Thursday, July 3, 2014
******I just logged in and saw i posted this out of order...no idea how to undo it...so i am going to leave it.....and back to the regular reversed order tomorrow...
Thanks to Mona Lisa for giving me the idea for this post. Every time i thought of the letter C all i could think of is chocolate...but i have been trying to forget that it exists....then Mona asked me in a comment....Could i write about how Master and i went from spanking to M/s.....Her curiosity brings you this post.
Over 12 years ago i had been thinking, reading, fantasizing, googling the word spanking. My obsession with it seemed to have sprung overnight, but more likely i had just always refused to admit my curiosity about it. I found a site on line....think it is long gone....and posted something vague about myself and my interest.
I chatted with several spankers, Master was local and the most persistent,,,and patient...i had a family emergency that took me away from the computer for a few weeks, and He kept checking in ...no pressure, just wondering how i was doing. We proceeded to phone calls, and finally i agreed to meet Him for a beer...
We chatted about ourselves, and He said the word 'spanking' a lot, and we were in a public place..LOL. My plan was to get spanked once, find out what it was like, and then move on with my 'normal' life. My first spanking was with Master, over clothing, His hand...maybe 15 minutes. Trouble was, i could not forget it and move on....and Master kept in touch.
We started to meet every 4/6 weeks for some spanking fun. He had been spanking for a while, had spanked a lot of ladies. At the time He was regularly spanking a few ladies. He slowly introduced me to the toys in His bag, and i was hooked. After a few months, He asked if there was anything in my life i needed help with...something that i lacked the discipline to do on my own. My oldest daughter was getting married in a year, and i really wanted to lose some weight, so i said yes.
He helped me with a plan...and motivation....and i loss 50 pounds by the wedding! We continued getting closer, and i was still reading, and started to become more curious about submission. I had mixed feelings...i was independent, in charge of my life, and liked it that way.
One day, Master referred to me as submissive...i was stunned. We talked, He had me research and write to Him what i found and how i felt about it, since writing my thoughts was much easier than talking about them. We slowly started down the D/s path.
So, at a point in my life where i was thinking the best was behind me....i surprisingly found myself on a new journey, discovering new things about myself.......and enjoying that journey with a very special someone.\
Thanks for the question, my friend!