becomes more of a pant, i am losing my battle......i try to talk to take my mind off what is happening to my pussy....finally i just have to admit...it is a losing (or winning , i guess) battle. I ask for 25 more with that darn paddle. I lay quietly as He is happy to fill my request, and i just want them to be over. As soon as they are, His fingers are back at it. My whole body has a big tremor, just as i ask for permission.......He does not stop after one......but i am beyond being aware of anything but sensations and tremors.
After some quiet time, and some being cradled on His lap, and more kneeling, during all of which Master is reminding me to be His 'good girl' while i am away. I answer that i will try, that used to be my standard answer...He replies with , don't just try do it....this time i reply with Yes Sir....
I wish all of you a holiday season filled with treasured traditions...and as much 'stress relief' as you need! I plan on finding time to check in with all of you at least once.....if not, i will be back in a couple of weeks.
hugs abby
Master and i had some 'just us' time this afternoon. While i am kneeling for Him, He is searching through my toy bag. It is a rule that i bring my bag to all 'play' sessions, lots of times it does not even get opened. I start to feel a strange 'prickly' sensation on my breast. Master is using my little metal pinwheel toy. I love the sensation of it, just not so much on my breast. He is rolling it over, under and around my breast. He starts to concentrate on my nipples, rolling it over them, encircling them. I am squirming as i try to relax into the sensations.
Over His lap, for a hand warm up as we chat. Too soon, i feel the quick spank of my light frog paddle. I am enjoying the light smacks, when Master decided to concentrate on one spot, with harder smacks.....that light paddle is turning my bottom hot. He repeats with the other side.. He is a very symmetrical person. Then i feel a sharp,stinging spank...that hurts. I cannot guess what it is....it is a spatula. I though i had thrown it out last time Master used it.......Master then explained to me...that it is my bag, but i need permission to 'clean' it out. Next i feel the coolness of heavy wood....Master has found the Yankee's paddle. It is like a double whammy, getting paddled...with a Yankees themed paddle. He gives me 25 harder ones, and stops....says He is going to 'stir up the pot'....He uses His fingers, to bring me close, then backs off. He tells me He is going to continue, until i ask Him for 25 more with the paddle.
I decide to see how long i can hold out. I know from the beginning it is a losing battle...He knows my body way too well, and the of course...'she' is always cheering Him on. Master is telling me He has all the time i need, and to remember, no cumming without permission...and no permission til 25 more. He chuckles as my breathing becomes more of a pant, i am losing my battle......i try to talk to take my mind off what is happening to my pussy....finally i just have to admit...it is a losing (or winning , i guess) battle. I ask for 25 more with that darn paddle. I lay quietly as He is happy to fill my request, and i just want them to be over. As soon as they are, His fingers are back at it. My whole body has a big tremor, just as i ask for permission.......He does not stop after one......but i am beyond being aware of anything but sensations and tremors.
After some quiet time, and some being cradled on His lap, and more kneeling, during all of which Master is reminding me to be His 'good girl' while i am away. I answer that i will try, that used to be my standard answer...He replies with , don't just try do it....this time i reply with Yes Sir....
I wish all of you a holiday season filled with treasured traditions...and as much 'stress relief' as you need! I plan on finding time to check in with all of you at least once.....if not, i will be back in a couple of weeks.
hugs abby
Monday, December 9, 2013
Friend or Foe
If anyone ever walked in on Master and i when were having a 'session', they would take a look around, and ask where is the other person?? Master likes to check and see if my ouches and squirming are really warranted. He checks to see if i am 'wet' or not....and yes in spite of my 'complaints' a part of me is enjoying it....Master refers to my pussy as 'she', i call her 'the traitor' or the foe.
Monday's in my world are M/M day. Some Monday's i am accepting of the fact that i will get a hard spanking, and that 'she' will betray me.....but that betrayal will lead to my needing a couple permissions, and a satisfied, spent and calm me. Other Monday's i just wish it was not Monday, i am not 'in the mood' for a hard spanking, and why oh why Is Master so consistent? This was one of those Mondays. Not sure why, but i have been out of sorts for a few days, maybe the more i need it, the less i want it......
The routine for Monday's always starts the same way. Hugs, naked kneeling to help me shut everything but Master and i out, then over His lap. A hand warm-up, then the small, but heavy, brush paddle. The spanking is meant to keep me out of trouble, so Master's believes that it needs to make an impression ( i have a different view of maintenance, but we all know who's view counts.)
Master starts in with the paddle, i am having a hard time settling in and accepting. Master, as always tells me to stop concentrating on the pain from my bottom and think of how wet i am getting...i have learned there is no denying the wetness part. He stops to check, and yes 'she' has awakened and seems to be enjoying this. I am complaining, a bit, Master surprises me by pulling me in, holding me in place, and letting the little paddle fly...fast, furious, and HARD. He is talking, i hear Him saying....my bottom belongs to Him, He can spank as long and as hard as He wants, all of me is His.....it is a reaffirmation i need to hear.
He finally stops and as i am trying to breathe again, He checks with 'her'.....she is 'squishing'...obviously she agrees with Him. Master continues to use His fingers to bring closer and closer to needing a permission.....then He says....one more thing. I am beyond trying to remember what that might be...He asks me....did i give you a task yesterday? ARGH! He did, something for me to do while i was out having lunch....and i did not. I did not forget, i just did not get the opportunity, and , to be honest, did not try to make one. Of course, He did not forget.
He asks me what my punishment should be....all this time His fingers are still working their magic...i am close to going from 'squishy' to 'gushing'. He reminds me, there will be no permission until i answer His question. I am debating and trying to calm myself. Last time i had to determine a punishment i chose 10, i figured i needed to up that, but my bottom was still hot from maintenance. I said 20 with His hand. He agreed with the 20.....but not the hand....back to the darn paddle. He reminded me that a task needs to be completed, and is not supposed to be easy....we have gone beyond easy....easy was 7/8 years ago. I am told to count them...i lay my head down, and start counting, i add a Sir on my own. Half way through He stops to rub...ahhh....He tells me how proud He is that i am accepting this punishment, and have settled into it. The last 10 add to the heat of my bottom and He is done.
