Thank you all for your good thoughts and wishes and prayers for my sister. She had a doctor's appointment today, and nothing has changed. She is trying to adjust and accept that her life has changed drastically, with no real time table to judge for how long.
Over the weekend, the Red Sox and those damned Yanks played ball. If you have read here during baseball season, you know one of the things Master and i differ on is baseball teams. We usually take advantage of that by betting on the results when they play. My boys....the Sox....let me down...again. They did win one...in total there were 24 runs scored, times 10, means 240 with Master's choice.
Yesterday when we were talking about a good time for maintenance, He mentioned the bet. I asked if we could just have a maintenance day, and leave the rest for another time. He was a little taken aback...i do not think i have ever asked to put off a play session. He quickly answered....you can choose when to pay your bet off, but maintenance is today.
Later, i was kneeling and being claimed, being reminded that all of me...the good, the not so good, the fun, the worries...whatever, it all belongs to Him. He shares all of it....Then over His lap, for a too quick (always too quick in my mind)....hand warm-up. He stops and i feel the coolness of wood....my warning. Maintenance starts, and He is spanking hard. He stops after every 25, to let me catch my breath and a little rubbing. There is no slow build -up, and i am ouching loudly, and trying to stay still....not succeeding all that well. Finally He gets to 100, stops and is rubbing. He asks if i want to ask for a second round. I look up at Him, with my.....(are you nuts)....oops....i mean are you kidding look. He says if i want more i need to ask for it, but He thinks it has been a tough week, and i need more.
I am hesitating, when He suggests that i thank Him for today's maintenance... (now there is an activity we agree on). As i pleasure Him, i start to relax, and feel the calmness of my submission return. I start to realize, that more might be needed. So when i finish, i look up...and ask, in a small voice, if we could have another round of maintenance.
I am back over His lap, and this time, the spanking is not a harsh one. After two sets of 50, while rubbing, He asks if i want a third set. After a minute, i ask Him if He has a number of sets in mind. He says.....as many as you need, we could sit here all evening and do this.
I look up at Him, smiling, and say....or we could.............which we end up doing, and we both are smiling :)