Well not really, but I can at least feel myself getting there! My energy runs out quickly, and my appetite is iffy, but I am sure both of those will return. I just got back from Master treating me to breakfast...a great way to start the day.
And...after a more than a 3 week lapse....i got spanked. I let Master know that i was ready, we took it slowly, and it was.....wonderful! Of course we started out with my naked kneeling, Master gently rubbing and massaging every part of me, gently tugging and circling my nipples, it put me back where i have been wanting to go. After He helped me up, and helped me over His lap...i am still moving somewhat slowly and gingerly, i was treated to a wonderfully long hand spanking. He started slowly, with lots of rubbing, and was listening to see how i was responding....finally He laughed and said, it has been a long time since I have seen you so relaxed!
Each set was a little stronger and longer, and when He started to concentrate on one spot, I started to wish He would move on...and He did. Of course, He had to check if my pussy was responding,,,,I said something about it being rusty, which caused Him to laugh. He remarked if it wasn't rusty when He first met me, it certainly wasn't now....and He was right! Just as i was beginning to think, i was getting close to permission time, He stops and says, 'Me first'.
I think i let out a little groan. He helped to get me up and kneeling, and the taste of my Master brought me to a place where all is right.
Then it was my turn, back over His lap, it felt sooo good, i wanted to hang on as long as possible...finally, I asked for permission...NOW!..after a chuckle it was granted. One release followed by another, and another....nothing had been permanently broken...LOL.
It was just what i needed to spur me on to continue my fight to get totally better. Master asked this morning, if i felt it was too much, or if i was concerned about that first reconnect. Not a bit, He knows me so well, and I so trust Him , I knew He would know to get me to that special place....I was right!
On a side note, i have lost the 15 pounds i gained in the hospital, and a bit more....in fact i am below my most recent goal. Master has decided He wants me to stay at that level...no more than 2 pounds below where i was on Monday, and to not go ever my goal....it seems that no more than 2 pounds below is going to be more of a challenge...who ever thought i would be saying that???
Lastly, for now,,,a great big THANK YOU to all of you, my cyber friends. For the words of concern and encouragement, the positive whammies and thoughts, they helped me to heal and to keep my spirits up!