Of course He checks again....and 'she'....has not been deterred by these last 20. I am quickly asking for permission.....and i am soon lost to this world. Master is rubbing my back, waiting for me to calm...and says...it seems that the harder I spank you , the harder you cum...He has evidence to back it up, and i cannot even argue the point. Master and 'she' win....but then, i did not exactly lose!
Hope you are all staying safe and warm
hugs abby
Monday's in my world are M/M day. Some Monday's i am accepting of the fact that i will get a hard spanking, and that 'she' will betray me.....but that betrayal will lead to my needing a couple permissions, and a satisfied, spent and calm me. Other Monday's i just wish it was not Monday, i am not 'in the mood' for a hard spanking, and why oh why Is Master so consistent? This was one of those Mondays. Not sure why, but i have been out of sorts for a few days, maybe the more i need it, the less i want it......
The routine for Monday's always starts the same way. Hugs, naked kneeling to help me shut everything but Master and i out, then over His lap. A hand warm-up, then the small, but heavy, brush paddle. The spanking is meant to keep me out of trouble, so Master's believes that it needs to make an impression ( i have a different view of maintenance, but we all know who's view counts.)
Master starts in with the paddle, i am having a hard time settling in and accepting. Master, as always tells me to stop concentrating on the pain from my bottom and think of how wet i am getting...i have learned there is no denying the wetness part. He stops to check, and yes 'she' has awakened and seems to be enjoying this. I am complaining, a bit, Master surprises me by pulling me in, holding me in place, and letting the little paddle fly...fast, furious, and HARD. He is talking, i hear Him saying....my bottom belongs to Him, He can spank as long and as hard as He wants, all of me is His.....it is a reaffirmation i need to hear.
He finally stops and as i am trying to breathe again, He checks with 'her'.....she is 'squishing'...obviously she agrees with Him. Master continues to use His fingers to bring closer and closer to needing a permission.....then He says....one more thing. I am beyond trying to remember what that might be...He asks me....did i give you a task yesterday? ARGH! He did, something for me to do while i was out having lunch....and i did not. I did not forget, i just did not get the opportunity, and , to be honest, did not try to make one. Of course, He did not forget.
He asks me what my punishment should be....all this time His fingers are still working their magic...i am close to going from 'squishy' to 'gushing'. He reminds me, there will be no permission until i answer His question. I am debating and trying to calm myself. Last time i had to determine a punishment i chose 10, i figured i needed to up that, but my bottom was still hot from maintenance. I said 20 with His hand. He agreed with the 20.....but not the hand....back to the darn paddle. He reminded me that a task needs to be completed, and is not supposed to be easy....we have gone beyond easy....easy was 7/8 years ago. I am told to count them...i lay my head down, and start counting, i add a Sir on my own. Half way through He stops to rub...ahhh....He tells me how proud He is that i am accepting this punishment, and have settled into it. The last 10 add to the heat of my bottom and He is done.
Of course He checks again....and 'she'....has not been deterred by these last 20. I am quickly asking for permission.....and i am soon lost to this world. Master is rubbing my back, waiting for me to calm...and says...it seems that the harder I spank you , the harder you cum...He has evidence to back it up, and i cannot even argue the point. Master and 'she' win....but then, i did not exactly lose!
Hope you are all staying safe and warm
hugs abby
Saturday, December 7, 2013
Friday "F" day
First, if the Christmas spirit has not grabbed you yet, i have a solution. Go visit Ana at http://governingana.wordpress.com/ and read the daily advent calendar offerings. They will make you laugh, cry and think...and get you into the spirit. They make me (almost) wish i was still teaching....they would be ready made lesson plans for the month of December...outlining the history of the Christmas tree....a debate on should children believe in Santa ( i taught junior high), a random act of kindness day...and a discussion of how your deed made you feel...you get the point! Thanks Ana for all your work!
On my good news front, i saw 2 doctors this week...and they do not want to see me for 4 months!!! A year or more would have been better, but a big improvement over every 2/3 weeks! As of today i am also finished with the Christmas shopping...and wrapping or bagging.
On to "F" day. When Master and i were chatting Friday morning i asked if it was going to be an F day. No, not that F...... F as in Fun. Since we have M/M for Monday maintenance, i thought we should have Friday fun. He agreed, only, of course what type of fun was His decision. I decided to add to the fun by wearing some extra sexy undies....He appreciated it and it started the fun! Then came the naked kneeling....the relaxing, getting into 'our time' mode, tuning out all distractions. Then over Master's lap for a long hand warm-up. Master kept 'checking', just to be certain that all of me was having fun..:). He then decided that our fun activity, would be a sound 'belting'. Now i do love His belt, but it does take me a little time to get into the 'right' mindset. He asked if i had enough of a warm-up, i hesitated, so He continued with the warm up for a bit, and then announced it was enough.
Master wanted me, head down, bottom up. I soon heard that delish noise, of His belt being removed. He doubles it and starts in....it takes a few rounds before i can relax. He starts with the belt doubled, then extends it. I am not as fond of the extended belt, He nicely returns to doubling it. I am not sure how many, since i was soon in my zone of 'leather ecstacy'. Master stops after every couple of rounds for some rubbing and checking.
Master then decides it is time to turn Friday Fun into something else. Yes....that other "F" word you were all thinking about. A hard Friday Fucking. It has been a while, a long while since caution was thrown to the wind, so go speak. But, it did not take me long to realize i was groaning, grunting and dripping.....and finally spent and totally limp. When i could talk, i told Master He turned me into a wild animal, His reply was He simply found the key to the cage!
