Limits are a tricky subject....I believe everyone has limits. I also believe that limits are not static, they can and often do change over time. Master and i have never discussed specific limits....When we first met the list would have been very long....and honestly, a lot of those things I now look forward to...We also believe that a relationship should not stay stagnate....it is great to be in a 'good place', and enjoy it, but for a relationship to thrive there has to be growth...
I have been sensing and noticing lately that Master seems ready to push some limits. The look in His eyes, the tone of His voice, the warnings He has issued...He had me anticipating...then yesterday morning...
Before i even had a chance to text a Good Morning Sir!, I get a text....".wear both sets of cuffs, put in your large bottom toy and come see me". There's something new. He gives me about an hour. I text back....large one? I have not used it in a while. For many of you it would probably only be a medium one...but i do prefer the smaller one. He replies...yes.
I quickly shower and attempt to get it in...after a couple attempts i think, maybe i should just put the small one in and bring the other one with me. I know that is not what He wants ( and it is later confirmed..it would not have been a good idea). I finally succeed, see that i am running a little late, and the phone rings. It is my sister, we have been playing phone tag, and i do need to talk to her. A short conversation with her is usually about 30 minutes, but i mange to hang up after 10.
I am a little late getting to Master, He accepts my reason, but warns me that if He gives me a time, that is when He expects me. We chat a bit, and Master gets 'the look' and asks about my daily task. I reply, i have been laying over pillows with my bottom bare. He says yes, but the same task every day? I look at Him, confused...that is what you wanted, the same task for a week. Seems i misunderstood Him, He wants a different task every day for a week, before i can repeat one...ahhh. That really makes more sense, since we were talking about it not being so 'routine'. I agree to adjust, and Master gives me some suggestions for new tasks. All of them contain the phrase...with your large toy inserted. Do you see a pattern here? He then says, I also want you to up your time to 15 minutes (from about 5 minutes). I repeat His wishes...so there is no misunderstanding....and agree. Finally i am invited over His lap.
He gives me a wonderfully long hand spanking, stopping to play with the plug, which i hate to admit, is getting me very wet. He then decides to slow it down, and slowly gives me 50 harder ones...still with His hand. He then asks me about exercise. I reply, saying , I have been walking outside. "Everyday this week?", He asks. It remind Him that the day before i went to the casino with a friend (brought back all of my money!!), and it was raining all day. He reminds me that there is a mall near by, and i do own a wii....He gets the shamrock paddle from the bag, and says 25 hard ones. When He is done, He asks if i want 25 more for today, or will i find the time to walk. I guarantee Him i will find the time. " No more wriggle room, young lady, I expect you to do something at least 6 days every week". UGH...but i, of course, agree.
After some wonderful play time which ends with me barely being able to put two words together.....Master wants to chat some more. He feels it is time to push more limits, limits that will probably make me feel uncomfortable . He reminds me that He expects me to give it my best, but that also, He wants to hear what I am feeling and what my fears are....He reminds me , that i do have a voice and He expects me to use it.
This morning i am getting ready to do one of my new tasks...for 15 minutes...and decide to text Master and let Him know what I am doing. He replies with........more than the minimum makes Me happy.......YEP, He's in a pushing mood!