My extra task this week was to wear my plug whenever i left the house. Tuesday i wore it while i ran errands, remembering the task. Wednesday was so cold and snowy...no sense going out when i did not have to be someplace. When i told Master i was staying in, He asked about getting the mail......box is by the road. I said...i would have my daughter get it when she got home, but admitted i probably would not have thought i had to wear the darn thing just to get the mail. His reply....you open the door, you step outside, you better be plugged. Thursday was just as cold and snowy, i decided to stay in again. Only this time Master made sure i got in some plug time.
Today, I remembered. to arrive at Master's wearing my plug. After my naked kneeling reclaiming, Master removes the plug and then Master has me go over His lap for a hand warm up. We are chatting, Master switches to a paddle then back to His hand, then the paddle again. He is spanking harder and faster....as He asks me why do i think He chose that task for me this week? I say...to keep me more focused? He says well that is a good side effect, but was not the primary reason. He asks me for another reason. I think i know where this is heading, but i do not want to mention it.....just in case it is not what He is thinking.
Time for me to fess up....Master and i occasionally use a plug..i have a small one (that is not really used any more), and one that is larger. I have never had anything larger in my bottom....oh i have been teased with His cock, but no entry. It was something that i did not think i could ever tolerate, never mind enjoy. Master has been hinting that it is time for Him to claim all of me.
Back to today...Master stops and tells me to kneel before Him. I am happy to be offered His cock. I am licking and tasting and sucking....pleased to know that i am pleasuring Him. Too soon, i am told to turn around, kneel, and present my bottom to Him. I move slowly, but do get in position. He starts with filling my pussy, thrusting, getting me to the point that i push back wanting more....His hands are caressing, massaging my bottom. ( I am a little fuzzy about what came next....but this is what i remember...or think I do...)
He then pulls out and goes to my bottom. He is slowly entering, i start to pull away. In His quiet reassuring voice, He tells me to come back to Him, to relax, to open up to Him. He is going slowly, entering further each time. He is also reaching around and keeping me fully aroused...on edge. I start to push back at Him, no thought of pulling away. We are in sync, all negative thoughts and/or feelings, all hesitancy ...all gone.
Master pulls out, turns me over pulling up my legs and teasing my pussy and my clit, over and over. Finally, i just have to say...and this is another first for me....please Master...fuck me! He obliges, as soon as we finish, He lies next to me, pulling me in to my 'safe spot', His furry torso. I am speechless, barely aware of where i am...He is talking softly to me, bringing me back to earth...back to Him.
Finally we both have enough energy to move, Master sits and calls me to Him. I kneel and reach in and hug Him, my head on His lap. Master is telling me how well i did, how proud He is that i did not panic. I reply, it is because i trust Him. He says yes, but saying it and acting on it are 2 different things....We chat about how i feel, what i am thinking. We talk about how far we have come......how lucky we are to have traveled this road together....how we both look forward to what the journey still holds in store for us.