We ended with me on His lap, being cuddled, and some quiet chatting. We certainly did accomplish our goal of.....Friday Fun!
Hope you are all staying warm and cozy,
Hugs, abby
On my good news front, i saw 2 doctors this week...and they do not want to see me for 4 months!!! A year or more would have been better, but a big improvement over every 2/3 weeks! As of today i am also finished with the Christmas shopping...and wrapping or bagging.
On to "F" day. When Master and i were chatting Friday morning i asked if it was going to be an F day. No, not that F...... F as in Fun. Since we have M/M for Monday maintenance, i thought we should have Friday fun. He agreed, only, of course what type of fun was His decision. I decided to add to the fun by wearing some extra sexy undies....He appreciated it and it started the fun! Then came the naked kneeling....the relaxing, getting into 'our time' mode, tuning out all distractions. Then over Master's lap for a long hand warm-up. Master kept 'checking', just to be certain that all of me was having fun..:). He then decided that our fun activity, would be a sound 'belting'. Now i do love His belt, but it does take me a little time to get into the 'right' mindset. He asked if i had enough of a warm-up, i hesitated, so He continued with the warm up for a bit, and then announced it was enough.
Master wanted me, head down, bottom up. I soon heard that delish noise, of His belt being removed. He doubles it and starts in....it takes a few rounds before i can relax. He starts with the belt doubled, then extends it. I am not as fond of the extended belt, He nicely returns to doubling it. I am not sure how many, since i was soon in my zone of 'leather ecstacy'. Master stops after every couple of rounds for some rubbing and checking.
Master then decides it is time to turn Friday Fun into something else. Yes....that other "F" word you were all thinking about. A hard Friday Fucking. It has been a while, a long while since caution was thrown to the wind, so go speak. But, it did not take me long to realize i was groaning, grunting and dripping.....and finally spent and totally limp. When i could talk, i told Master He turned me into a wild animal, His reply was He simply found the key to the cage!
We ended with me on His lap, being cuddled, and some quiet chatting. We certainly did accomplish our goal of.....Friday Fun!
Hope you are all staying warm and cozy,
Hugs, abby
Monday, December 2, 2013
Having "title" block...
Sorry about that title, but i have been sitting here not liking anything that i can think of, and i do want to get this posted tonight..
First, I hope you all had a Thanksgiving that filled your hearts and your tummies. The weather was iffly, but we did make it to my daughter's. The two 'grands' were very excited, they had been helping with the pie making, and i showed them how to make 'turkeys' from oreos, frosting, and various candy. We made one for everyone to enjoy! My heart was also very full this year...I was just so happy to be there and to be enjoying all the festivities.
The rough times in life teach you how strong you can be....but they also teach you the importance of the support from friends...like everyone of you.
I had a surprise planned for my granddaughter. Last time i was visiting she introduced me to her favorite group...she is 5! Their music is age appropriate, and i discovered they were having a concert in NYC Thanksgiving weekend.(My daughter lives about an hour away). So I wrapped a t-shirt and had her guess what it meant. She guessed and was so excited. At the concert she danced and sang and hopped with every song. She so loved it, and just sitting there watching her was awesome! I think we will both remember it for a very long time.
Today was M/M day. during my kneeling time, Master commented that i seem to forget something while i was away. I asked if it was my reports....He said no, He had assumed i had no internet. ( I did not reply;). I could not think of what it might be.....He asked if i had called when i had arrived safely...oops. It was nite, the drive had been long, the kids were excited, and yes i forgot. I did remember to text a good night, so He did know i was safe. I was told to remind Him when He was done with maintenance.
After a long...and hard...hand warm-up, the maintenance paddle came out. Master almost always tells me to take the pain and used it...concentrate on how wet i am getting and how i can use that..not on the pain on my bottom. I always want to say....not that easy.....i sometimes get there after a bit. After Master was done with His paddle, He asked if i was interested in sucking His cock. Silly question, i was quickly kneeling and enthusiastically answering Him.
Back over His lap, Master commented that He was waiting. I told Him i had forgotten to call Him to let Him know i had arrived safely. He asked what a fitting punishment would be....I hate that question....especially when my bottom is already sore. He waited, until i finally said 10 more with the paddle. He then asked....what kind of spanks. I settled on medium....I had to say, I will remember to call Master when i arrive any place so He will not worry.....He then let His fingers roam, and commented that i was really wet...from the extra spanking?...no I said, i could feel myself get really wet when i was on my knees.....i was quickly asking for permissions:)
Have a good week all!
hugs abby
First, I hope you all had a Thanksgiving that filled your hearts and your tummies. The weather was iffly, but we did make it to my daughter's. The two 'grands' were very excited, they had been helping with the pie making, and i showed them how to make 'turkeys' from oreos, frosting, and various candy. We made one for everyone to enjoy! My heart was also very full this year...I was just so happy to be there and to be enjoying all the festivities.
The rough times in life teach you how strong you can be....but they also teach you the importance of the support from friends...like everyone of you.
I had a surprise planned for my granddaughter. Last time i was visiting she introduced me to her favorite group...she is 5! Their music is age appropriate, and i discovered they were having a concert in NYC Thanksgiving weekend.(My daughter lives about an hour away). So I wrapped a t-shirt and had her guess what it meant. She guessed and was so excited. At the concert she danced and sang and hopped with every song. She so loved it, and just sitting there watching her was awesome! I think we will both remember it for a very long time.
Today was M/M day. during my kneeling time, Master commented that i seem to forget something while i was away. I asked if it was my reports....He said no, He had assumed i had no internet. ( I did not reply;). I could not think of what it might be.....He asked if i had called when i had arrived safely...oops. It was nite, the drive had been long, the kids were excited, and yes i forgot. I did remember to text a good night, so He did know i was safe. I was told to remind Him when He was done with maintenance.
