Since this is Monday it must be maintenance day...at least in my world. Master also surprised me by asking for a weigh in....we had agreed to 1 a week...but since i went over my limit, Master has decided to that twice a week will be rule for a while. It was so hot over the weekend, that even eating (except for ice cream!) was not tempting, and since i even walked both days, i was pretty sure i sweated off some weight. I did!:)
During my kneeling time Master reminded me that all of me belongs to Him....including my anxieties, worries, and fears, i am not to let them brew, i bring them to Him. Sounds easy and logical, and right now it is fairly easy to say 'Yes Sir', and i mean it, so we shall see.
Then it was over Master's lap, for a nice hand spanking. I was so relaxed, legs spread, smiling, when Master said, "I think you consider a hand spanking a tushie massage. I giggled...and agreed it is close to one. All too soon, 'massage' time was over, and it was maintenance time.
Out came the medium heavy paddle, and a round of spanks with it left me not quite so relaxed. For the second round, He chose to concentrate on one cheek, then the other...that always makes it painful...and I was becoming vocal. He stopped to remind me the purpose of maintenance, and then came the final, faster, harder, one side at a time final round. I was very glad when it was over....my bottom red and hot.
Master then went 'exploring', discovering that i (or she, my pussy). had enjoyed that somewhat, as she was glistening with wetness. He remarked that i professed it was servicing Him, not a paddling that caused me to be so wet, but He needed more research. So i was down on my knees, pleasuring Master,,,,,and yes greatly increasing my readiness!
When Master checked again He chuckled.... it seems we are both right, spankings and pleasuring Him do have a certain effect on me....or her. I was soon asking for a permission, and in fact i grunted and growled my way through several. I used to be very quiet, but Master has helped me find my voice...in so many areas. I apologized for all the loud noises, but Master is pleased by them....i still find the so...primal, feral, wild..and a little embarrassing. But i do not think i could go back to being quiet, so it is a good thing that we are passed the stage of small ones being around.
Hope you are all staying cool...