I just saw that it was 6 years ago today that I posted my first entry. It was only because Master insisted....and I almost stopped after a couple of months. I am so glad that He insisted, and that I continued. Thank You, all of you out there who have made me feel welcomed and 'normal', made me laugh, shed tears, offered me your friendship ....you are all special in your own way.
For almost two weeks now I have been wearing my grandma hat. The 8 and 5 year old arrived first. We celebrated a birthday, went to a children' museum, played at the beach, saw "Finding Dory", ate lots of ice cream ( once for breakfast), did some easy hiking, played games and collapsed into bed each night. Then the 7 and 4 year old arrived...I love seeing the four of them together, they are best friends and when a squabble arises, they usually solve it themselves. We continued with the ice cream, went to the zoo, the beach, a baseball game....you get the picture. They left this morning....all sad to be leaning but with great memories....
The day they arrived, Master and I had an early play time....some naked kneeling, a delicious hand spanking warm-up, followed by a paddling with lots of stops for some rubbing and...teasing. Just as I was getting to point of needing a permission , Master tells me to kneel and earn my permission.
I am licking, sucking, nipping, slurping....I hear Master remind me that I may not swallow until I have permission. Master fills my mouth and tells be to get back over His knee. I look at Him...He laughs...and reminds me that I do not have permission to swallow. (this is something new).
I am back over His lap, and He is spanking, not hard, but just right.....I can't make any recognizable words so I try to make sounds, giving Him a message. He takes a few guesses at what I might be saying...then decides to see just how ready I am....He laughs and asks if I would like a permission...I am nodding my head as rapidly as I can. I then hear.....'swallow'...immediately followed by...'cum'....at that moment the two best words in the english language. After some recovery time......it is time to get ready for the grands.