After a long...and hard...hand warm-up, the maintenance paddle came out. Master almost always tells me to take the pain and used it...concentrate on how wet i am getting and how i can use that..not on the pain on my bottom. I always want to say....not that easy.....i sometimes get there after a bit. After Master was done with His paddle, He asked if i was interested in sucking His cock. Silly question, i was quickly kneeling and enthusiastically answering Him.
Back over His lap, Master commented that He was waiting. I told Him i had forgotten to call Him to let Him know i had arrived safely. He asked what a fitting punishment would be....I hate that question....especially when my bottom is already sore. He waited, until i finally said 10 more with the paddle. He then asked....what kind of spanks. I settled on medium....I had to say, I will remember to call Master when i arrive any place so He will not worry.....He then let His fingers roam, and commented that i was really wet...from the extra spanking?...no I said, i could feel myself get really wet when i was on my knees.....i was quickly asking for permissions:)
Have a good week all!
hugs abby
Monday, November 25, 2013
A four letter word that Master approves of...
Since today is Monday....it must be maintenance day!
After hugs and getting permissions for some Christmas events that are coming up, it was naked kneeling time. Master wasbeing mean concentrating on my nipples...pulling and pinching...i had to concentrate on not pulling away. Finally, he sits and has me get over His lap.
I start to cross my ankles, quickly pull them apart, but Master smacks my thighs as a reminder. I tell Him that all of you out there, agree with me that it is just a natural reflex (you will back me up on this....right?). He laughs...then says he agrees.....but it looks like i am trying to keep Him out, to not be totally available to Him. He adds, He wants me to be mindful of what He wants..and reminds me that submission should not always be easy.
As He starts with a wonderful hand warm up, Master tells me that He has a new rule for me. Now, i know that my rules have been good for me, they help to keep us connected, help me to remember that i am His. I take a deep breath, and say.....what would that be Master? He says that since i have finally paid off my credit card, i now need permission to not pay off the balance each month. Hmm, i am thinking, this is not a good month to start this rule...i have been Christmas shopping, and it so hard not to overdo a bit for the 4 little ones. So i quickly add, OK, starting the new year, i will pay off the balance monthly. He does not buy it....starts now. He continues, I know life can throw you a curve ball...but unless there is a compelling excuse His answer will be NO! I did not bother to ask what the punishment would be....no doubt something i would not want repeated. I sigh as i wave good-bye to more control...
Master asks if i had enough of a warm-up. I honestly answer no Sir. He chuckles, and continues with His hand, but He is concentrating on 1 spot, and adding power to each spank.
Without asking, He announces that warm-up is over, and out comes the paddle. From the beginning, i am being very vocal...repeating a loud OUCH after each slap...they did hurt! I am kicking my legs, and trying to move, and just keep saying OUCH. Master finally stops...and congratulates me....on finally opening up myself enough to let it out....to be vocal and let Him know He is having an effect. I tell Him it was the safest thing i could think to let come out of my mouth...and He says.....a 4 letter word I approve of! (actually i was thinking more along the lines of stop, or that is enough, or no more...those only have the opposite effect of what i want.
Master finds me very wet....for all the noise i was making, a part of me seemed to be really enjoying it. I assure Him, i was not....' that part of me is just a traitor. He continues to use His magic fingers to get me to the point of needing a permission. He picks up the paddle again...but continues with His fingers.....pain or pleasure which will win out. I reach that place where i am about to go off the edge....i get a permission...and i am off, several times. I am laying there, spent, trying to breathe again.
Master reminds me of my new rule...and we have some quiet time. Looks like we will have a very white Thanksgiving here....I am trying to decide when is the best time to travel, we seem to be right in the storm's path. Master says I can make last minute plans, with no permission, He wants to know when i leave and when i get there. Happy eating all!
hugs abby
After hugs and getting permissions for some Christmas events that are coming up, it was naked kneeling time. Master was
I start to cross my ankles, quickly pull them apart, but Master smacks my thighs as a reminder. I tell Him that all of you out there, agree with me that it is just a natural reflex (you will back me up on this....right?). He laughs...then says he agrees.....but it looks like i am trying to keep Him out, to not be totally available to Him. He adds, He wants me to be mindful of what He wants..and reminds me that submission should not always be easy.
As He starts with a wonderful hand warm up, Master tells me that He has a new rule for me. Now, i know that my rules have been good for me, they help to keep us connected, help me to remember that i am His. I take a deep breath, and say.....what would that be Master? He says that since i have finally paid off my credit card, i now need permission to not pay off the balance each month. Hmm, i am thinking, this is not a good month to start this rule...i have been Christmas shopping, and it so hard not to overdo a bit for the 4 little ones. So i quickly add, OK, starting the new year, i will pay off the balance monthly. He does not buy it....starts now. He continues, I know life can throw you a curve ball...but unless there is a compelling excuse His answer will be NO! I did not bother to ask what the punishment would be....no doubt something i would not want repeated. I sigh as i wave good-bye to more control...
Master asks if i had enough of a warm-up. I honestly answer no Sir. He chuckles, and continues with His hand, but He is concentrating on 1 spot, and adding power to each spank.
Without asking, He announces that warm-up is over, and out comes the paddle. From the beginning, i am being very vocal...repeating a loud OUCH after each slap...they did hurt! I am kicking my legs, and trying to move, and just keep saying OUCH. Master finally stops...and congratulates me....on finally opening up myself enough to let it out....to be vocal and let Him know He is having an effect. I tell Him it was the safest thing i could think to let come out of my mouth...and He says.....a 4 letter word I approve of! (actually i was thinking more along the lines of stop, or that is enough, or no more...those only have the opposite effect of what i want.
Master finds me very wet....for all the noise i was making, a part of me seemed to be really enjoying it. I assure Him, i was not....' that part of me is just a traitor. He continues to use His magic fingers to get me to the point of needing a permission. He picks up the paddle again...but continues with His fingers.....pain or pleasure which will win out. I reach that place where i am about to go off the edge....i get a permission...and i am off, several times. I am laying there, spent, trying to breathe again.
