Yesterday was my birthday, and one lesson that has certainly been reinforced this year.....celebrate each and every one of those special days. Yes, it means another candle on the cake, and another number tacked on to the tally of our years, but all those are good things. In a couple of weeks, it will be 1 year since my first emergency surgery, followed by another major one, and a very difficult recovery....i am so happy to be celebrating this year, healthy, and finally feeling like 'me' again!
The celebrating started a couple of days ago...with young voices singing to me, home made cards, and cookies baked by a 5 and a 2 year old....pretty yummy! Lots of calls, cards and thoughtful gifts....and of course a special 'just us' celebration with Master.
I am having a birthday lunch with a group of friends today and then that should be it for this year...but there is always next year!
Master and i celebrated yesterday...He had a plan, ready on the hammock , in order were a leather paddle, the tawse, the large strap/strop, large leather flogger:) and the acrylic paddle . He watched as i looked and reacted, I said 4 out of 5 look good....He chuckled. It still feels like mid winter here....getting temps above freezing will be a reason to celebrate! I was cold so Master suggested we start with all my clothes on.....that would be different.
It was over Master's lap where i would get my age....let's say over 50 ....and of course 1 to grow. Yes, the first set had me fully clothed, then one with pants down, panties on, and then on the bare. The last 3 were always the hardest, a pattern was developing. It was a great way to start, i was totally relaxed and very warmed up!
Leather paddle was next, more of a sting than His hand, but such a nice sensation. I could myself starting to 'puddle' it was feeling so good! Tawse was next in line, but not suited for OTK, so i had to move and get up, it was a slow move...LOL...Master had me lean over bottom out, Master switched sides after each 10. Is it just me, or does it seem to anyone else that it always hurts more on one of the sides? I asked for some standing and stretching time, with some delicious rubbing form Master. For the large strap i was leaning over again with bottom out. It is not used much and it always looks so intimidating....but it only takes a few smacks for me to fall in love with it all over again, especially on a well warmed bottom. By now, i could feel myself dripping...Master checks and tells me to hang on...no permissions yet.
For the flogger Master has me stand facing a wall , hands up high on the wall....giving Him "a canvas to work on". I have never been flogged in that position...not as relaxing as lying on a bed.....but once the first few were over i was lost in the feel of the flogging. I hear Master's voice say last 3 and then i stand as Master closes me into one of His big bear hugs while i get my bearings. Master tells me to kneel, and starts to undo His belt, it has been a while since i have been allowed to suck His cock. As soon as i get a rhythm going He grabs the back of my hair, and decides He is in control...i am dripping.
Left on the ottoman is the acrylic paddle. I give Master my sweetest, 'really?' look....He tells me to get back over His lap. I think we have a little discussion about this paddle before He starts, but i cannot recall a word of it...still in the haze of the flogging. And...I should have known....they were spanks, not taps....but on Master's scale they were gentle...on my scale they were....just right! After each set this time, He reaches in to 'stir the honey pot' as He puts it...so by the time He is done, i am so ready to fly. Master gets me to the point of no return, telling me to cum for Him, and as soon as the words reach my ears i am off.....for an "older lady"....i sure can soar...LOL!
Master then decides i need a birthday massage...His hands and fingers have so many good usages......when He is finished i doubt i can even move......we relax while i recover...and think about what a good thing it is to be celebrating another birthday!
I have a few more questions to answer, will get to those soon....