I am kneeling, naked, concentrating only on His hands and His voice...Oh...His voice..it was the first thing about Him that drew me in. I can feel all the stress of the day leave, all the to-do lists are forgotten, all the family drama no long exists. I am His, all of me..
When He senses that i am totally relaxed He helps me up, and i am over His lap. He has barely started and i start to squirm...no, not from the pain, but from need. I feel myself already 'puddling', Master notices and chuckles. He warns me that i am a lonnnnngg way from getting a permission, so i better start breathing and concentrating.
He switches to one of the smaller paddles, that helps me to settle and concentrate on other things...like staying in place, accepting the pain, keeping my mouth from getting me into more trouble. He keeps 'checking', and is pleased that i am still dripping and oh...so swollen. He makes sure i stay that way.....
He then tells me He is in the mood for a whipping, it would please Him greatly to whip my back. He has me lean over the back of a padded chair. I am comfortable and will not have to struggle to stay in place. I am never prepared for the first lash, it is a reminder of what is to come. Master continues up and down my back....He is talking to me as He creates His pattern, i am able to concentrate on His voice, and stayed centered. He stops a couple times to rub out the pain,,,and then starts again.
He stops and says....I will offer you a deal....Honestly deals with Master are not always something i can get excited about. He tells me...10 more hard ones...and i will switch to the flogger. Hmmmmm....10 hard ones with the whip....but then the flogger. He does know how to dangle a carrot (i would prefer chocolate cake). I agree and He is very pleased. As promised, they are hard and i am very vocal, when He is done He rubs and assures me there is no blood.
He then gets the flogger and starts of by swishing it all over....i am instantly relaxing and my breathing quiets as i start to float. He flogs all over my back, replacing that sting with a much better sensation. Master stops and decides to check....yes, i am so ready. Master thinks i should 'thank" Him for my flogging...i think that is a great idea. I quickly get up and am on my knees, thanking Him. We then get more comfortable and permissions are granted. Time for snuggles and some quiet chat.....