Master reminds me of my new rule...and we have some quiet time. Looks like we will have a very white Thanksgiving here....I am trying to decide when is the best time to travel, we seem to be right in the storm's path. Master says I can make last minute plans, with no permission, He wants to know when i leave and when i get there. Happy eating all!
hugs abby
Saturday, November 23, 2013
Normal or abnormal activities....
I saw the surgeon on Thursday...He lifted all restrictions and said i could resume any normal activities that i felt like doing. When Master heard the good news...His take was....we could resume any 'abnormal' activities that He wanted....starting with a harder play session.
When i walked in to see Master...He had His toy bag out.....that got the butterflies going full tilt...it has been a long time since i saw that bag. As soon as i was naked, Master got the cuffs and put them on my wrists and ankles. After our kneeling time, He has me stand and clips my wrists behind me. He then tells me to get over His lap. He smiles and says...'do you need to ask for help?......i do....and i ask. This is something new....and i am not comfortable with my hands behind me. I do tell Him i don't like this....He does give me a pillow for my head. It is minimally helpful.
He starts in with His hand, but quickly changes to the hair brush paddle. I cross my legs once, and get a couple on my thighs....that is not allowed. He continues to spank harder, he finally asks if i would like to have the cuffs un-clipped....Yes Sir...is my quick reply. He does and lets me stretch out. He then takes out the smaller strap. I relax into it, until He aims at my sit spot....that gets me ouching. After some rubbing and massaging, Master has me get up.
I am told to lean over the ottoman, and be sure my bottom is a good target. He takes out his cane. I manage to stay in position, but there are no gentle taps with a cane. When Master is satisfied with my welted bottom and stops, he rubs, then allows me to rub and feel the welts.
He gives me a 'check' to see how i am reacting.....He is pleased at my wetness. I am then told to kneel and thank Him. I eagerly get into position, and show Master how much i have missed Him.
I am then told to get up, and put my arms up reaching for the ceiling....He tells me higher a couple of times, then tells me to stay that way. He starts in with some nipple play....my arms start to slip down a little...He threatens to pull my nipples up in place of my arms. I get my arms back where He wants them. He continues having His way with my...or His...nipples. He finally tells me i can put my arms on my head. He pulls out a large, heavy paddle. I am a little surprised by the first one...I move forward and let out a yelp. Master asks what the problem is, i tell Him i was surprised. He tells me to get back on position and anchor myself. He tells me to count each one...the first one is not loud enough...i know the only way to end this...is His way.
He admires the welts, the redness, and the heat from my bottom...and is pleased.
Master then takes out His crop, one of His toys that is on my favorites list. It is leather, and can reach many places. After re-warming my bottom, i am told to lay on my back, keep my legs open, my heels touching. He is going to warm up my pussy, from the outside in. I manage to stay in position, as Master aims for my inner thigh, my pussy, and finally my clit. Master then massages some of the sting out, and i am soon asking for a permission. I then end up sitting on His lap, where we talk quietly, nuzzling and just relax.
When it is time to get dressed, i ask if i can remove the cuffs. He says no....no surprise since He likes to put them on, and take them off Himself. But after i am dressed and still waiting for Him to remove them, He tells me to wear them home, keep them on for as long as i can. I happen to be wearing jeans and a long sleeved hoodie, then change to jammies for bed so i wear them until the next morning. I woke up to a still sore bottom, a reminder that i am His, that i can indeed still play hard, and that Master knows what i need.
When i walked in to see Master...He had His toy bag out.....that got the butterflies going full tilt...it has been a long time since i saw that bag. As soon as i was naked, Master got the cuffs and put them on my wrists and ankles. After our kneeling time, He has me stand and clips my wrists behind me. He then tells me to get over His lap. He smiles and says...'do you need to ask for help?......i do....and i ask. This is something new....and i am not comfortable with my hands behind me. I do tell Him i don't like this....He does give me a pillow for my head. It is minimally helpful.
He starts in with His hand, but quickly changes to the hair brush paddle. I cross my legs once, and get a couple on my thighs....that is not allowed. He continues to spank harder, he finally asks if i would like to have the cuffs un-clipped....Yes Sir...is my quick reply. He does and lets me stretch out. He then takes out the smaller strap. I relax into it, until He aims at my sit spot....that gets me ouching. After some rubbing and massaging, Master has me get up.
I am told to lean over the ottoman, and be sure my bottom is a good target. He takes out his cane. I manage to stay in position, but there are no gentle taps with a cane. When Master is satisfied with my welted bottom and stops, he rubs, then allows me to rub and feel the welts.
He gives me a 'check' to see how i am reacting.....He is pleased at my wetness. I am then told to kneel and thank Him. I eagerly get into position, and show Master how much i have missed Him.
I am then told to get up, and put my arms up reaching for the ceiling....He tells me higher a couple of times, then tells me to stay that way. He starts in with some nipple play....my arms start to slip down a little...He threatens to pull my nipples up in place of my arms. I get my arms back where He wants them. He continues having His way with my...or His...nipples. He finally tells me i can put my arms on my head. He pulls out a large, heavy paddle. I am a little surprised by the first one...I move forward and let out a yelp. Master asks what the problem is, i tell Him i was surprised. He tells me to get back on position and anchor myself. He tells me to count each one...the first one is not loud enough...i know the only way to end this...is His way.
He admires the welts, the redness, and the heat from my bottom...and is pleased.
Master then takes out His crop, one of His toys that is on my favorites list. It is leather, and can reach many places. After re-warming my bottom, i am told to lay on my back, keep my legs open, my heels touching. He is going to warm up my pussy, from the outside in. I manage to stay in position, as Master aims for my inner thigh, my pussy, and finally my clit. Master then massages some of the sting out, and i am soon asking for a permission. I then end up sitting on His lap, where we talk quietly, nuzzling and just relax.
