**I hope that those of you who are in the path of the epic snowstorm are safe and warm, and have stocked up on hot cocoa, board games, popcorn and good movies....and do not have to shovel yourselves out.
Maintenance this week waited until Wednesday. I was not feeling well at the beginning of the week, but was much better by Wednesday. So, i found myself kneeling before Master while He reminded me that every bit of me is His. Then over His lap, for a quick warm-up, followed by 100 with the maintenance paddle. Once i could catch my breath we moved on to more pleasurable activities. Master gave me the task of searching to see if there is anything i would like to try that we have not done yet. He then also mentioned that He was thinking He wanted 10 more pounds from me...I have Him a what??? and He grinned. (The truth is, i had been thinking for about a week that i wanted to lose 10 more, was just debating if i should just try on my own...or ask Him to help. If He helps...the rewards are much better, but gaining is a painful experience, but my reaching my goal is pretty much guaranteed.)
On Friday, i told Master i did not find anything yet in my search, but would continue to look, since it makes for interesting reading. I also fessed up that i had been thinking i wanted to lose 10 pounds. He surprised me on Wednesday when He mentioned it .....and i realized He was back in my head. (Don't think i will ever get used to that). But i would like to make no gain weeks a non punishable report. Master said it would take me longer to lose the 10 if He agreed, i countered with but the end result would be the same. So He agreed, a stay the same week will not be punished, but 2 in a row will mean a strong reminder that He wants me to stay 'on track'.
I am then kneeling for Master, and He pulls out the blindfold and covers my eyes with it. It has been a while since we have used it, and it does seem to make every sensation stronger. Master is touching all of me, only i am never sure where He will roam next. He pinches and pulls my breast. sometimes one at a time, sometimes both at once. Sometimes gently, sometimes He takes my breath away...never knowing what He will do, keeps all of me on the alert. I feel Him tug at my nipples and think...ut oh...some type of clip? But He seems to play a little and move on. Then i feel it, a small zap...He was attaching the tens unit. He reminds me to keep talking as He goes from pulsing jolts to a steady sensation, increasing and decreasing the strength.
He then invites me over His lap, i reach for the blindfold, He takes my hands and says He will remove it when He is ready. He does help me over His lap, and starts with a hand spanking. He then attaches the tens pads to my inner thighs. He varies the sensations, talking to me, keeping me anticipating His next move. He then removes the pads and puts them on my bottom. I seem to be able to 'enjoy' a higher level, maybe all His spankings have leathered it a bit. Master then removes the tabs and I feel His fingers checking to see how moist I am...I have gone beyond moist to wet.
To my surprise i start to feel a tingling coming from His finger...He has attached the lead to his finger and is trying to transfer the zap from his finger to me.....His finger is taking the brunt of the power, but i am enjoying feeling His finger....He decides to change tactics, and attaches the pad just inside of my pussy. Now....the sensation is much stronger. (yes, i am still blindfolded.) Master quickly has me panting and squirming, and can feel me 'puddling'....He removes the tab and picks up the paddle, and tells me i have permission to cum anytime He is spanking me.....I am at the point where i am pushing up to meet the paddle and just wanting more.....until, it happens....i explode...i am always surprised that being paddled can spur me on to release...it is a strong and long release, and when done i just collapse over Him. Master removes the blindfold.
Master is massaging me, bringing me back to Him. When He feels i am back, He concentrates on getting me back to where i am begging for a permission.....i have learned to make this part last for as long as possible....it feels soooo good...but all good things must end, and i am begging for permission...it is granted, and i am loudly gushing and squirting....til all i can do is lie there, panting.
Fridays have always been a favorite day of week...with Master they are extra special.