The grands and their parents have all returned home. I spent today returning the house to an adult state, cleaning out the fridge, catching up on laundry and mail.....and smiling every time i remembered...
the baseball game
the science museum
the campfire and smores
the water spray park
the amusement park
the children's museum
the hugs...the kisses...the cuddles....the giggles...
Usually when it is grandma time, it is also vanilla time for Master and i. This time, was different. A couple days before the kids arrived, Master told me He wanted us to find some time for maintenance while they were here. I was surprised and thought....we will see, maybe...maybe not. The day before they arrived He brought it up again and i realized He was serious. He was not picking a time, but it WOULD happen. So, last Monday we were able to come up with an excuse....and have some Us time, and some kneeling time and a quick maintenance session. I have to say, it was nice to know that i could be grandma and submissive and it did give me a 'mysterious' smile.
Master then decided that i was to look for another opportunity sometime during the week. I started to list the reasons why it might not work....when I heard....Yes Sir is all i want to hear.....On Thursday i volunteered to do the grocery run, Master left work, and we had some more Us time. Master said my head had been 'in the weeds'...meaning i was putting my submission on the back burner. Master spent a lot of time talking....reminding me that i am His, encouraging me to embrace all of me....among other things. He finished by letting His paddle do the rest of the talking.
Really, it was nice to have the breaks and some time for Us...and the kids were none the wiser....
After the kids left yesterday, i was thinking about Master' words. He has always led the way, encouraging me, most of the time very patiently. It is true, i tend to let my 'voices' create doubt...not about Him, He has more than proven Himself...but about me, being submissive enough, sexual
enough, pleasing enough...etc. I decided it was more than time for me to step it up a little...so i planned to tell Master during maintenance today that i was determined to be more confident of my submission, more open, etc.
I thought i would tell Him during my kneeling time.
When i saw Master we hugged and talked about how i was doing. During kneeling time, Master was really pinching and mauling my breast, reminding me that all of me is His. I did not speak up......
After i was over His lap, i did....i told Him what i had thinking, and that i wanted to rededicate myself as His submissive and i asked Him to spank me hard today. He reminded me that it was maintenance day and that meant a hard spanking...did i want another one in addition to that? I replied, yes Sir. He asked if i was asking for myself...for something i needed....or for Him. I replied...as a gift for Him. He accepted both my request to rededicate myself...and for the spanking.
After a hand warm - up, Master tucked me in, and announced time for the real maintenance spanking to begin. He quickly was spanking hard, from cheek to cheek, and then concentrating on one side then the other. It seemed to last forever...and i was ouching and begging that it was enough before He finally stopped. He rubbed a little and then announced...
He was going to give me the exact same spanking again. He asked if i still wanted the extra spanking, i did. No warm up since my bottom was already red and warm.....just hard, hard spanks. I had decided i would stay quiet since i had asked for this....but that went flying out the window. I became very vocal .....when Master finally stopped...He said He had decided He was not going to stop until i was being loud and clear that it was more than enough....
Since Master had granted my request, it was now my turn to respond to His. I was quickly between His knees, feeling oh so submissive, and getting oh so wet. When Master had me back over His knee, He remarked how red and hot my bottom still was....
Master is rummaging through my toy bag. It is taking a little bit of time, He does not tell me what He is looking for. He finally finds it.....and after another minute...i realize He was was looking for lube, in order to insert a plug. I instantly relax, and after it is in place, He plays with it, and reaches with His other hand to increase my wetness and readiness. He is twisting the plug, pushing and pulling it, and it is feeling so good. Master finally gives me a permission, just before i explode and feel like i am coming apart at the seams...i finally just lie there, my body having involuntary spasms....totally spend.
Master is talking, telling me that He is very pleased that i have re-offered Him my submission....He hints that He has 'plans' for the future.....We talk about our first meeting ....and He tells me i am to keep the plug in until i get permission to remove it. I ask for permission to go to the bank. He gives it, but tells me i cannot use the drive through , i have to get out of the car, go in and stand in line...plugged.
I text Master after a couple hours asking if i can remove the plug...and get to wear it for another couple hours before i get permission.
hugs...from a very submissive abby
****A couple commenters have asked if i skipped C while doing the alphabet challenge.....i did it out of turn to answer a question from Mona Lisa. It is between K and L and titled curiosity.