When it is time to get dressed, i ask if i can remove the cuffs. He says no....no surprise since He likes to put them on, and take them off Himself. But after i am dressed and still waiting for Him to remove them, He tells me to wear them home, keep them on for as long as i can. I happen to be wearing jeans and a long sleeved hoodie, then change to jammies for bed so i wear them until the next morning. I woke up to a still sore bottom, a reminder that i am His, that i can indeed still play hard, and that Master knows what i need.
Monday, November 18, 2013
Master gives me an A+!
I had a delightful...and tiring week with 2 of my grands. The 2 year old....and only boy, spent the week teaching grandma that not all vehicles are cars. "No grandma that is a back hoe....or a front loader. He was not at all impressed that i know all the Disney princesses!
His sister...5....knows that i always show up with crafts and cooking projects.
I even did pretty well with all of Master's expectations. It used to be, I went away...and left my submission at home. Master has 'cured' me of that habit. He gave me an A for my efforts last week....i did omit one thing. Actually i did not think He would notice, but I should have known better, He remembers and notices everything, it seems.
Today was M/M day. After lots of hugs we talked about what a difference maintenance has made for us. He now rarely has to punish..:) and i feel more secure and sure of 'Us'. We talked about how i was doing weight wise...I lost quite a bit during my recovery time, Master would like me to keep 10 of the pounds off. So far, i have been able to that, even with limited exercise time. I hope to start walking again this week,,,,after my doc's appt.
Then it was my naked kneeling and reclaiming time. Master was concentrating on my breasts, which have not had much attention lately. As i started squirming, Master reminds me that all parts of me are His...to do with as He wishes. Finally i was invited over His lap, since Master was so happy with how well i did while away, He started off with a long hand spanking. He started slowly, but i was soon being reminded that His hand can feel like a paddle. He stopped and asked me why I only got an A grade and not an A+. I knew...I replied that He had sort of suggested that i cum for Him twice while I was away...I did...but only once. He asked if a 'sort of suggestion' means i get to decide....He starts in with His maintenance paddle...it is about the size of a hairbrush, but all wood. I get few swats on my thighs when i start to cross my legs. At the half way point He stops to rub...ahh...then starts up again. Finally maintenance is finished, but Master is not. Since i only earned an A...I now have to 'pay the price'. Ten more hard ones with the maintenance paddle. I am ouching loudly from the beginning.
Master then 'checks' to see how the rest of me was reacting. He chuckles and thanks me for me being so wet and swollen....the best compliment i can pay Him...He always says. I am feeling so mellow and good. i just want it to last. Master of course has other plans. I am soon squirming again....but this time from pleasure. Master wants me to say aloud....I will not come without Master's permission...I manage to get it out. I say....are You going to let me cum. He says not unless i ask correctly, and i soon do...after His permission, i am flying. Master asks if i need another permission...i say no. He continues to get me even wetter and soon i am saying loudly...YES! We spend some quiet time ...recuperating.
I then ask Master for permission for a casino day in a couple of weeks. He asks about my finances since Christmas is coming up. I smile and say I have a surprise for Him. As of last month all of my credit cards are paid off...I wanted to surprise Him. He is excited...I asked Him a while ago to help me get them under control and He is very proud that i have done it! He says it is His Christmas present...and ups my grade from an A to and A+!!!!
hugs abby
His sister...5....knows that i always show up with crafts and cooking projects.
I even did pretty well with all of Master's expectations. It used to be, I went away...and left my submission at home. Master has 'cured' me of that habit. He gave me an A for my efforts last week....i did omit one thing. Actually i did not think He would notice, but I should have known better, He remembers and notices everything, it seems.
Today was M/M day. After lots of hugs we talked about what a difference maintenance has made for us. He now rarely has to punish..:) and i feel more secure and sure of 'Us'. We talked about how i was doing weight wise...I lost quite a bit during my recovery time, Master would like me to keep 10 of the pounds off. So far, i have been able to that, even with limited exercise time. I hope to start walking again this week,,,,after my doc's appt.
Then it was my naked kneeling and reclaiming time. Master was concentrating on my breasts, which have not had much attention lately. As i started squirming, Master reminds me that all parts of me are His...to do with as He wishes. Finally i was invited over His lap, since Master was so happy with how well i did while away, He started off with a long hand spanking. He started slowly, but i was soon being reminded that His hand can feel like a paddle. He stopped and asked me why I only got an A grade and not an A+. I knew...I replied that He had sort of suggested that i cum for Him twice while I was away...I did...but only once. He asked if a 'sort of suggestion' means i get to decide....He starts in with His maintenance paddle...it is about the size of a hairbrush, but all wood. I get few swats on my thighs when i start to cross my legs. At the half way point He stops to rub...ahh...then starts up again. Finally maintenance is finished, but Master is not. Since i only earned an A...I now have to 'pay the price'. Ten more hard ones with the maintenance paddle. I am ouching loudly from the beginning.
Master then 'checks' to see how the rest of me was reacting. He chuckles and thanks me for me being so wet and swollen....the best compliment i can pay Him...He always says. I am feeling so mellow and good. i just want it to last. Master of course has other plans. I am soon squirming again....but this time from pleasure. Master wants me to say aloud....I will not come without Master's permission...I manage to get it out. I say....are You going to let me cum. He says not unless i ask correctly, and i soon do...after His permission, i am flying. Master asks if i need another permission...i say no. He continues to get me even wetter and soon i am saying loudly...YES! We spend some quiet time ...recuperating.
I then ask Master for permission for a casino day in a couple of weeks. He asks about my finances since Christmas is coming up. I smile and say I have a surprise for Him. As of last month all of my credit cards are paid off...I wanted to surprise Him. He is excited...I asked Him a while ago to help me get them under control and He is very proud that i have done it! He says it is His Christmas present...and ups my grade from an A to and A+!!!!
hugs abby
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
LOL DAY!!!
LOL day! It is a special day to those of us in blog land. We hopefully get to meet new friends. New in the sense that we have not met those who choose to be what we call...."lurkers". Now there is nothing wrong with being a lurker, i was one myself. I read blogs for a few years, before i 'came out'. To my surprise, I ended up making new friends, and with some encouragement from them....and a big push from Master, I started "Finally Finding Me".
I discovered that this part of our world is made up of a very diverse group of people. Our relationships are all different in many ways. But even nicer...we are all very much alike. Whenever i think, I must be the only one who.......once i blog about it, i find i am in very good company.
To all of you who read here and don't comment....thank you for reading. I would love to meet you, I promise a reply if you comment, we will get to know each other. I have discovered that I have found new, supportive, and interesting friends. We learn from each other, we support each other, we help each other. If you are so inclined....a hello would be great....we are always ready to add to our circle!
hugs abby
I discovered that this part of our world is made up of a very diverse group of people. Our relationships are all different in many ways. But even nicer...we are all very much alike. Whenever i think, I must be the only one who.......once i blog about it, i find i am in very good company.
To all of you who read here and don't comment....thank you for reading. I would love to meet you, I promise a reply if you comment, we will get to know each other. I have discovered that I have found new, supportive, and interesting friends. We learn from each other, we support each other, we help each other. If you are so inclined....a hello would be great....we are always ready to add to our circle!
hugs abby
Friday, November 8, 2013
Finally Some Grandma Time :)
I am continuing to improve and have more energy! I even started my Christmas shopping this week....altho some of it was simply Amazon ordering. My bottom also seems to be adjusting to Master's hand...and yes even His paddle.
Monday was our first 'regular' M/M day in over 2 months. There was kneeling and reclaiming time....a hand warm-up, and then the maintenance paddle. I was started to ouch from about the second spank...and i am rarely vocal. Master encouraged me to be vocal....after about the fifth spank i could not lie still and the squirming started, along with being much more vocal. Master did stop often to rub, and kept it to a short session before we moved on to more pleasurable activities.
I am leaving tomorrow for some grandma time:) Master gave me a send off today. As usual He had me kneeling....but instead of claiming me...He had me claim Him. I have missed that, His taste, His smell, me pleasuring Him. Master then claimed me.....and did not go easy on my nipples....When i started to squirm, and wriggle, He said , if I check I bet I would find that some part of you is enjoying this....I so hate it when 'she' betrays me!
Then it is over His lap, for an extended spanking, one that is supposed to last me a week.
He starts with His hand, lightly at first, then building in intensity, until the swats are slow, but intense. Master is reminding me that being away only changes the distance between us. All my 'rules' are still in place, I have my ' tool box' of things i can do every each day to keep my 'voices' away and my head in a good place. He expects me to ask for at least a couple permissions, and stay in touch each and every day.
He then picks up a paddle, the same one He used for maintenance on Monday. Only this time i have had a very long warm up and altho it does feel like a paddling, I am able to stay quite relax. Master comments on how much better I am reacting to this spanking. After what seems like a long time, Master asks if He has spanked me enough to last for a week. I assure Him He has...he then starts to hand spank my pussy. He then tells me, if i behave while i am away He will be waiting for me with His 'helping hand'...the crop. I love Master's crop, it is leather, and it can reach many interesting spots....any place on me that He chooses!
Master then asks if i want to end in my new favorite spot. I quickly climb up into His lap and snuggle in. I used to hesitate when He would occasionally want me to be cradled on His lap.
Now i love that it seems to be our new ritual for ending our play sessions. It is where i can have no doubts that i am safe, cared for, and wanted.
My daughter and i are leaving early in the morning. My daughter and son in law have been planning a trip to Hawaii for the past year. They had considered canceling many times over the last couple months, but i told them no way were they cancelling. My youngest took time off to help with my grand daughter and grand son....Every one is concerned with my over doing...but one can't overdo on hugs and kisses ...I have planned fun cooking projects and holiday crafts, to keep everyone busy.
Hope you all have a good week,
hugs abby
Monday was our first 'regular' M/M day in over 2 months. There was kneeling and reclaiming time....a hand warm-up, and then the maintenance paddle. I was started to ouch from about the second spank...and i am rarely vocal. Master encouraged me to be vocal....after about the fifth spank i could not lie still and the squirming started, along with being much more vocal. Master did stop often to rub, and kept it to a short session before we moved on to more pleasurable activities.
I am leaving tomorrow for some grandma time:) Master gave me a send off today. As usual He had me kneeling....but instead of claiming me...He had me claim Him. I have missed that, His taste, His smell, me pleasuring Him. Master then claimed me.....and did not go easy on my nipples....When i started to squirm, and wriggle, He said , if I check I bet I would find that some part of you is enjoying this....I so hate it when 'she' betrays me!
Then it is over His lap, for an extended spanking, one that is supposed to last me a week.
He starts with His hand, lightly at first, then building in intensity, until the swats are slow, but intense. Master is reminding me that being away only changes the distance between us. All my 'rules' are still in place, I have my ' tool box' of things i can do every each day to keep my 'voices' away and my head in a good place. He expects me to ask for at least a couple permissions, and stay in touch each and every day.
He then picks up a paddle, the same one He used for maintenance on Monday. Only this time i have had a very long warm up and altho it does feel like a paddling, I am able to stay quite relax. Master comments on how much better I am reacting to this spanking. After what seems like a long time, Master asks if He has spanked me enough to last for a week. I assure Him He has...he then starts to hand spank my pussy. He then tells me, if i behave while i am away He will be waiting for me with His 'helping hand'...the crop. I love Master's crop, it is leather, and it can reach many interesting spots....any place on me that He chooses!
Master then asks if i want to end in my new favorite spot. I quickly climb up into His lap and snuggle in. I used to hesitate when He would occasionally want me to be cradled on His lap.
Now i love that it seems to be our new ritual for ending our play sessions. It is where i can have no doubts that i am safe, cared for, and wanted.
My daughter and i are leaving early in the morning. My daughter and son in law have been planning a trip to Hawaii for the past year. They had considered canceling many times over the last couple months, but i told them no way were they cancelling. My youngest took time off to help with my grand daughter and grand son....Every one is concerned with my over doing...but one can't overdo on hugs and kisses ...I have planned fun cooking projects and holiday crafts, to keep everyone busy.
Hope you all have a good week,
hugs abby
Friday, November 1, 2013
Celebrations....Master style!
This has been a great week. I am feeling so much better, have left the house for some fun outings, not doctor appointments, and there has been lots of Master time!
On Wednesday, Master decided it was time to start increasing the endurance of a certain part of my anatomy. So it was OTK for a wonderful hand warm-up. He then reached into my bag for a paddle. Paddles are far from my favorite 'toy', so the pickings were slim. He pulled out a very light weight balsa paddle, that is a child's unfinished craft product. It is shaped like a large fan, there is a frog on the front. He starts in lightly, increasing the strength and speed. Finally concentrating on one spot, then another. I was starting to squirm. He stops for some rubbing....and roaming. I am getting 'wet', but reaching that elusive "O" is not happening. I finally say....I can't. He stops and rubs and encourages me. He then starts to spank my pussy, I am soon reaching toward Him wanting more. His hand is getting damp,,,,and i need a permission! Yeah!!!!
Yesterday i dropped by to cheer Master on. He has been working on fixing a truck this week, and it is a major project. He did finish it after I left....so He declared today Celebration Day! We were to celebrate my recovery, my "boys" (The Red Sox!), winning the World Series, and the truck getting fixed.
After my naked kneeling time...and Master's reclaiming of me, Master chose 6 leather 'toys' from his bag. Two leather paddles, the horse hair flogger, the large leather flogger, a medium leather strap, and the large leather strap. An all leather day:). I could choose the order of the toys......small leather paddle, horse hair, large leather paddle, large flogger, medium strap, large strap. ( I wanted to be well warmed up, before the straps came into play.) We used one of the dice from the dice game, the one with the numbers, Master would choose the various positions. I could choose, 1, 2. or 3 rounds. I quickly eliminated only 1, and finally decided to go with 3...after all it was all leather.
The die has numbers from 1 to 25. Master was doing the rolling. First round was mostly numbers in the 20's with a different position each time. Second round also mostly high numbers, still all new positions. Third round the law of averages finally kicked in and the numbers were much smaller. In fact for the medium strap the roll was 1:) Master say my big smile, and decided i should lie back and spread my legs.....yes 1 to that sensitive area. The horse hair was also used once on my breast.....
It was then time to see, if all of me had really enjoyed my all leather play time. I had.....and it took a while, but i did get to the point of needed a permission. Master then invited me to sit on His lap. Without hesitation, i was up and being cradled. We quietly chatted and nuzzled and just enjoyed being together once again.
After I had dressed and was ready to leave I asked for permission to stop at Sub Way on my way home. I hear a 'nope'. I look up amazed....I just about never get a no to such a request. Just as I am about to open my mouth, I get invited out to lunch, to end our celebration! So much nicer than a sandwich at home!
Have a great weekend, all!
hugs abby
On Wednesday, Master decided it was time to start increasing the endurance of a certain part of my anatomy. So it was OTK for a wonderful hand warm-up. He then reached into my bag for a paddle. Paddles are far from my favorite 'toy', so the pickings were slim. He pulled out a very light weight balsa paddle, that is a child's unfinished craft product. It is shaped like a large fan, there is a frog on the front. He starts in lightly, increasing the strength and speed. Finally concentrating on one spot, then another. I was starting to squirm. He stops for some rubbing....and roaming. I am getting 'wet', but reaching that elusive "O" is not happening. I finally say....I can't. He stops and rubs and encourages me. He then starts to spank my pussy, I am soon reaching toward Him wanting more. His hand is getting damp,,,,and i need a permission! Yeah!!!!
Yesterday i dropped by to cheer Master on. He has been working on fixing a truck this week, and it is a major project. He did finish it after I left....so He declared today Celebration Day! We were to celebrate my recovery, my "boys" (The Red Sox!), winning the World Series, and the truck getting fixed.
After my naked kneeling time...and Master's reclaiming of me, Master chose 6 leather 'toys' from his bag. Two leather paddles, the horse hair flogger, the large leather flogger, a medium leather strap, and the large leather strap. An all leather day:). I could choose the order of the toys......small leather paddle, horse hair, large leather paddle, large flogger, medium strap, large strap. ( I wanted to be well warmed up, before the straps came into play.) We used one of the dice from the dice game, the one with the numbers, Master would choose the various positions. I could choose, 1, 2. or 3 rounds. I quickly eliminated only 1, and finally decided to go with 3...after all it was all leather.
The die has numbers from 1 to 25. Master was doing the rolling. First round was mostly numbers in the 20's with a different position each time. Second round also mostly high numbers, still all new positions. Third round the law of averages finally kicked in and the numbers were much smaller. In fact for the medium strap the roll was 1:) Master say my big smile, and decided i should lie back and spread my legs.....yes 1 to that sensitive area. The horse hair was also used once on my breast.....
It was then time to see, if all of me had really enjoyed my all leather play time. I had.....and it took a while, but i did get to the point of needed a permission. Master then invited me to sit on His lap. Without hesitation, i was up and being cradled. We quietly chatted and nuzzled and just enjoyed being together once again.
After I had dressed and was ready to leave I asked for permission to stop at Sub Way on my way home. I hear a 'nope'. I look up amazed....I just about never get a no to such a request. Just as I am about to open my mouth, I get invited out to lunch, to end our celebration! So much nicer than a sandwich at home!
Have a great weekend, all!
hugs abby
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